Nizzie PoV
I haven't been to that school for four days because I don't want to see them again.
I'm getting tired.
Ken sometimes visits me here so we can take Athena to the hospital together. It was a week ago but Athena was still not well, because her lungs were weak so it was a bit difficult to breathe.
I was not told anything about what happened, about what happened at the party, and about Dave's rudeness that I just remembered last day.
What I am thinking now is who made that to Athena, because it seems like something is trying to enter my mind that a figure of a person is planning to run away. And my suspicion was correct then, the car that ran over Athena ran away, Ken told me everything.
It was as if I was a fool to think about who that person was because I really looked at him before they took Athena to the hospital.
Aish.
Whoever that person is I want to talk to! Promise just a talk then take to the police at the same time!
Seems uneducated, heartless !!
I just got back from visiting Athena when I saw Papa sitting on the sofa so I approached him to say hello because we haven't talked much for a long time.
"Pa, is there a problem?" I started sitting next to him so he looked at me and smiled
"No princess, I'm just worried about you" he said so I immediately hugged him tightly.
"I'll be ok too, everything will be fine" I said and I rubbed his back, he also told me that I don't quite remember when that thing happened to me, but I didn't him about what happened when My sister and I answered and I lost consciousness.
"Did you eat? you can join us" he asked me so I just nodded and accompanied him to the kitchen to serve.
"Nizzie" Ate called me but I still didn't pay attention to her and I just kept getting the plates, she approached me and held one of my hands so I stopped moving. "C-can we talk?"
I slowly looked at her that she really wanted to talk to me based on her face, I looked at papa who was now smiling and nodding at me. I turned my gaze back to Ate and nodded and left the house.
I am here now outside the door of the house and Ate followed, I sat in our chair here outside so she immediately stood next to me. We were in that position for a few minutes when she started speaking.
"u-uh why don't you go to school anymore?" she asked so I averted my eyes.
"If that's all you say, can you not continue. You don't have care " I said to her, I saw in my peripheral vision that she immediately bowed and averted her eyes.
"Sorry" she just said so I immediately looked up because my tears seemed to be dripping for a few seconds, I don't know if she was sorry for what he said or he was sorry for everything he did.
"Just tell me, what are you talking about--" she interrupted me.
"Sorry Nizzie, s-sorry for everything" she said crying so I immediately looked at her, I can't stop the tears in my eyes.
"W-why? Why are you--"
"N-nizzie, please forgive me. I-I didn't even like what happened to us but Nizzie forgive me Im just cared away because I really got mad at you that's why I did those things, please forgive Ate" she explained to me while crying.
"Angered? For years? Tell me, was that angry? Ha?" I couldn't believe I question to her.
Mama died when I was 5 yrs old. Im 21 years old now, so 16 years? He kept it for 16 years? Gosh.
"How many years Ate, how many years I endured the things that are hard to explain, I endured the things without sister who was always by my side, I endured the things that became your enemy, as if were not sisters! You are always angry, you're always hurting me, you're always scold and you always wish I was! Don't worry, I also think that. I wish too ... I wish I was the one who disappeared and not Mama! " I shouted and then I went inside and went straight into my room, when I closed the door I could not stop myself to cry.
It's hurts already, the pain that's happening to me.
I've been waiting for the word 'sorry' in my sister's mouth for a long time but I haven't heard a single one so I didn't expect it, but now? Now that I've heard of her? I-I don't know, I still can't forgive her.
I just lay down on my bed and went to sleep because if I prolong my crying, I might lose consciousness again and not remember what happened.
But it's better if that's happen.
***** / ****
6:40 am
When I woke up in the morning I saw food next to my bed.
Tsk do I look lame for them to serve this?
I took the plate full of breakfast and left the room, put it down in the kitchen and left.
"D-don't you like it?" immediately someone spoke to my right so I immediately looked at it.
Ate was just looking at the plate so I was a little sorry, maybe she's the one who put it in my room.
"L-later, I will eat it" I said and went straight to the bathroom to take a bath.
I thought about going in now because I'm a little bored at home especially since I don't have a gudget to have fun with.
