We reach the party destination.. there are already lots of people who's dancing.. drinking.. and make out.. loud music.. drinks and there is something that I didn't I mean I never seen that.. drugs.. oohh my.. I mean... seriously..
I wanted to get out from here.. it's not the place I wanted to come here... what happened when police come.. oohh Damn.. my life is gone..
" I think we should go.." I said to ammy... I don't wanted to here.. and its make me angry.. I think about her. How she demand me for this.. how she cry.. and fight request bagged me to get this.. how she addicted in drugs.
How Justin give her and than hurt her.. no.. no.. I don't wanted me here..
" relax were are going to other side.. and just ignore that.. it's always happen here.. you forget that it's Max place here is everything allows.. don't be panicked.. I am here" she said to me.. yeaa right it's he's place.. why should I scared or panicked.. but Its remind me her and it's getting angry to me..
I will kill Justin.. one day.. no matter what.. I will get my revenge.. he hurt her.. he hurt me.. he play her.. play with me.. he threatened her.. so as me. I will get my all revenge.. I will show him how it feel when someone hurt,cry, played.. I never forgive him..
I nodded to her.. and then we walk passed them. And we wall toward bar counter.. and site there..
No matter what.. if Denial help me or not.. I will kill him.. and I know that he also plans lots of things.. he never give me chance to talk with someone to this.. he already two steps head for me.. so I have to play how he wanted to me do things.. I will play he's games how he want me.. after that when I get my turn I know how to play my card's.. I Don't trust him..
I want to buy he's trust that I never ever play him.. or broke he's trust.. I have to do what he wanted me to do..
I can't talk with this Max or Ray.. he didn't know about me and Ray.. and I don't wanted to him to know about this.. I will see when I thought it's time to know Ray or I want help that time I tell me.. or whenever I get time that time I will tell home.. before that I have to play safe. he already instruct his boys for following me everywhere.. I know that first sure.. any wrong step I will dead.. or I will in trouble. and next about Max.. he already hate me.. why he helped me for that.. and why he trust me for that.. they both are partner.. so maybe he trust more that Denial.. that's why they both are partner. Right. And here I am nothing to him.. plus Denial didn't know that Max know I am Red.. it's all irritating me.. it's keep eating me alive.. I just wanted to finish all this as fast as I can..
I just site in bar and my head is paining like anytime I will kill anyone or kill myself.. I just can't control my anger.. I have to drink somethin strong to make the pain leave.. and I will be free.. but I have to be sober because I also know that why I am here.. and I have to executive my plan.. that's why I am here... and I know that Max also here.. of course it's he's party.. so I am damn sure that he's here... I have to just wait and search him.. before that I have to drink first.. to relax myself.
"So what you wanted to drink?" Ammy told me with existence.. I know she excited but not me.. she's free girl.. no worry no problems.. just enjoy her life.. and here I am messed.. never mind... she's waiting for me to say somethin..
" how about shorts.. " I said to her ignore all thought.. whatever happened I have to enjoy this little things with friends...
" ohh damn today's you are totally badass and I forgot to told you that everyone is looking at you like you are new here.." she said to me.. really I never see that.. I turned around and looking at back and yeaa she really said me true... everyone is looking at us.. or what I said me...
Guys with smirking and already raped me in there eye's.. some guys give me flirty smile what I ignored .. and girls.. what can I say.. they looking at me with disgusted.. like I will go and fuck there boys.. they think I am some sult or what. Grow up girls.. I am not interested.. if you wanted to all do something that do one think.. go fuck your boys.. who's looking me like that.. fuck.. I Don't have to really care about this... Please Don't kill my mood girls.. or I will kill you're bond with you partners.. rolling my eye's I turned to face ammy.. and she give me the short of tequila and also drink her own and smirk said that told yaa ..
" whatever.." I said to her.. now her time to rolled her eyes..
" by the way I never see you like this.. you always like hiding with everyone.. now sudden change.. care to tell me.." she said to me.. I drink my shorts and order to more.. and give her smile..
" I just think that why not.. everyone enjoy there life.. why not me.. " I tell her.. but it's not the my answer I know why I doing this.. you like it or not.. but I don't like this.. I feel like I am some wore or sult.. it's feel totally disgusting.. when everyone is looking at me.. it's little uncomfortable.. I didn't feel like special like first I do all things in my past life..
" I like that you finally made up your mind.. and did little bit makeover.. you really beautiful you know that Av.." she said to me..
"Thanks ammy.. and you also look beautiful.. don't forget this oky.." I said to her.. she's beautiful I didn't lie some times I also give compliment to people.. when when I like them for real..
