Monday is not my day.. After sleeping 4hours.. I skipped my morning workout.. also I am left for my tennis practice..
Today I am full 20minutes late...I don't know how coach is react... this is first time happened that I late for my practice.. when I know that.. when it's about practice.. I never late for that..
When I enter tennis court.. all are practicing... jade also there.. practice that Jake boy..
They all turned and saw that I walk there.. coach is stop what he doing.. and look at me with smirk..
" sorry I am woke up late.." I said to him without looking at him.. looking to my foot..
" how much you drink last night.." he asked me.. I my eyes wiled.. how did he know..
" looking at your face.. everyone think that you drink last night to much.." he said.. and I still looking at him..
" I am so sorry sir.. it will not going to happen again.. I promise.." I said to me.. apologize him..
" I hope so.. now get back to work.." he said.. and than I nodded.. and did what he said to me..
I started practicing... in my own.. I feel jade's eyes on me.. she looking at me .. but I ignore her.. I already late for my practice.. If I refuse practicing and chat with her.. it will piss coach of.. I don't want that..
I did what he said.. we all practice hard... coach come and play with me sometime..
And than we play.. I can't concentrate in my play.. he got angry.. and also shouted me.. I again apologize to him..
What can I say.. my mind is not here.. I still thinking about yesterday.. and thinking about how I am still getting pills for my sleep.. fuck what if I again addicted to it.. I don't want that..
" Ava.. where you day dreaming.. concentrate in game.. and what I am saying.. " he yelled at me.. I again apologize to him.. fuck he's right.. I have to focus in my game..
" I told you that.. don't be over confidant.. see what happen.. you are not focusing your game.. sadly saying that.. I am not impressed.." he said angrily and throw the bat ground.. and left the court..
I shocked looking at him this angry.. and all are looking at me.. seeing all this.. I also agree about this.. I also throw bat in ground and grab my bag and run to my dorm..
Reaching my dorm.. I lay down in my bed.. I don't know what happened to me.. why I can't keep concentrate.. why I am still thinking about all this. Fuckk.. its making me crazy..
After half an hour laying my bed.. I get up wash my face.. and left for dance..
I enter the stadium.. but stadium was empty.. where are all... when turn to left stadium.. I saw there is noticed.. there is write that... our dance room was change.. I mean we have our own dance studio.. and it's besides to gym..
Good.. to good.. why beside to gym.. I don't wanted to go there.. I mean gym.. I thought they will adjust somewhere cool place.. why gym besides.. I mean he will always be there in gym.. he did it in purposely.. I hate him so much..
I left the stadium.. and walk towards our new studio..
Why can't anyone tell me about this.. or they also did..
I pull out my phone.. there is anggi and ammy's text and misscall I saw.. they already informed me that not to go to stadium..
I am dumb.. why can't I just check my phone..
Again I am late for my practice..
Reaching there.. I opened the door.. and enter there..
Music already appear in my ear. Girls are already dancing.. and I see the studio.. it's really do good work on it..
It's to beautiful.. the studio is Suppprb.. I like it.. there is the big mirror. Who we can now dance to looking to ourselves..
Now we don't have to practice one by one and see other mistake.. now we can do both things in one time..
And the studio is big.. I like it... girls already dancing and giggling.. I walk there.. and there is locker.. they give us to take our things.. wow it's cool..
There is my name write on one of locker.. I open it and take my thing in there..
And now I am ready to practice.. girls are looking at me and smile.. and they still are dancing..
Thinking about dance.. I thinking about Bailey.. she's to good and Suppprb dancer.. I will go next week and dance with her.. and learn about dance some more..
I see Janna it's not here today.. where is she.. last night when I come my dorm she didn't in my dorm.. where is she...
She still with Dan.. damn girl.. she's totally into him..
Angi come towards me..and hug me..
" where are you yesterday..?" Angii said in little angry voice..
" out.." I said to her.. ignoring looking at her
" what where you go.. why didn't you tell me to come with you.. I also wanted to come with you.." she said.. and give me sad face..
" oohhk whenever I go next time I will also take you with me.. don't be said now.." I said her..
" where is Ammy" I asked her..
" she's in her dorm.. she will be meet us in lunch.." anggi said and I nodded..
" and Janna.." I asked her..
" I don't know.. I thought you know where is she.. she's staying with you right.." she asked me..
" when last night when I come.. she's not there.. I thought she will here.. seems like she's also ditching us.." I said to her.. she nodded again..
" let it be.. come on.. mrs McCord inform us that next month we have party.. to perform there.. and it's not that party what we had.. its some special one.. there is some of choreographer come and see our dance.. and than he chose some people to use he's song album.. and it's about dance.. can you believe this.. " she said to me.. wow.. I mean seriously it's happening...
" are you joking right.." I said to her.. I mean I can't believe this..
" no I am not.. that's why all girls are dancing.. to impress choreographers.. " she said to me excitement..