After I took a bath, I got dressed and left the room to go to the kitchen. I saw Papa and brother Jerome eating on the sofa with Ate Sophia so I took the plate in the kitchen just to eat on the sofa because no one ate on the floor.
"Good morning" Dad and brother Jerome greeted me but I just nodded to them and started eating.
"Your uniform look different, Nizzie?" I immediately stopped eating and choked so Kuya's water immediately reached me.
Why is Ate suddenly asking this!
"I-I'm full, I'm leaving" I said goodbye and went to the bathroom to brush before leaving the house.
I'm not ready to tell them about this.
When I got off the trycicle, I would have gone straight to the public school when I saw our principal outside and looking at me so I immediately crossed to the other side to enter the private school.
I'll just say hello to my school! This old man is stingy!
When I go to school, I am surrounded by looks and whispers again, isn't it always? Nothing new tss.
When I arrived at my building, I went upstairs to enter the room, I did not bother to run even though I was late because there was no teacher to teach ---
Oh dead!
"Ms. Puente" the science teacher called me seriously because I knew he was our first but sometimes he did not enter our room.
"S-sorry sir" when I said that he just nodded so I immediately went to my seat, they were all looking at me but I was just looking at the floor until I sat down.
"N-nizzie"
"Ate"
"It's good that you came in"
The three whispered but I didn't care and ignored them because I was just looking straight at Sir.
What do they care if I enter or not?
My mind is not in the lesson because I don't know why I am floating now, I should not have entered e.
"Goodbye class" when he said that he immediately came out, he didn't even speak to us!
I immediately faced the chair next to me, tss why do I always think of him? What do I care about him?
Green called me "Nizzie" but instead of noticing him I immediately put my bag in front of me and I knocked.
"Ate, please talk to us" said Black so I immediately looked in front of my seat where Green and Black were sitting.
"Didn't I tell you to not call me 'Ate'? How long have you considered me a sister?" I said calmly and went back to snoring.
"Nizzie don't be like that" Steven said behind me so I adjusted my seat.
"Please? Will you be quiet?" I begged while looking at them but they immediately bowed.
Someone came to my classmate and handed me some food, I just looked at it but he just stared at me.
"My name is Michael Cruz. Here. You're look pale" he introduced himself and handed me the plastic.
I looked at Steven, Black and Green who are now looking at him badly, I don't know but their aura is scaring now. I looked at 'Michael' who was supposedly smiling looking at me so I took the plastic he handed me and smiled back at him.
"S-thank you" I said so he just nodded and suddenly stood next to me, he sat where James used to sit.
"Michael" the three of them called Michael at the same time so I frowned at them.
"Why? I don't think there is a problem if I sit in your 'boss' chair" Michael said proudly to the three of them so I thought
Boss? James?
I then thought that Michael was not one of James' group so I just let him sit down and set aside the food he gave me.
A few hours have passed but Green, Black and Steven still think they can't get rid of Michael. Every time Michael talks to me, the three of them just look at me so sometimes I don't answer Michael.
I was surprised when suddenly someone opened the door with great strength so we were all there looking
She even like a man to push through the door.
Yes, 'Samantha Violeta Dimsuel' came in and she was accompanied by two women
What a wonderful coloring books I've seen -, -
"You!" she shouted at Black so I looked at Black who now seemed scared.
"M-me?" he called in surprise and Samantha approached us
"Yes you are! Why did you do that?" Samantha's female companion shouted at Black so I immediately stood up because Black was scared now.
"Is there a problem?" I asked them but this Samantha just looked at me badly
"Don't interfere in this" she said so I just kept quiet but my attention was still on them.
"I-I didn't mean that" Black explained in the Four coloring books
What the hell is this?
"You didn't mean to? How dare you!" the woman shouted at Black and then she went to his place and pushed him on the shoulder
Why do I feel sorry for Black now? Why do I seem to want to retaliate against the woman?
I can no longer do this woman to Black so I stood up and went to the side of the woman to push away from Black, it immediately backed away so I built Black to hide behind me.
"What's your problem?" I said angrily to them but this woman in front of me said nothing but just look at me badly
"I told you, don't interfere in this, but you still. Is that how you protect your exploiters?" Samantha said incredulously to me so my body got hot immediately.
