PTSD... Anger... romance... break up... hyeteria... Betrayal!
All this constituted my father's and my step mother's story. It was all messed up. Very messed up...
It was similar to what I thought but heart wrenching... It made me feel sad for not knowing earlier and angry at what these peeps did.
They were all dumb. Or maybe just caught in the web of schemes and lies and distress. The back story made me cry tears of blood. As now only guilt of all that remains...
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Ria Manscnevia Serena. A fallen nobility. She was a reincarnated person as I thought too. But her circumstances... An alcoholic dad, a prostitute mom, a younger brother with gambling addiction.
Young Ria had a very bad life. Claude told me that she was constantly abused. This was really heart wrenching as she had a bad child hood and she even had a bad love story. She became a pitiful existence. This was all because of the Former Emperor Anasthasius....
Claude told me things superficially as he said I was too young. But seems like it was a love square. It ended with Anasthasius dying and Ria dying and Diana dying and Thanos being in complete awe and undergone such a shock that he lost all memories of his mother and other childhood memories. He became timid in front of Claude and introverted.
This says a lot of how he shivers in front of Claude. I know Claude didn't tell me the full story as I was a child but seems like some underlying truth, some scheme is still there behind this story. I don't know how will I find out or would I even be able to do so as Ria is dead now... But now that I know what's happening, I think I will just plan... On escaping...
But... My heart is attached now... Leaving here... What would happen of Thanos? Will he be able to take this shock?
Oh God! What am I gonna do?
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Story was done and I know Claude is rel bad story teller as the guy read it out as a report. But yeah I got to know the mains of it. The story no matter how blatantly she said it, felt really tragic. I was left in tears now. Feels like this was something I shouldn't have known. As now that I know... I am not able to get it out of my head.
"I did tell you. It would be sad."
"It's ok I don't regret it." I said wiping my tears.
"So that was what happened to mother." We heard a voice. We were shocked. Claude seemed to be surprised as he did show an emotion which he never does.
Behind him... Was Thanos listening to the story from the closed door. How did he come in? I and Claude were both scared as this was not something Thanos should know.
He opened the door and came inside. Thanos was in tears. But more that I saw in him was anger. This was my first time seeing his angry face. I don't have any reason to say nor can I think of one to say that he should not resent Claude. The always timid expression was now full of anger and resentment while the other was full of surprise and worry. It felt like they had exchanged their personality. For once they were both different.
Thanos's servants must have told him that I am here not knowing what was really happening, this guy must have come to give me surprise, but he got a big slap on face instead in the form of his mother's death's truth. Knowing things he must be angry and confused. And this would have resulted into his resentment towards Claude.
I won't say that in Claude's story Claude was wrong or Anasthasius was wrong or Diana was wrong or Ria was wrong. Everyone was right and wrong in their own ways. Everyone did things that they weren't supposed to. Everyone did good and bad things but all had a reason for it. And at the end of the day you can't blame but accept the fact that it was fate which was cruelly designed for you.
Right now... Even Thanos is not worth neither is Claude neither am I... It's the fate that's cruelly designed for us. For me survival was important, I did what I wanted to. For Claude it was important to share his guilt of past with someone which he did.
For Thanos right now... It was the fact that Claude killed his mother unknowingly which compelled him to get angry and take the action which he took right now.
It's all fate which is grey for everyone. No one is completely black or white. This is reality not some reel life tv show. This what's happening is terrible twist of fate.
Only the one who sent me here knows what will happen in the future....
So guys that was it for today's chapter. Will make a more detailed story for Ria's past in the next few chapters. I know that I suck at giving updates and thanks for bearing with me. Will make sure that the next chaps would all be worth the wait. So yeah things would be more clear from the next chapter onwards. Please look forward to it. Thankyou so much guys. Bye!