Today is a day..
15minutes.. I have only 15minutes.. in this 15minutes after I have match with Sasha...
Finally I am going to face off with her..
Sitting in my locker.. thinking about all this.. how I quit all think and come her for this... I never thought about this that I will live my life teenagers.. odd..
Lots off bad thing happened.. Lots of things problems that I faced... sometimes I thought that I never get out this in that mess.. and come here.
When I come here.. I have only one thing had in myself mind. Only focus on just my game. My career..
Meeting new people.. knowing them.. I feel like I never meet or know this world.. I never think that good people also have in this earth.. who cares.. love's just they way I am.. support me without knowing me.. accept me without knowing my background.. they are cheering at me.. make me feel happy not to be alone... they always think that how to smile.. how to live life.. how to support and make them happy.. little joke little things they really know how to happy the person. I just happy that I have them..
Again come to the point I have match with Sassha.. we know we talk.. but still I don't think that she considered me to her friend. Just her opponent.. who's going to face off.. who's going to complete her..
Today I don't know I will win this or lose... I don't know the results.. but I will give my best to give my 200% in this game to win this... if I didn't win this it's not that I am loser.. I will try hard.. Again I come back and again do this.. but I will never give up.. I dont run away..
I know you can do this Ava... my heart, my mind.. said me.. I feel it that I will do it.. I will win this.. I have to just go on floor and just play it In my heart.. and enjoy my game..
" Ava.. are you ready... it's time to go.." coach come and said to me... I looked at him and nodded..
" Ava... look.. it's just practice match.. how you play that we can see.. and also you can know this were you are standing.. don't stress your head.. I know you can do this.. " coach said to me.. I give him my best smile and assured him that I can.. and I will going to be win this..
I enter the ground.. in middle of ground they temporarily created a badminton court.. people are sitting in end off the ground.. there is people sitting there and wait for the match..
There is middle of the judge who seated there.. and there back side I see him... Sitting there with don't know who's people they are.. I look away.. I know what we talk yesterday..
In side in this end I see that anggi, Ammy, Dani, my dance group and my badminton group all are sitting there.. my friend give me luck.. I nodded and said them thank..
There opposite side I see Ray setting there.. I also smile at me and wish me.. I smile at back.. they are my people who's here for me.. cheers for me.. it's make happy to thinking that.
I take my bag to empty bench and than did little warm up.. to free myself.. to relax myself..
I see Sassha come and did same.. she give me smile and we both look each other eyes. And nodded.. after she talk with coach don't know what. But coach give her blessing like he give me. She's also he's student. So there is no point of any jealousy. and here the game start..
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After half and hour.. finally its last movement and this last round.. who can announce that how's going to win.. we both have same point.. if we both didn't get point this round this match going to disqualified..
Strange right.. well that happening.. we both are beat each other.. in this game.. I enjoying my game.. and this is last chance that I can beat her and win this game.. and its started..
We both dont give each other chance to give point to each other.. and we have only 5minutes left to end this round..
And finally I did this... I won.. can you believe that... I win.. she lose this match.. its really happening... its really I beat her in this game and win this... anggi Ammy come run toward me and hug me.. oohh Damn.. I won this match.. finally I did it.. I made it..
" congress babe... you did it.. I know already that you will win this game.. and see you made it.." anggi said. And broke the hug.. and than Ammy hug me..
" congress Av... you play well.. " she said to me and broke the hug.. and I thank them..
After that my all group members come and congress me.. so did my dance group.. dani also come and congress me.. coach also surprise and congress me..
Finally saying thanks to all in the end Sassha come and congress me. This time its not fake smile.. its real.. I hug her.. she surprise first than we accept that...
I left court and come to the changing room.. I smells really dirty... I have to give long warm shower... finally I win this game.. I can now go and just sleep.. today only I can did one this and this is only rest..
" heyy sweetheart.." someone come behind me and hug me.. and started to kiss me in my neck.. first I ready to push him and give him punch but than I frozen..