"Just answer my question, what's your problem?" I said calmly because I don't want to fight now
"That guy hit our friend like that! Not only that, he even touched me!" he shouted in front of me so I turned to Black to ask if it was true
"Tell me the truth, Black" I asked him seriously so he immediately looked up at me while shaking.
"I-I bumped into the woman b-but I d-didn't touch her. B-believe me, Ate" he said crying, I faced the woman in front of me and Samantha also.
"Maybe you heard what he said, he just bumped her but he didn't even touch any part of her body" I explained but this woman in front of me is still the one who thinks badly of me
"Im getting to loss my behavior if you're still looking at me like that" I threatened but she still did not take her eyes off me.
"You're such a liar! That man is so mean!" She shouted while pointing at Black.
Green and Steven stood up but Samantha immediately looked at him badly so the two bowed but still did not sit down.
"Very mean? Wait a minute, why are you so angry anyway?Are you the one who was touched?" I said while looking at her. I looked at it from head to toe, it is not bad. It's quite beautiful but the shape of his body is ugly. Still lacking in repair.
"I-I said, he touched my friend!" she shouted and I immediately crossed my arms.
"Then why are you angry? Shouldn't she?" I asked so the anger on her face disappeared.
She was even more embarrassed when she heard the other laughter inside, as well as the women here who also laughed.
"You know what? Get out of there in front of me, because I'll might hit you" she said stiffly but I just raised an eyebrow at her.
"Bitch, why are you still into him? Can you please get out and let my friend do what ever she wants to do with him?" Samantha shouted so I immediately looked at it badly.
"She.. will.. never.. do.. that.. No one can touch my friend!" I said so she went to my place and started pulling my hair.
"Samantha!"
"No one will stop them!"
"Nizzie!"
"Ate!"
Samantha was not able to drag me, I immediately took her hand that was holding my hair and I turned it so that she could release me, when she let go I put her two hands behind her with my one hand. I brought my face close to her face and looked at her badly.
"No one did this to me, so is it okay? Stop now, because you might be not like what I can did to you" I threatened to her and I let go of her two hands, then she immediately slapped me so I could not move after that.
"How dare you to do that?! It's our school so you have no right!" she shouted at me so I looked at it badly.
"Yes, this is your school! But this is not your room! So you have no right to hurt anyone here!" I shouted at her so she realized a bit, the surroundings were quiet when the woman who was fighting Black suddenly suddenly looked up.
"Y-you still have to pay for what you did!" the woman shouted at Black so I immediately hid Black behind me.
"Go try to hurt him, I'll be the once you can fight with" I said calmly to her and she still went in front of me but I immediately grabbed her hand towards my face.
"Even child you're going to hurt them? I told you, he just bumped your friend! But you act like she has been raped" I said in front of her.
"How can you be sure? Have you seen it?" she said in front of me.
"Why you? Did you see it?" She immediately stopped what I said and tried to withdraw her hand "Get out of here"
"Hey! Maybe you forgot? I'm also one of the reasons why you're here! And so you know you have to pay for everything you did not to flirt here!" Samantha shouted so I couldn't stop myself from facing her to slap her
F-flirt? She and Ate are no different, f*ck.
My hand was about hitting her face when suddenly someone entered the.
Dave, tss.
I immediately changed the direction of my hand, I just pointed to the door and looked at her calmly.
"Get out of here" I said still pointing at the door.
"What the hell is this?" Dave asked but no one planned to answer him, Samantha suddenly pushed me so I backed away a bit. Green immediately supported me who was just behind me.
Samantha and her friends also left but their eyes had something to say before leaving.
Sure,
We are not done yet
They mean, tsk.
"What the hell is this, Nizzie?" Demon President Dave asked me but I just looked at it badly.
"You don't care" I said and went back to my seat and sleep.
"Are you okay Nizzie?" Steven asked behind me but I ignored him and just fell asleep
I noticed that Michael was no longer by my side when I returned but I just ignored that because I felt not well again.
"T-thank you, Ate" I heard Black say but still, Im still ignored them and I am still lying on the table.
I don't know why I still defended him, he should have just fought, but why is there still a part of me that defended him even though he did not consider me a friend. Aish!
