Kazien POV
I have been traveling the world for two years in search for mine and my brothers and parting hard. I am currently in England visiting a pack, making an alliance and searching for my mate. I know that she is still out there because my beast is very anxious here lately, so I know we are getting close. Sitting here with the alpha of the pack is so boring. This guy is just going on and on about his daughter and how he wants me to take his daughter at as my mate. He just doesn't care that I am my brother's youngest triplet and that taking her as a mate is impossible. I can't take a mate that is not my true goddess given mate. I just refuse to. The goddess has made that one special person just for me and I won't throw her away. I may be a ladies' man, but once I find my mate that will all stop. I just hope that she forgives me for all of traveling fun. A man has needs.
I know that I should have waited for my mate, but most shifters find their mates with in two years of their first shift. I was seventeen when I had my first shift that was 8 years ago. I wanted to wait, but life happened, more accurately, a drunken night at a party happened about 5 years ago. I know that my mate will be disappointed in me and that I can't hold anything against her once I find her, but I hope that she will forgive me. I will do my best to make it up to her by giving her everything she ever wants or needs. She will be my everything.
"Alpha, I apologize but I have to decline the offer to mate with your daughter out of respect for my Goddess given mate. I will continue on my journey for her. I hope that this will not affect our treaty." I know it won't since they depend on us for some protection. I force just a little of my aura out to make him submit to me while I smile reminding him who is the stronger Alpha here. Yes, I may be younger but that doesn't mean I am weaker.
He finally nods in a slight bow and that lets me know that he agrees. I block my aura so that his beast can relax and calm down as he must feel threaten by me right now, I know my brother prefers to keep our allies not threaten them but there is just no way I am willing to take a mate other then the one the goddess made for me. My dreams tell me we are close and that keeps me going. I already love her and I have never set eyes on her. I shake the alphas hand and proceed to leave his office, as I step out into the hallway I am engulfed by someone's arms being wrapped around. Her smell is familiar but I don't recognize it so I growl making the arms retract suddenly with a whimper. The person steps back and I realize that it is the girl from the bar the other night.
I side step her and continue on my way out of the pack house that I am visiting. Yes, I may have bedded other women, but it's never been anything more that satisfying a need for me. No attachment, no emotion and I never stay the entire night with them. Only my mate will have me all night long. That will only be hers. I finally make it to my vehicle and as I get in my phone starts ringing. Taking a big sigh, I hate phones, well I hate not being able to just get away from people. My focus is not what everyone else's wants from me. My beast has been clawing to get to his mate and I'm going to find her eventually. Looking down down at my phone I see that it is my sister calling me. I silence it and make a mental note to call her back once I'm away from this crazy pack.
Half way to the hotel I am staying at tonight I decide to call one of my brothers, Bryson. After about three rings he pick s up. "Hey Brother" he answers with a groggy sound in his voice. "Hold on one minute. Let me get up, we need to talk." I wonder what he wants to talk about to me. I mean he knows that I am busy looking for our mate and that I am not going to come home without finding her. All I can do is wait and see what he wants to talk to me about.
"Hey brother, sorry about that, but I found her."
"Found who brother?"
"Kazien, I found our mate. Well rather she found me. She's beautiful, everything we ever dreamed of. You need to come home. You need to come to her, but you need to take it slow with her Kazien."
"That's great! But why do I need to take it slow with our mate? What's wrong with her?"
'There's nothing wrong with her, she's just scared" my heart starts beat hundred miles a minute wondering what's wrong with her. Blind, disabled, missing an arm? "She's human."
"Human? Seriously? That's all. Just human. I mean I thought we would be mated to a alpha's daughter not a dang human! But, I can deal with human."
"There's more. Kaizen, she's also carry someone else's kit. She's been severely hurt by another man. It took me a few hours to even convince her to give me a chance to show her just how much I care about her already. She's currently sleeping in my suite at the resort. She's been through a lot and she was running away from it when she ended up here. Reggie hired her to be the resorts new doctor."
"Does she know about me and Christian?"
"Not yet brother. I didn't know how to tell her. I never expected to me mated to a human. How do we tell her? Christian doesn't know either. Are you headed home soon?"
"I will get on a flight tonight. I'll see you soon brother."