" so you and denial huh" he said to me.. I observing him that he's little bit angry.. I come closer to him.. what he doing here.. and why he sound like this..
" did your present doesn't tell you that it's bad to listen people's private conversation." I said to him.. I am already angry. Because of denial.
I was happy before that I win this game.. I thought that I will be rest to rest of day but no.. universe want somethin else.
" you didn't answer my question" he said to me come closer to me.. looking at me with he's dark gorgeous eyes.. and than he's eyes landed in my neck.. I don't know what he thinking and looking at there... is there something in my neck.. after looking at him confusing eyes.. I remember what denial did to me... ohh no... that's not good news... I little try to distance with him and adjust my hair.. to hide it.. and I know its nothing that important.. but don't want that he think I am that type of girl.. because already he know me new that he very well know that who I am.. he did had little bit research for me.. I don't care what he think but for now.. it's not good so yeaa I hide it... and he amused when I did it.. after that again back in my bitchyy attitude.. no matter what I can't weak for myself front of me..
What I am thinking.. gorgeous really Ava.. he's devil.. dont think stupid.
" so did you.." I smirk him.. and that's my come back to again this conversation.
" now you want to play with me just tell me.. Ava.. " he said to me.. Really..
" I am not interested.. And about that it's none of your business.." I said to him and ready to get out from here..
" you didn't think that you missing something" he said to me.. grab my waist and pull toward him. He grab me to tightly that I can't go anywhere.. but him.. he's looking at me give me feel nervous.. why always I act like front of him.. why always my body get shiver.. I never feel like that before.. I try to back off.. and make some distance with him.. I try but nothing happened. I failed.
" I didn't.. now let me go" I said to him and try to push him.. but he's to strong..
" yes you are.. remember our little chat yesterday?" I said to me.. I did.. how can't I just forget..
" I remember.. but your kind information.. before you tell I already known now .. so I don't need your help anymore.. now let me go.." I said to him.. still trying to push him.. but man.. he's to strong..
" Really.. so what.. if I tell you or not.. you forgot that there second part.. what I told you about.." he said to me come closer to me and give me the shiver.. how can I forget that.. I stop that.. I didn't move. There is nothing going to happen. So I just give up. I feel weak when he did like this to me.. why can't I just push him.. why I feel like this always.. with him.
" I told you that if you helped me out I will do whatever you want.. but before you did I already know that those by myself so deal is over.." I said to him.. thinking about this.. Dan.. I didn't asked this about it..
" why Dan is your 20% partner here.. you hate Justin.. right.. now he's brother are your partner.. " I asked to him. I wanted to know.. I want answer. Its eating me alive.
" oohh Dan huhh.. didn't forget him till now" he said to me.. ohh so he know this huh... I thought he didn't know anything about my life.. he did get information about me but me and dan.. well its just out make out.. I don't think that important to know but he knows.. well there is I wrong.. I know why he's doing this..
" don't change the subject answer me.." I demand him.
" seems when you are demanding" he said to me..
" seems now.. now tell me" I said to him.. It's irritated me.. why can't he just give me answer my question.. he love to annoying on me.. than dont tell me when I start annoying you..
" Why you think that I will answer this huh... this is none of your business.. " he said to me and pull away for him.. and he little bit push me.. Really.. That it.. I am going to fall ground but I adjusted myself.. to not to fall..
" Really Max.. you always come asked me and I will give it to you all answer whatever you wanted to know.. when same things I did why can't you just give me answer.. why you always been like this.." I said to him irritating voice.. my hand is on my hair.. it's to getting me angry.. why can't he just trust me..
" you know what.. get lost.." I said to him. Left him.. I wast my time to talk with him.. To argue with him.. He just two think know.. How to bossy with me.. And how to annoying me..
I reached my dorm and take a warm shower and sleep.. go to hell all off you.. I don't need anyone.. It's getting me frustrated..
If I will get some sleep.. I will be already.. thinking all this.. I sleep.. but before my phone buzz.
It's not that no one message me or else.. but it's just that.. when everyone know that what I am doing today so why sudden message. They know that today I am off for hanging out with them.. I already tried.. I want rest.. good sleep... after happened all of this.. I just can't get anymore street.. It's call curiosity.. that's why I grab my phone and unlock the phone..
Unknown
' I wanted to meet you.. meet me at 8o'clock. If you don't come.. you very well know what i am capable for'
D.
Seriously..
I mean seriously.. who give him my number.. and he just threatened me.. i mean seriously.. when he thinks that he's first plan was flop.. so he come up to this..
Most important why he doing this.. what he want for me.. it's clear he don't want me.. there is not feelings.. than what he want.
I don't have anything.. what going on he's mind.. just can't get it.. why all are plying games with me.. why can't they just leaving me alone.. what's there problem with me.. what I did that I have to face this.. I have to still listen to them.. do that what they want me to do.. can't I just do in my won..
Am I that unlucky.. am I that bed.. or bitch that all are things happen only me.. I accept that I did mistake.. but that doesn't mean that I have to pay for this to life time..
Of course you have to do this.. because of you she dead.. you are a murderer.. how can you just said that it's just little mistake. Killing people you think that it's just mistake.. my mind today is fair.. and it's all right.. I agree.. whatever my mind said.. whatever I didn't it's not small mistake.. It's nothing compared to other.. so yeaahh..
I deserve this.. I deserve this pain.. this stress..
Whatever universe doing it it's all right.. It's all my fault.. my mistake.. so I have to pay for this.. and I will.. I Will pay this.. there is no turning back.. there is no solution.
If there is a solution.. It's only to just ready to face them.. dont run away from them..
Than I again my phone buzz... another text same that unknown number..
Unknown
Forgot to tell you that wear something sexy.. we are going to dinner date.. be ready.
D
Wow... just wow.. he's fuckking rascal he has girlfriend who's happen to be my friend.. and now he wanted to come with him for dinner date.. what's going on he's mind.. did he serious with Janna.. janna is smart beautiful girl.. And I don't want that because of him her heart broke.. I have to talk with her.. And after that lets see what can I do..
For now get some sleep than I have to ready for my dinner date..
Gross.. fuck you dan..