Nizzie PoV
Why do I remember nothing? Why I don't know what happened again? What is happening to me?!
"Nizzie, why are you still awake? It's already 11pm" Ken said entering the room.
"Ken" I called him so he went to my bed and held my hand.
"Oh why? Is there a problem?" He asked, I looked at him seriously so he would know what I was going to say because his mind might fly again
"T-tell me" I started so he frowned.
"Tell what?" I averted my eyes because it seemed like I could not hear what he was going to answer once I asked him.
"N-nothing. Go ahead, you better go. Be careful" I said and released the grip of his hand, I arranged to lie down and closed my eyes.
"Nizzie, whatever is bothering your mind you can tell me, I'm just here to listen to you" he said, I opened my eyes again and smiled at him.
"Thank you Ken" I said smiling and he patted me on the head and kissed me on the forehead.
"Be careful here, if you still not ok, don't come in your school tomorrow. I will be the one who will take care of you" he said so I just nodded and smiled at him.
He said goodbye to me leaving. I went to bed well and went to sleep, because I will face another tomorrow, aish.
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"Black what the hell!" I shouted because he didn't want to leave behind me. He used to be like that tss -, -
"Carry me, carry me~" he said like a child and tried again to carry behind me so I faced him and held him by the shoulder.
"You're not child anymore" I said seriously so he suddenly pout.
Yesterday I was released from the hospital, I can still manage myself so I forced Ken to let me in, he did nothing but agree.
Until now I am still afraid to remember what happened and until now I didn't visited Athena.
Oh god!
"Green!" I called Green who had just entered the room.
"Morning Nizzie" he greeted and waved at me
"Turn around Green" I said to him so he frowned when he obeyed my order.
I approached Black and quickly pushed behind Green so Black did nothing but pass behind Green, so Green shouted and tried to lower Black behind him.
"Hahahahah" I laughed so they all looked at me, I immediately stopped and look away.
"HAHAHA!" they all laughed so I frowned at them who were looking at my side now.
I immediately turned to Green and Black now--
"pfft hey!" I laughed and shouted as I parted away of the two of them. What the heck happened Hahaha
They overlap and their faces are close and then they are still staring at each other pfft hahaha
"A-ate! It's Green!" Black complained to me while rubbing his eyes.
"Pfft hahaha" I laughed incessantly with our classmates today.
It's nice to feel like we've all just gotten along and laughed like this. It was not experienced before but now? My fun, I Just got a good-feel of them together ^ _ ^
Pres. Dave has arrived so we all stopped laughing and returned to our seat.
I sighed cause why does he always think so badly of me? Is it just every day? I'm not doing anything with him eh aish.
"I just got back from the faculty and just finished our meeting, and they said that we have a party tonight so no class for today. Get ready for the night" he said in front so we all started having fun.
"Party party party !!!" Black and I shouted so even our classmates imitated us.
Pres immediately raised his index finger so we all fell silent.
"We are all included" he said smiling so we smiled, I was surprised when he looked at me "Except you Ms. Puente"
What? E-except me? Why ?! It's a Party!
"H-ha? Why?" Black asked in astonishment so I looked at him.
"Y-yes, why?" Steven also answered behind me, but this President kept looking at me with a very serious face.
"Easy, because" he cut off what he was going to say and prepared to go in my direction.
"YOU." he started and one step closer to me.
"ARE."
"NOT."
"BELONG."
"HERE!" He insisted, then he pushed me on the shoulder with his index finger while smiling looking at me so I could do nothing but bend down because I felt ashamed of what he said and did.
"Yeah, I don't belong here. Because this is not my school" I whispered, I knew Black heard that because they were the only ones around me and tears immediately started dripping from my eyes so I immediately wiped it off at the same time for face Pres.
"Are you angry? All right, get angry! Even if you get angry, what I'm saying is true! We don't know you and you act feeling close?! And you really want to be friends with everyone here?" what he said penetrated the heart, penetrated the heart not because he said it well, but the words he left out were very painful.
I don't know if I did anything that made Dave angry, but only one thing came to my mind.
I-im not belong here.
"Thank you for informing me Dave, Enjoy your night" smiling I said to him and I took my bag and went to the door but before I could open it some of them weakened me.
"Nizzie!"
"A-ate just a moment!"
"Pres is just right"
"What are you doing Dave?!"
"She's just new here"
"Just let her go"
"Party party party!"
I opened the door and left the room. I leaned against the door and immediately sat down, tears kept dripping down my eyes and it could not stop.
"You are not belong here"
"You are not belong here"
"You are not belong here"
Yes I know! I know that! Why do you have to say that things to me?
I left the building there and went for a walk, aish! I want to join the party! What the heck!
I just visited this school as if I was on vacation, because there weren't many people so I was free hehe.