" I miss you so much Red... darling" ohhh my god.. what he going here.. how did he know that I am here.. and most importantly who told him that I live..
I turned around and face him.. we both are looking at each other.. I looking at him with wild eyes... he looking at me with smile and I know seeing my in this state he satisfied.. and than he smirked.
" Denial.." I said to him..
yeah... denial.. he's my ex boyfriend.. shock right... but it's not that.. that I love him and all.. we both are just attracted with each other.. and we just make out with each other.. and most importantly I forgot to tell that he's Justin's brother..
" yeaa... it's me.. how are you... long time huhh.." he said to me.. I dont have word to say to him.. when I going to start.. how to start.. I just didn't get it... what just happened man..
" wha...what are you doing here.. and ho..how you know tha..that I am here.. i... I am.. live?" I said to him. My voice shutter.. I just can't believe this.. After a long year.. I am seeing him I am facing him..
Denial he's most attractive boy.. in my eyes.. I always see him attractive.. he's eyes he's lips.. its drug to me.. in past time.. but things change.. I am Chang. I didn't feel this anything about this..
" I don't know that you are here.. actually.. i am come here for some work... than I heard about you I mean about Ava.. that she punch the Max.. so I curious to know.. because I know no one do that mistake and now you also know who Max is..." he tell me that... and I nodded and waited to continue he's explanation..
" So I first just ignore it.. but that fight.. My man give click picture of you.. and than after next day I also sand my man's to your dorm to conform that.. but you gone.. " he explained.. so it's means he's man are asking about me to Janna..
" than I thought Maybe its just some fake news.. because I saw your dead body in my own eyes.. how Justin killed you.." he said to me.. I feel like I any time burst in anger and cry.. but I hell my pain. It's not time..
" but know when I know that your not dead.. your coming with me.. no matter what..." he complete he's that before I cut him of..
" I am not going anywhere dan" I said to him. Close my eye's and clear to my mind..
" i am changed.. " I said to him. I am not coming back.. whatever you are thinking its nothing going to happen any soon..
" wait.. you think that I will tell Justin.. no.. no you are wrong. We both are end over relation after what he did with you.. he know that my love for you.. but he did.. After that I left country and I am live here but little bit away.. we both are again be together.. and I don't want that to come back.. I will accept you the way you are now.. because I love you.. and just want you nothing else.." he said to me.. come closer to me over lips about to touch but suddenly someone interfere..
" hey.. what are you doing here.." Janna come and asked dan.. wait dan.. is they both are know each other.. dan step back and stand little bit away for me..
" I just get lost.." he said to her. Really.. he just confess he's love for me.. why he lying to her in first place..
" come on let's go.." he said to her and grab her hand ready to left the room but Janna stop her.
" wait.. I told you about that the girl a week before.. she's her.. come I will introduce to you.. she's also my dormmet.." she said to him.. and she come toward me and stand front of me. Dan hesitate to come but he did..
" hyy.. ava.. Denial this is Ava.. Ava Rose my roommate also the that girl who punched Max.. and Ava... this is Denial.. my boyfriend.." she said and my eye's wild.. anger boiling in my body.. how dare he to lie to me.. all is he told me a minute before all are lie.. how could.. why you did this dan..
I never said to you that I want you.. or said that i love you.. or said that I wanted to be with you said all this.. why.. when you already have janna why you want me.. what's in your mind dan.. don't play games with me dan..
" Denial is 20% partner of this academy with Max.." she said to me again.. I looked at her than again dan.. I nodded.. and fake smile him.. he didn't even look up to my face.. he looking at he's foot..
I excuse her and leave the room.. it's to much happening.. first he come than he confess he's love to me after that someone who's unfortunately It's my friend my roommate she conform that he's her boyfriend. And more shocking things is that he's Max 20% partner. How can this possible.. I mean Max hate Justin.. they are enemy than why he's brother here.. And why he's partner with him.. thinking all that I never see that where I am going but someone stop me.. and i am ready to know my all questions answers..
" so you and denial huh" he said to me.. thinking about devil here we go..
and that it..