" ohh my god.. I mean it's happening.. fuck.. we did it angii.. we did it.. " I said to her. And hug her..
" yes we did it.. see... we have offered to come.. and we have time to till next month.. we have 2weeks to practice.." she said to me.. wow I mean seriously.. I am so happy to hearing this..
But I can't do that.. ooh no I can't do that.. what if Justin know this.. he saw this.. he know that I am live.. after that what my life end.. fuck.. why can't..
No. No.. I will not going to happen this.. I will kill him before that happened... yes.. I will kill him.. I am not scared anymore.. I will fight him.. I don't care.. if he know that I am not dead or what..
" hello I am taking to you ava.. where you zone out.." anngi said and broke my thoughts..
" nothing I am thinking about our performance.. damn I can't wait that day.." I said to her..
After that we talk little much.. and than we thought about.. what will do over next performance..
I have lots of idea.. we all girls sitting and talk about that.. they all wanted to do there own dance.. to impressed choreographer.. so we all decided to do one by one performance..
They all agree on this.. we all discussed more. And than we all left for our lunch..
Me and anggi both left together..
" I forgot to tell you that after you left party.." anggi to me.. thinking about party.. I cut her of..
" don't.. I don't wanted to talk about this don't kill my mood.. please.." I said to her.. literally snap her.. but I don't care.. I don't wanted to think about him..
I hate him.. I fucking hate him so much..
We reached cafeteria.. I grab my lunch.. after that anggi talk me.. she just shut her mouth.. and grab her lunch.. I feel guilty to snap her. But I just can't control myself..
We handed where Ammy waved her hand to us.. and see there Naomi Clara and jade also there.. we all go and site with them.. and I ignore all them.. say hello to them.. and after that I eat my lunch.. because I know if I did.. they again talk to me about party.. and my day already is not that good..
After hearing about dance.. I little happy.. so I don't wanted to kill my mood again..
We all eat silently..
When I finish my lunch... I get up with my empty plate.. and than throw in dust. And left cafeteria.. without saying them good bye..
I reached my dorm. And freshen up myself.. get warm bath.. to relaxing myself.. it's feel good.. after 20minutes bath.. I left there.. and wear comfortable clothes..
I have no mood in go to P.T. so I thought about why not do to meet Keith and grab my things..
Yeah it's good idea.. it will be good.. if I go and get it.. and I spent some time with her.. and also meet Bailey..
It's nice idea..
I wear comfortable clothes.. jeans and lose t-shirt.. and also wear jacket.. I have to ride bike so I want jacket to wear this.. it look good it so..
After that I left my dorm.. and reach parking lot.. site on bike.. and start engine.. and here I am...
On the way to Keith restaurant. Maybe she will there.. in this time.. yesterday I was in there same in lunch time.. maybe she will be there.. I know..
Riding my bike.. I stop the bike for single.. wearing helmet.. wait for the green light to go on floor..
When I see that my right side someone is looking at me to and give me to single for race.. but I am not in mood for that.. so I ignore him.. he continue to provoke me..
" loser" he yelled at me.. and he get it what he want.. I see the green light.. and I know what I have to..
" game one you jerk.." I said to him.. whoever he is.. I start my bike.. and ride in full speed..
I know he will follow me.. so I will show him.. now.. I will speed it.. and ride like he will never catch up.. and than after that I stop my bike front of restaurant where Keith working..
So did that dick stop it.. I park bike. And get on to bike.. and wait for him to show he's face.. and what can I said it's a none other than Michael.. wow.. what surprise..
I removed my helmet.. and smile at him..
" hyy loser" I called him.. he smirk.. and smile come to me..
" hyy Rose.. I thought it's was some boy.. sorry about that.." saying nervously.. and he blushed.. oohh my seriously..
" oohh it's oky.. will see you later.. byee." I said to him... and turn to enter restaurant.. he stop me..
" what are you doing here.. lunch date with someone special.." he said to me.. naahh.. date it's not my think.. right..
My love life is.. what can I say it's to complicated..
" naah.. meeting friend.. to get my stuff.. nothing else.." I said to him..
" it's means you are single.. oohh I get it.." he said to me come closer to me..
" what happened yesterday.. why Eric take you with him.." he said to me..
" Eric?" I asked him..
" whom you kissed yesterday.." he said to me.. oohhe that jacket boy Name is Eric..
" ohh that.. well there is little misunderstanding.. but now it's clear.. " I said to him. With smile.
" means I can flirting with you or take you on date.." he said me.. damn he's to flirty.. and for now I am not in ready for that.. to much things going on.. no not now..
" actually.. no.. I am not ready for that.. I am happy the way I am.. dating is not my thing.. we can be a good friends if you don't mind.." I said to him.. he little bit upset about rejecting.. but nodded..
" sure.. friends will be cool.. " he said to me.. thank god.. he understand..
" I have to go.. see you soon.." I said to him.. and he nodded.. and than he start he's bike and gone.. and so do I am..