"Hi" someone suddenly approached my man while smiling broadly, what's the problem with that?
"H-hello?" that I greeted a few times back with him but he just stood beside me and accompanied me for a walk
"What section are you in? I just saw you here" he said so I just smiled and pointed to the building where I was staying
"There, besides I'm just new here hehe" I said to him so he just nodded.
We passed by the garden of this school so I ran to the chair near the big tree.
"Nice" I whispered in amazement and looked around the garden.
This place is very large and it looks like he has occupied the school haha.
"You want to go around?" he said to me. Wait! Go around? WaaAa smiling I nodded at him and we started circling the garden
It's so beautiful waaAaa!
I smell the flowers here because it smelled so good, I heard someone laughing next to me so I immediately got ready. I forgot I had someone with me hehe.
"Have you heard?" he said smiling
"What?" wrinkled when I asked while my eyes were looking at the flowers
"At the party tonight" I immediately stopped looking at the flowers because of what he said, I remembered what Pres.Dave told me earlier hays.
"A-ah yes, but our President said I am not invited" sadly I said and I looked back at the flowers so that I could forget that shaky president.
"You can't? That's weird" he said confused and shook his head as if thinking.
"It's ok haha, it's just a party" I said and started walking to tour the place
"It's not just a party! You can't forget the village party" he said as if he was happy at that party so you don't forget, it's all private. People here are rich so they can do what they want.
"Is that so? Ok" I said reluctantly
"Would you like to go?" I immediately turned to him after he said that so I immediately nodded
"I'll take care of it" he said smiling and winked at me, I smiled because of that, because I can go to a private party now hihi.
*****
We walked around the school for a few hours until my classmates were in recess.
"Ah, my classmates are already there, I'll go first ok?" I said goodbye to him but he just held my arm.
"I'll wait for you here tonight, is it ok?" he said so I nodded to him.
"Get ready, it'll be a few hours before the evening" his smile was strange but he just ignored it and just nodded at him again.
I went to the cafeteria to visit them Black who was at the end with Green and Steven eating.
Aish! They didn't even wait!
There are a lot of whispers but they just ignored it because maybe I got used to it, how many weeks have I been here e.
"Hey!" I shouted at them so the three of them looked at me and smiled.
"My food?" I placed my arm to Steven arms when I sat next to him but he just scratched his head
"I thought you weren't going" he said so I kicked him
"It's a food, how long have I been absent?" smiling I said and pushed him to the counter to order.
"Ah Ate? Are you all right?" Black asked me anxiously as I sat in front of them Green.
I just nodded at him and smiled broadly to hide my true feelings.
I'm fine, but I'm not ok.
Even though Dave's words hurt me, I still can't help but ignore Green, Black and Steven. They are the only ones who make me happy here.
"Here! Tss" Steven said as he put down the tray full of food and stood beside me.
"Thank you Mr.Banker" smiling I said at the same time winking at him but gaga just laughed at me.
"Aren't you really going later?" Green asked me so I just looked at him and smiled
"I will go, tss you dont know me?" I said arrogantly so they were both shaken, I just laughed and started eating.
"That slut again"
"Grr"
"Err she ruin my day again aish"
The three of them looked at me so I just looked at them, they thought I were obviously hurt by what people were saying here.
"You guys hurt more than me, just let them do that thing they'll get tired of that too" I said and started eating to get out of here early.
I really care about what others say here but I just ignore it because I don't want to ruin my day tss.
We finished eating and were about to return to the room when a woman suddenly entered my mind, I suddenly stopped so they were surprised to see me.
"Is there a problem?" they asked but I just shook my head
"I'll just see you tonight huh? Byee" I said goodbye to them and ran away
"Hey Nizzie!"
"Ate!"
"Hays"
I ignored it and went to the school gate
"I.D" the guard said seriously here
"Nizzie Mae Puente" I introduce myself to her because I do not have an I.D. at our school
He immediately nodded when he heard 'Puente' because that is what the principal said to them.
I am not allowed to have an I.D. because I do not go to school, right? Tss.
I immediately went to the trycicle drivers to take me to the hospital.
I have to go to Athena.
"Here" I reached him the payment and quickly went to Athena's room.
"Athena?" I entered her room but I just saw her lying, isn't she still waking up? Hays.
"Hi, Athena. I miss you so much, sorry because I don't visit that much, you know? I have to pay for what I did at that school" I said while holding her right hand.
"N-nizzie?" I immediately stood up when I saw her wake up so I immediately hugged her.
"Athena, I missyou" I said crying, I felt her hug me with only one hand.
"I miss you more" she said smiling when I let go of the hug.
"How are you? Are you feeling well?" I asked so she just nodded and smiled
I saw that she was weak so I immediately looked at her serious face
"A-athena, are you okay? Huh?" I asked tearfully but her serious face still did not disappear.
