Day after day, night after night, the abuse never stops. It seems now that school is my only escape. But now that im graduating. My life is going to get alot worse.
I woke up in the morning and the bruises shown on my face. So I covered them. Makeup was the only thing that my father would buy me. Only so the other pack members couldn't see how horible and abusive he was.
Ever since my mom died, my father has beat me. Sometimes, mostly all the time. Over nothing. But sometimes, over simple mistakes. He blames me for moms death. I was 8 when she died. So he blamed my dumb youth for her death.
I washed my face before putting my makeup on. i went for a simple look, but made sure no bruises could be seen. For 10 years he beat me in his drunken rage. All for his mates death. I was rejected the simple things such as food, a bed, even a phone. I've never had a phone.
I had gotten dressed that morning feeling the pain from laat nights beating. My ribs were bruised from how he beat and kicked me.
I had wanted to wear a tank top today, but the scars on my back would show. So I went with a long sleve shirt. Like always. I had scars on my back from where he had beat me with his studded belt. and scars all over my body from cigerette burns and other belt beatings.
Scars that reminded me of how worthless I am. Scars that reminded me of how much of a mistake I am.
"HEY! WHERE IS MY BREAKFAST!?!?" My father yelled.
"I am sorry sir, I will make you breakfast right away!" I said appologetically.
"YOU SHOULD HAVE MADE IT AN HOUR AGO!!" He swung his hang at me. He slapped me across the face. His slap stung but since he wasn't drunk yet, he didn't hit as hard. If he was drunk, he would hit harder.
"I am so sorry!" I appologized again. I made him bacon and eggs with some toast. Careful not to burn anything.
If I burned something, I would get beat with the belt. It was studded with iron points. So it would hurt alot more.
"Sir, I am going to be late for school. I must go." I said looking down.
"Get out of my sight you sorry excuse for a pathetic life form." He spat, his words laced with venom.
This was my escape. I don't know if he realizes that I am graduating today. I honestly hope that he doesn't. I made my way to school and went through the day keeping my head down.
"Hey look, its the wolfless girl!" One of the boys teased me. Everyone had their wolf except for me. I wasn't allowed to look at anyone, since I had no wolf. Although I had no wolf, I was still overpowered by the betas and alphas. They would force me to bow to them. It made me sick, the power they had over me. But, I couldn't do anything about it. All I could do was keep my head down and submit.