It was again that I was in that room ,everyone chatting and officials working and my relatives just beside me . Again something happened and Dad was going to thrash me when a hand stopped him .
It was grandpa.
"I think the right to harm a suspect is not given to anyone ,even to the suspect's father"
"Dad he is shameless molester and you are saving him"
"proof ?where is the proof ?"
I was hurt beyond measure my eyes were watering on there own my heart was heavy and filled with grief. I just sat there looking at the faces around me after a long period . I saw their hatred towards me ,I saw that I was a outcast now the fear in girls the hate in boys .
My grandfather though looked at me with a expression of apology, he also apologised to me for being late to my rescue .
He provided the evidences he bought the accusers Facebook posts and her past cases which proved it that this was all a fabricated story she made .
After getting exposed she said she did it as she was jealous of me being so happy all the time that she wanted to ruin it .She wanted my smile to disappear.
At this I smiled at her .
"It would take more than what you did to me take my smile and happiness away from me "
Everyone was shocked to see me smiling and speaking as I didn't do it for days and It looked like they were shocked by this development.
At this the girl turned red like a tomato but her chains restrained her from taking any actions.
"How were you so calm and composed ?" Grandpa asked when everyone left and only family was left .
"Why would I worry about something I didn't do?Why would I worry about what these backtalkers say ?"I answered calmly
"But still any normal person would " he insisted
"Yes ,normal would but what if I am not normal "
"Then this could be expected "He said his eyes shining with admiration .
2
That night I was sleeping when I saw an infinite darkness with ominous waves I could feel not see .
A voice announced "For what you seek you must pay "
"What do I seek? and what must I pay?" I asked in confusion
"You seek independence ,you want to stand and speak for yourself which you could not do "
"Yes maybe "In whole ordeal I was quite because I was hesitant to speak for I knew I was not going to be belived I wanted to make them believe in me .
"Then you must pay with your relationship with your family ,leave them and you must throw out the things that weigh you down and which keep you to joined to this place "
"But why ?"
"Because till they are with you , you will depend on them ,you will expect their help you will not unlock your true potential till you face problems on your own "
"I did deal with ...
"No you didn't you just waited ,you just waited and let others take up decisions for you ,you did not get justice but you were given justice "
3
My head was aching yesterday , but the pain was a bit less today ,I wanted to go to my brother so that he could take me to amusement park .
Outside I learned my ears on the door and heard Jamie elder brother (19),Iven and john second elder twin brothers (18)and my two sisters Isabella(14) and Angelina(17) all were talking in low voices but I could make out their words.
"Allen is such baby I cannot stand him " Isabella said
"I will agree ,he still asks me for rides like a baby " Iven
" Also he never fights or defends himself such a coward he is ,even when girl accused him he was silent all the time "Angelina
" He should seriously have some discipline and pride ,he seriously let me down with his dumbness"Jamie
"I don't know what does gramps see in him, He is such a bore "Isabella
And there discussions continued I smiled with a great difficulty in front of them so to annoy that girl and tell people I am not that weak they think I am but this was a very powerful blow for me
I went silently to my room ,I tried to read some books but could not ,there insults were comming to mind the more I tried .I tried to cut my tears but for some reason they were beyond my control the eyes were stinging and tears were flowing and were not ready to stop .
Who could I not see that my requests were so painful for them ?I thought that they were my people and I could ask them anything I wanted but I think it was a wrong thing to even think of .I thought I had family but today dad and my siblings reality I had seen .I had now began to think that whatever I thought and belived was wrong ,this one and a half month had seriously opened my eyes .
Now I think I had no reason to not follow what the voice told me .Tomorrow I would leave all this behind and go to gain independence...