Athena
"N-nizzie" she called my name weakly so I immediately approached my face to listen carefully to what she was saying because it was weakening.
"B-be careful in that place o-ok? D-don't l-lose o-ok? P-promise me t-that y-you will be ok t-there" weakly she said so I could do nothing but cry and nod.
"P-promise me too, that you can handle it right?" I said so she raised her right hand and as if she wanted to do pinkyswear, I immediately gave my little one to her little one and covered it.
"Promise" we said at the same time and smiled, suddenly her hands came out and slowly closed so I immediately pressed the buttom on his head to call the doctor.
The nurses and doctors immediately went in to see if she was ok.
I immediately left her room because I could no longer see what I was seeing, I was worried about her.
Please Athena don't give up.
I waited a few hours before the doctor came out so I stood up and wiped the remaining tears from my eyes.
"I-is she ok doc? How is she?" I asked so the doctor smiled at me
"The patient is ok Ms., she was just shocked when she woke up and was forced to get up so it caused her to have difficulty breathing. Don't worry she is fine too." the doctor said smiling so I rested loosely.
"T-thank you doc, thank you very much" I said so he just nodded and said goodbye because he said he would take care of another patient.
I immediately went into Athena's room to see if she was really ok.
"A-athena" I said smiling as I watched her lying down and a lot attached to her mouth and body.
I looked at the clock on the wall of the room and it was 6:40, the party started at 8 o'clock. The man told me, I don't know the name. We didn't bother to find out anyway.
I left a letter on her table so that I would not bother her to wake up and leave.
I went home but there was no one in the house so I was not surprised, the house has always been like this since I 'fainted'. Since then no Dad has met me, since then no sister has been fighting me, since then no older brother has been defending me. They are always busy now so I did nothing but let them go.
I was looking for a formal dress in the cabinet because I have old clothes here that I no longer use because I am already addicted to pants and tshirts.
I took a blue dress, it was just above the knee and the back was cross. I curled my hair and just did lipgloss because I don't like make up.
When I had finished fixing myself I left the house and rode a trycicle.
When I entered the school, I went to the garden to wait for the man who took me to stay at this party.
I waited for a few minutes when he gasped and went in my direction
"S-sorry im late" he said so I just smiled and pulled him to the huge court
I immediately let go of my grip because he seemed to be acting differently now and his gaze was different compared to this morning.
Weird.
"Boss is right, it's easy to get" he whispered something but I didn't hear that because the sound on this court is already very loud
Before you get to the court, you will be handed a ticket, so I frowned at the person next to me who handed me two tickets.
"I told you I'll take care of it" he said smiling but the smile was weird err.
"Ah thank you by the way, I'm going to my friends there" I said goodbye because I really have a different feeling with him.
He smiled and nodded so I left next to him.
I tried to look Black to say that I am here but I did not see even the shadow of the three of them.
Someone approached me and handed me a glass of water, err is it wine?
"Drink this one" she said to me with a smile so I just nodded and grabbed the glass she adapted for me
Gosh! It draws in the throat ihh!
"First time?" she asked while dancing and playing with the music so I just nodded while relieving my headache. Someone passed by like a waiter so she took the glasses she was carrying and gave me one so I quickly swallowed it.
"That's great, just go around and be happy" she said so I really went around myself not because I followed him but to find Black! Where are those?
I went to a corner so I didn't hear much music here, and it looked like someone was talking.
"Are you sure with this?"
"Will I do this boss if I'm not sure?"
"Just make sure no one knows it!"
"Of course, Im the handsome Green"
"Where are they Black now?"
"He's with Steven to find Nizzie and take her away"
"Don't dissapoint me Green!"
"Easy boss"
That was Green's voice and that one was familiar, his voice was familiar. Is it J-james?
Aish! Maybe I am just drunk! I take two glasses haha.
I immediately left there because maybe I was just imagining it hihi.
"Here you go" suddenly someone grabbed my waist so I immediately looked at it
"Oh you! Thank you for the ticket" I said dizzy while my hands with him.
"It's just nothing, I'll can get a replacement" he said smiling and slowly presented me to him so I just frowned at him because I was a little dizzy because of the alcohol
I was surprised when he held my legs up so I immediately slapped him and pushed hard.
"Shit!" he shouted angrily at me so I immediately kicked him.
A-almost there, Im almost t-there!
"Women have the strength to strike! Hey you! Let me tell you you're just a nothing here so don't be arrogant! Ha, Boss is right, you don't deserve to be here" after he said that I immediately kicked him again.
B-boss? W-who's boss?
I immediately remembered something.
"Will I do this boss if I'm not sure?"
"Easy Boss"
It's James?! I-is he the boss?!
