It is already late, the street is filled with restless drivers trying to get home. I'm on my way home too. Feeling tired, I just wanted to take a shower, watch some Netfy and maybe write something if I was up for it.
Putting the heaphones in my ears, I start humming to Linking Park's "Numb". I do love korean music but from time to time I'll listen to the music that completed me as a teenager. It felt like happiness.
I get home, trow my shoes in a corner, fall into the soft sheets of my bed and think about what happened this morning.
*Flashback
I was doing my job, keeping a smile and taking orders. Just the usual, I thought.
"Next," I said, handing out my last order. "Hi. I would like a back coffee, no sugar, to go." I raised my head and my mouth dropped at the sight of him. He chuckled seeing my reaction. "Hiiiii...hmmm, yes, right away." He pays and I go to make his coffee. With the corner of my eye I see him looking at me. I suddenly feel very aware of myself. 'He is so hot!' I blush. Oh my, I'll start having naughty thoughts if I keep staring.
Finished the coffee, I turn and get a little startled by his charming smile. 'Gorgeous and yummy.' I bite my lower lip and put on the brightest smile.
I hand him the coffee and try to turn around just to be grabbed by the hand. "Hey, could we like...talk alone for a few minutes?" I was surprised. No, shocked.
His touch gives me tingles all over my body. "Give me a minute, please." He nodded and went to one of the far tables in the corner and started drinking his coffee.
"Mary can you take over? I need a couple of minutes break."
Mary, who became my friend when I started working here, understood the situation and hurried to take orders. She gave me a cheeky look as I passed by her and I just laughed. We'll have a lot to talk about later.
"We can go in the staff's washroom if you want a place where no one can bother us?" I say while walking towards him. I was worried people might recognise him since his fans always know what he's up too, somehow. "Sure, lead the way."
For a second or two, there, in that moment, our eyes met and I realised that, given time, I could surely fall like crazy for this guy.
'No, no way.' I hide that thought far in my mind.
We enter the bathroom.
"Little one" he calls out. I turn towards him. "Is it alright to call you like that?" I'm confused but I end up shyly nodding.
Next second he is kissing me. "What the…" I can't say the rest, being caught up in his intense kissing. 'Ok, don't panic. Kiss him back. Oh my, I forgot how to kiss. What the heck is wrong with me?' I panic but he grabs me closer and I just close my eyes and go with the flow.
He pushed me inside the open stall, which was pretty small, still kissing my lips with a gentle roughness that made me crave for more of him. Stopping for a few seconds he turned to close the door.
Returning, he grabs my waist and looks intensely all over my body. Me, being all red and shy but with the obvious lust written all over my face, I pull him closer too by placing my arms around his neck. I stop for a second to take it all in. His smell, his perfume was driving me insane. "Fuck it!" I said and went for his lips again with the hunger of a wild animal. 'What is he doing to me? I can't resist him.' I ask myself as I end up being driven by my primal, sexual instinct while kissing and touching him like the was no tomorrow.
He slightly raised me up. I was literally standing on my toes. As Jay pushed me a little I end up leaning on the wall while his hands somehow found their way under my shirt and now he was exploring my back and then my front, making me giggle.
"Stop it! I'm ticklish!" I say breaking the kiss. "Oh really?" He said laughing but not stopping. Instead he went with his hand up and easily opened my bra. 'That's quite a skill.' I think and laugh.
I cover my mouth so that no one can hear me but he had other plans for my hands. With his mouth he leaned kissing my hand and then started sucking my middle finger.
I was stunned. I felt his manhood rubbing on my lower parts through his jeans.
"Someone's happy." I say giggling. He stops for a second and ends up grabbing my cheeks with his palms and roughly says "Why wouldn't he be? You are gorgeous.'' He pressed his lips against mine while he grabbed one of my hands, and shoved it in his pants. 'Wow, what the heck!?' I wanted to say it out loud but as I open my mouth he sticks his tongue inside, making me moan intensly.
I calm myself down as I do the business I was expected to at that moment. I was embarrassed but I knew what and how to do it. In the past I made sure I satisfied Gary well when it came to our love life so he won't cheat me. Well, surprise, surprise, that didn't work. I try not to think anymore.
Taking my hand out I go for the zipper. A few seconds later I drop on my knees, open my mouth and put it in. "Oh, damn!" He says. For a moment there he lost his balance putting a hand in my hair and one on the wall for stability. In those moments of lost ballance, he pushed his thing further down the mouth so I just took it as a sign to start licking and sucking. By the sound of his moans I knew I was doing a great job.
I'm sure no more than 30 seconds passed, but for me it surely felt longer because I was gasping for air while trying to do a good job.
At the end of it my gag reflex was not helping me. Almost choking I pulled back, spit it out and then looked up while two tears ran down my cheeks. 'Holy freaking...oh my...wow! I just did that!' My mind was a mess. 'Did he liked it?' I wandered myself. In that second he drops on his knees and kisses me. A long ,gentle kiss, not rough like before. He's hugging and kissing me like an intimate lover.
I liked that. I get lost in his arms for a moment, forgetting where I was.
"Bzzz! Bzzz!" His phone keeps buzzing so we break the hug, he answers it.
Jay starts speaking in korean so I cannot understand but after a minute or so he seemed pissed. Closing the phone he tells me:
" I'm sorry, little one, I have to go." Oh. 'Wow, was I just used to satisfy him and now he's going?' I felt a bit unsure now. "I know what you're thinking, little one. No, we will continue this, I promise. Tonight. Here's my number. Message me, tonight. Please!?" I nod, taking the piece of paper with his number, I look down trying to stop my tears from falling. He raises my chin, kisses my lips gently, hurries up and leaves. He's gone and I'm here on my knees on the bathroom floor.
*End of flashback
I start laughing like crazy, all alone, in my tiny room. Eventually I stop, take my clothes off, trow them in the clothes basket and take a shower. What a day!