" come on don't lie.. and I am saying this because it's true.. you don't have to hide this.. " she said to me.. with rolled her eyes..
" well I don't lie ammy.. I never compliment to everyone just my fav once.. and that's true.. I never fake it.." I said her. And it's true.. she smiled and hug me..
" Ava." Someone said and we both broke the hug..see there who's called me. and it's none other than Janna.. how I forget that she didn't here.. she is.. she always will.. she never come here it's not going to happen.. she's party proper..
" Hyyy Janna.. " I said to her... she looking at me and than ammy..
" ohh sorry I am bad for this.. but this is janna my roommate and also our new dance caption.. and janna she's anggi's friend Amanda.. in short ammy.. and also mind to.. " I said to both of them.. they both of nodded.. and hug each other.. Oohh that good. Now they will talk if they wanted to.. I don't want to say more..
" by the way.. damn girl.. you look different.. I mean first I didn't recognize you.. I like you.." she said and hug me.. wow another compliment..
" you look to beautiful like you always do. " I said to her. And we both broke the hug..
" come on let's dance.. the night is young.." she said to us.. we both look at each other.. it's 20,25 minutes gone and anngi and dani still doesn't coming.. and I don't have to drunk more.. it's better to be dance.. to ignore alcohol..
" why not sure.." I said to her. And ammy to agreed with me she know there is no in hell wait for them. And getting bored to ignore all Damn party thing.
" girl you totally give me surprises.." she said to me.. well yea she shock when I agree with her for dance.. last time I reject that for dance and also drink but today I am doing all things..
" well what can I said I am awesome" I rolled my eye and said to her.. they both laugh at me.. and we all go for dance..
Cheap thrills song starting at and we ready to the hit the dance floor.. what can I said I am dancer plus.. I love this song.. no matter what it's old or new..
We started dancing in this song with very beat.. and we all enjoy our time.. ammy did funny moves and me and janna laugh at her.. its all enjoying.. I am enjoying after long time.. I missed my friend's.. how I am with doing all this.. enjoy my time..
I also join ammy and we both dance like we both are idiot.. so did janna join us our funny dance steps.. well I don't care.. when I enjoy this song so.. the song is finished and second song appears.. we all still laughing for what we did funny thing.. and next song also my fav one..
The middle.. I like this one.. and we again dancing and enjoying.. when I feel like someone looking at me.. I looked who is it.. and what can I said its Max and Dan.. they both are looking at us or what can I said me..
Overconfidence much.. my head said to me..
Well I love me so why not.. I said to my inner voice..
They both are smirk when I look them.. really man.. killing the mood.. I just show them middle finger and rolled my eyes.. Dan laugh at me.. he know how I am.. Max look at him and than he again look me.. and he's attitude change.. and than I dance in all song looking at him with singing the song in middle.. and he just looking at me.. with surprise.. well I am full of surprises.. just try me once.. hehehe stupid me.. I just rolled my eyes.. and what he did.. he smirk and than smile.. really..
And after that he come to me.. and my heart beat faster than ever.. why he coming here.. no.. Max.. no don't come here.. but why he listening to me.. he always do what he wanted to do.. he come closer to me.. and pull closer to him.. my hall body in shiver.. goosebumps appeared.. fuckk he always make me weak.. I always loss control whenever he come closer to me..
" what are you doing here.. " he said my ear pull me closer to him and I grab me tightly.. fuck I dont loss it.. I didn't answer.. I just can't talk with that feeling.. I push him and walk away to dance floor..
I looked at Dan he looking at me I know what he thinks.. I know what he want.. and I have to do this..
I left the place and reach parking lot.. I never think anything I just walk away.. and I didn't know that I standing here parking lot..
" you didn't give my questions answer" he said to me.. my anger is boiled..
" seriously Max.." I said to him turn to face him.. he always kill my mood..
" why.. I can't come here.. or enjoying my day.. " I said to him...
" and why you can't just leave me alone.. I don't want you to near me.. " I said to him with angrily.. I know I don't have to say this but I did..
" after did all this you think that I will leave you.." he said to me.. and come closer to me.. I see that Dan also get out from here to listen our conversation.. after Max say somethin.. or Dan know somethin.. I have to stop Max..
" Than you were wro..." he telling me somethin but I grab he's collar and pull closer to me and I kissed him.. I don't want to know anything to Dan.. and I also don't know how I did but I did.. my lips brushing to Max... and most important think is Max doesn't back off he grab my waist and pull closer me to him and kiss me back...