I lost my drunkenness and immediately left that place.
I went to the back of a building where no one was.
I remember what happened earlier, that man!
I-I almost, I really almost there!
But why does this seem to have happened to me? But I do not remember the scene.
I just hugged my knees and cried and cried. I immediately had a headache and a scene entered my mind.
"Oh why? Is it true? You are very difficult and don't fit here"
"That may be a bad habit and it looks difficult"
"I don't know if there was a slap in the face to this place"
"You are not belong here"
Whose voices are those? The male voice speaks to my mind! What? What's happening? Wait--
The v-voice by, V-voice by Dave!
"To retaliate"
It's voice by J-james?
Immediately someone grabbed my arm so I came back to myself.
"Hey! Are you ok?" I immediately looked up to see who it was so I immediately pushed it and I quickly stood up.
"You! You are the cause of all this!" I shouted at him so he looked at me badly
Yes no one other than, James.
"What? Me? What the fvck are you talking about huh?" He shouted at me angrily so I looked at him badly and slapped him with a loud "F*CK!"
"I-is this it? Is this what you are saying in return? Is this it? Fine! You already get revenge to me!" I shouted at him but his forehead remained furrowed and he is still holdng his face where I slapped him.
"Don't be confused here! You thought I didn't know that you were the one who ordered that man to do something rude to me huh? Do you think you succeeded in your plan? Ha! Don't me, don't me James!" I shouted at him but nothing changed the expression on his face
"What are you talking about? Why would I do that?" he said angrily to me so I was immediately blown away by the wind.
"Why would I do that? Wow, You're a great artist! Didn't you do that to retaliate? Revenge for me? You thought I don't remembered what you said that day, huh? Do you want me to repeat it?!" I shouted in front of him as I pushed him with my index finger
"Stop that nonsense, I will never do that shit!" he shouted back at me so I stopped pushing him.
"You already did. Besides, which channel are you working on so I can find out who your manager is and he is very good at choosing people!" I shouted at him but his face remained serious.
"Nizzie!"
"A-ate! You're just here -"
"B-boss" the three of them mentioned when they saw who I was talking to.
"Boss?" laughing I said, "'Boss is right, you doesn't deserve to be here'" I mentioned and imitated what the man told me earlier.
"So you, you are the one who ordered that man to make me rude!" I cried and cried with him so he immediately averted his eyes. "You admit it." I said laughing
"How many times you said 'I WILL NEVER DO THAT SHIT!' you bullsh*t!" I shouted at him.
"A-ate" I immediately turned to Black when he called me that
"D-don't call me sister" I said to him so he immediately looked at me crying, I averted my eyes so he could not see. But my avoidance is to go to Green's eyes.
"Another one, why didn't you tell me that you have a bad plan for me? I treasured you all as a brother! And I didn't know you have a bad plan for me? Pfft how stupid Nizzie!" I said laughing and looked up because something was about to drip in my .
"N-nizzie, It's not like that. Let me explain--" Steven interrupted when James suddenly spoke behind me.
"She doesn't deserve the explanation if that's what she thinks, her brain is very narrow" he said and left. Maybe returned to the party.
"A-ate--"
"I said don't call me sister!" I shouted at him so he immediately bowed and cried.
Green immediately supported him and he looked at me badly
"Is that how a you treat a friend?" he said to me so I smiled and tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Friend? When?" crying I said to her so he immediately averted his eyes
I could no longer bear what was happening to me so I immediately turned around.
"N-nizzie please let me explain" I ignored what Steven was going to say because I quickly ran away from the school there.
I don't want to, I don't want to be here!
I immediately rode a trycicle while crying. I slapped my chest as hard as I can because I can't take it anymore. I was sobbing and it's not just cry.
When I came down, I immediately entered the house, my dad, brother, and sister were already there. I just looked at them and went straight to my room.
A-ate, a sister who never considered me a young sister, who never took care of me like a child. That never tired of hurting me.
Black, Black who I consider a brother but treats me differently. I friended him but he didn't want me.
Green, Green who treats me like a young lady but the he has a bad plan. I consider him a brother but it has never been good for me
Steven, Steven who always treats me. Who always takes care of me like a princess, gentlemen but still hides evil.
Dave, Dave who I thought was really mad at me because I was new, and I who knew nothing like he did do nothing to me. He is a demon of extravagance! I hate him so much and I will never considered him a friend!
J-james, James I thought no one cared about me. I thought he was just one of those who agreed with my move but he turned out to be the root and end of it all! He is the one who has a bad plan to do to me! Very bad!
And I, I who have no value but to follow destiny, be kind to everyone, be weak. Why? Why is this happening to me?
And what is happening to me now? I could not breathe again and I could not move again.
I'm tired, I want this to end. I want to finish--
My life...
** End of Chapter 5 **