To gain independence, was a good thought but to what extent ,it would need some preparation and guts to go on my own also if take anything with me they would blame me that I took it .And I don't want it at all that someone blame me .I never thought that I was a burden on someone ,I thought that this house was mine but this was a illusion and I didn't see it maybe I am not even there son ,maybe they're not my parents .
All types of bad thoughts and questions swirled around my head ,I tried to calm myself but I couldn't do it . My efforts to try and forget were going in vain I think only cutting myself from them may calm my brain .But the thought was good ,it was showing effect as the excitement and a feel of thrill went through me .
But how would I get rid of them there are a lot of people around the house guarding it, Now escaping would be a problem.
I think the voice should be able to help me again so I concentrate and ask the voice to help me.
"It seems you're ready to leave Allen "the voice whispered
"I am but escaping is not that easy many people are guarding the entrances of our house and keeping a watchful eye on everyone ,can you help me " I asked the voice
" Go infront of the mirror and stand there " the voice said
I just did what it asked and then what I asked it .
" focus and say indensepectus "
"indensepectus " I said and in second my body started turn transparent and within 2 to 3 minutes I turned completely invisible.
I could not see myself in mirror nor my shadow .This was perfect and very useful now I can just escape all of these people and also go outside and steal something to survive .
"No need for that "the voice said
"No need for what?"I asked
" For stealing I will give you whatever you need ,roof ,food clothes ,books, everything ,you just escape the place "
Okay I said and just went to sleep and deep.and very fruitful sleep .I dreamt of freedom ,going to places ,reading new books making my own name ,fulfilling my aspirations and so on .
How? why ? were still roaming around the periphery I asked about the voice but it never answered anything about itself .
Finally the night came and I said indensepectus and turned invisible and very carefully came downstairs and opened the window of our library and went outside and then sprinted towards the forest as fast as I could I kept on running as much as I could .
I ran and ran kept running till my lungs were screaming for air ,my legs aching like hell and body also protesting against the torture but they had to otherwise I cannot be free either from them or guilt nor my family and that would be end of my dream of freedom and independence.
I sat down under a tree to rest when I couldn't walk a single step,I looked around everything was very silent except the the occasional cry , laugh or shriek from a bird, insect or cat.
I don't for how many minutes I sat there but for sure it was at least half an hour .I again stood and walked slowly ,going with the flow taking joy of my new found freedom. I was quite a free spirited person I loved roaming, exploring and observing everything in my path .
I took a break again as my earlier run had tired me out ,then the memories I possessed swayed infront of me ,those moments of togetherness and love were hard to deny but what I heard and what I saw both also could not be taken lightly
they were serious about whatever they said ,they hate me I don't know why but that itself was a grave wound on me but I had learned that those who embrace the wounds are the ones who reach great heights ,also they learn from them and make sure not to make such mistakes .
I don't know when I slipped into a deep sleep and when I woke up. I find myself in a big house I am gripped with sudden fear that I am caught and they bought me back but when I look I see it is not my house a different one .
"I bought you here"the voice says "this will be your house and there is a library where you can read any book you like ,if you need any book write it's name and author I will get it for you .In kitchen there is breakfast kept ready for you ,your new clothes ready in your new room and your school application is also on dining "
I went around the house it was a big one with a swimming pool attached to my building, white grey tiles and all grey and white combined rooms my all new clothes for all types of occasions, belts socks and shoes of different kind .the books of new term and new school bag .In kitchen a lot of homely breakfast and snakes and refrigerator is filled with food and all sorts of chocolates, icecream and things .
The hall is big with a main long sofa with a bed convertible option and a huge 36 inch TV with a variety of programmes. Then I go and check bathrooms all amazing soap ,face wash ,hair gel , scrub ,face mask and everything. Then there was a room filled with gym equipment I could exercise here daily . Then library it was very huge and had a lot of books like wuthering heights, all of Shakespeare's, jane Austen, also shadowhunter chronicles, game of thrones and throne of glass everything I could dream of maybe even more but I had go all through the library to see and I just wanted to eat and swim today .
I took some of pancakes ,salad , sandwiches and a water bottle and a glass of milk upstairs . i just took off my dusty clothes put them in washing machine and jumped in my pool and stayed eating my breakfast . I then went to bathroom had a bath and then I saw the application and saw that I will in a big school and one of the best schools . Filled the forms according to the voice my name would be Jonathan jasper christopher.