After that short conversion between Rami and Salvatore, to enjoy their last moment, they visit every famous place in Korea that they can go to. They even patronized Namdaemun Night Market.
The day after that, they catch their own flight that Salvatore asks his men to booked. Salvatore to Italy, him in the Philippines.
After sitting in his own designated place and find his self-comfortable, he fished out his phone from the pocket of his black hooded jacket that his wearing right now and dial the number of his eldest brother, Aster.
Rami doesn't want to call his brother right now, but he has to, because he is his boss. Yeah, his Rami's boss, even though they own their company who filled with high rank assassins who work for us. Rami needed to report now as he already finished his mission.
After 2 rings, his eldest brother answered Rami's call then he heard his cold voice that make Rami shiver slightly. God!!! Rami really can't get used to that cold voice of that brother of his.
"What do you want?" Aster asked Rami with his oh so cold voice and is a brand new from Antarctica. That makes him tremble unconsciously.
"Hello too, eldest brother, huh?" Rami answered him, and please insert sarcasm.
Rami heard his eldest brother sigh.
"Cut the crap and just tell me what you need. I'm very busy right now. " He said quickly and Rami can imagine him with his eyebrows furrowed.
"Geezz, loosened up, will you? Anyways, I'm done." Rami said while shrugging his shoulder he leaned more on his chair.
"That fast?" he questioned as if he was surprised by what I said
"Hahahahaha. . . " Rami laugh a little bit, hiding his pain.
They will never really change the way they see him. Is it really always going to be like that?
"Is that really how weak I am in your eyes, brother?" Rami asked mockingly so that Aster wouldn't notice he was hurt by what he said.
"No, no, not like that." Aster immediately and from that, Rami knew that he senses Rami's pain.
"Whatever big brother, and Oh!!! I guess I'm not going back to the Philippines yet." Rami said, changing the topic because he don't want to talk further about that topic.
"Why?" he asks with his deep voice. Right then and there, Rami already knew that Aster didn't like what he said.
"Well, you see, I want to unwind, that's all." Rami answered nonchalantly. Rami thought that he no longer needed to explain.
"Hmm. . ."
After Aster stay silent there,
"Okay, is that all?" He asked Rami as if he wanted to hear more from him.
"Bye!" Rami abruptly said then he ended the call already without answering Aster. He doesn't want to talk anymore.
"Okay then, bye. Take care. " Aster's response. He looked disappointed that Rami was going to hang up the phone already.
In his last words, Rami's heart ached even more. Because he knows in himself that his eldest brother doesn't truly care about him. He just said that out of courtesy. That he only said that because he knows that Rami want to hear it from him. That Rami want Aster to say that to him, that he wants to feel that they care about him. It's always like that.
Rami didn't tell that his going back right now. His sure that his brother thought that he'll travel abroad. There's no way he'll comeback into the Philippines yet if he have the choice into going to other places if he wanted to unwind. Also, Rami didn't want to tell them. Now, Rami can do that right? Rami know that his wrong. Him lying to his brother. It's just that. . . . he wants to be alone first before he come back. He doesn't want to show up to anyone he knows and who knows him.
Because Rami still hasn't forgotten all the pain he felt before he started his mission. That pain was further added because of Aster earlier. He knows he has no right to feel pain because that's what he wanted. That, he is the one who caused and did all of those things. He knows that sooner or later, because of what he did, the person he loves will say the words he doesn't want to hear from him face to face.
He expects it all but. . . he knew, he can't accept the pain that he will feel. He couldn't do anything about it because he was already there. The moment that Dark can be close. For him to be reachable to Rami and Rami can have the chance to be with Dark. He won't let that slide even if it will hurt him.
But he won't give up. He knows within himself that he won't give up on Dark. Dark has already been with him. Something has already happened between them. With that thought, Rami feel satisfied. That's right, something already happened between them. So, Dark already belongs to him even if the said person doesn't know it yet. With this attitude, with his love, obsession and possessiveness he felt for Dark, he will make sure that Dark is only his. Even if Dark will hate him now. He doesn't care.
But before that, he will just re-charge his heart for a moment and think of a plan. Rami just wish that it becomes successful. Because if that doesn't work yet, he will give up and just love Dark from afar. Silently giving his love to Dark without the person's knowledge.