What he lived for was her,
Didn't address who died for him,
The pitiful woman unloved,
Didn't know his brother fell for her,
What this love square made was everyone the victim,
What this love square did was create barriers for future,
Tore apart father and son,
Tore apart the daughter and father,
Tore apart brother and brother,
Just left guilt for the 'now' father.
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*Sigh*
As the street lamps lit in a dark street where only barking of dogs and fighting of couples in house could be heard, a woman walked towards a seemingly unkept apartment in a building ready to crumble at the slightest breeze.
She sighed earlier as she was tired of her life. She opened the door which creaked and had one hinge loose. The room she entered in was messy with garbage bags all over and foul alcohol smell.
She saw a broken mirror in front of her... Saw herself in it... A woman with no great looks... Just a degraded entity who... If disappeared no one would mourn for.
She was broken... And decided to end it... Degraded days, unworthy existence, no specialities... She thought that was for the best.
So she ended it. Her life... A cut on her fragile wrist ended her existence. She could feel her body getting colder and colder as blood started to drip out more of her body and her vision started to fade until she completely backed out.... It was over finally.
Until...
She woke up again...
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208th day of year 1XXX
It was the day I opened my eyes in this weird world. Seems like I was a commoner with nothing but an alcoholic dad and a mom who run away with a knight. My life... It was restarted and I was 14.
To the person who would come from my world. I don't know you but knowing my story at least you would know what not to do. I have no intentions of being a charity person but I am doing this to not darken my heart with all the pain I would be going through. So listen carefully...
DONT SUICIDE!
I was suicidal I suicided and that made me reincarnate you don't know what will happen if you die again. So if you don't wanna fall in this cycle of birth and rebirth don't suicide at all!
BELIEVE IN KARMA
Yup no matter how weak, some one will come to save you and give the person the same amount of pain they instilled on you. After having a psychotic dad in my previous life who was later sentenced to death for murder and abusing me which came under child abuse, he got his Karma and I was free. But became suicidal due to worse situations coming my way which are common for any suicidal so use your imagination.
GET A SUGAR MOMMY OR DADDY
This is the olden times if you wanna live be rich and that said am going to run away today to find mine. Looking at bruised body of this 14 yr old, I have decided to run away and be some one's bed partner. Ypu don't have to do that but if you are extremely untalented and want to live be it.
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I got a life again I think God pitied me and wants to make up for making me sad in my last life so I would just go on my instict I know the almighty would save me.... I am positive and since I don't wanna loose my life again I would BE CAREFUL!
And so starts my journey. Probably useless but you can make a book out of it.... You might become rich who knows. K anyways I wish the reader luck for the future.
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316th day of 1XXX
It's freezing winter I was able to pass by and get enough money for ointments such that atleast my wounds would heal. I ran away from this body's alcoholic abusive father and saved my life to find a sugar parent. I just don't want to be a defective piece so am hoping that my wounds would heal faster. I stole some money worked for some like doing odd jobs but stealing felt much better. If I knew I had this talent I would already have used it earlier in my last life. I know it will be a big journey but follow me reader you will uncover some survival plans may be?
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320th day of year 1XXX
Something happened today diary! I met my Sugar MOMMY well... Not exactly as she said something like raise you I guess raise me to be good on bed? Btw I think she's a lesbian?
Anyways... I was just stealing her wallet, she seemed to be some sort of a merchant as her clothes seemed kinda better than me but not like the nobles I saw. Anyways she caught me stealing her wallet and threw me in her carriage I thought I was dead but then...
She....