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2:20 pm
We had breaktime but I was still sitting and stunned, I was still not moving the food Michael handed me this morning, there was no one in the room but Black and me.
Green and Steven left to eat but Black did not come, I even looked at him earlier but he was also stunned and did not speak.
Only now have I seen him like that, because he is always naughty and his mouth can not be stopped from being too loud. I don't think I used to that ---- no!
He doesn't consider you a friend, remember? They have a bad plan
But I was worried about him, I put aside my resentment with him so I went next to him where Green was sitting.
"B-black? A-are you okay?" I asked him but he just nodded at me but he didn't look at me
"Ok" I just said and arranged to sit down, I do not plan to leave next to him because I know he is not ok now.
"N-nizzie" my tears suddenly dripped when he called my name, I don't know but my chest tightened because he didn't call me Ate.
That's what you want, isn't it?
I immediately wiped away my tears and faced him.
"H-hmm?" I said to him so he looked at me.
"T-tell me, that won't happen again, right? T-they won't hurt me anymore, right?" crying he said while his hands seemed to want to break it, I could see in his eyes that he was scared so I held his hands that could not stop squeezing.
"No, no one will hurt you ok? I'm just here" I said to him but he still couldn't stop crying so I just hugged him.
This time, I know he has a problem so I really need to put aside my anger because I do not know what to do when something bad happens to him even if he has bad intentions towards me.
"Shh hold on, what's the problem? You can tell me" I said as I stroked his back but he just shook his head and hugged me tightly.
"W-no one will hurt me anymore, no one" he cried as if he was traumatized by what the woman did to him earlier.
"No more, because I'm just here to defend you ok? Ate is just here" I had a hard time mentioning the last thing I said but now he needs something to lean on.
"A-ate, sorry. Sorry a lot" he said so I can't help but cry, I know he doesn't want to do anything to me because James just ordered him! That man!
"S-stop please, it's ok" I said while making him lie down but he still doesn't stop crying, my shoulder is already wet because of the many tears that fell in his eyes.
"D-don't leave Ate, please let us explain" he begged so I immediately let go of his hug and adjusted his seat.
Black held my hand so I looked at him.
"Please sister, let me explain" he begged me, I just averted my eyes because anytime tears would flow in my eyes again
I did not nod or agree with what he said but he continued his explanation even though I was not interested.
"H-it wasn't James who ordered the man with you at the party" after he said that I immediately looked at him
"Not James? Isn't he your Boss ?! And he's also the one I heard that man say to me Black!" I shouted angrily and tears began to flow in my eyes again
"You understand differently Nizzie" someone immediately spoke behind me, I looked at who it was Steven who was standing with Green.
"Remember Nizzie? There's something strange about this private" Green said and sat down at the table in front of me. "There are a lot of uplifting ranks here"
I frowned
"M-many bosses right? You mean, its n-not just James?" confused I told them, the three of them nodded so I immediately sighed deeply.
"He is the second highest position in this school. This school is not just a school,Ate. It looks like hell" said Black to me so I was even more depressed.
Oh god!!
Steven handed me a handkerchief so I took it and wiped it with my tears that could not stop dripping.
"He doesn't deserve the explanation if that's what he thinks, his brain is very narrow"
"He doesn't deserve the explanation if that's what he thinks, his brain is very narrow"
Aishh! Why didn't they explain it right away? WaaAaa!
"Wait! W-what did I hear then?" I asked them confused and then I looked at Green "You, you were the one I heard James talking at the party! W-what do you mean by that?"
"Ah is that it? James found out that someone was planning something bad for you so he called us and wanted to take you away, Steven and Black were looking for you but they couldn't find him" he explained to me
"How can you not find, I'm looking for you too! Huhuhu" I said and looked at them badly "Then, then that man did it to me!" I can't stop crying because I remember what the idiot did to me at the party.
"Shh that's enough" Steven said so Black stroked my back to calm me down, I looked at them one by one and bowed
"S-sorry" I just said to them because I feel bad and I made their accusations, eh, I think it's bad thinking.
"It's ok" Green patted my head, Black hugged me, and Steven handed me the plastic food he was carrying.
"Let's eat?" he only said so the three of us nodded at him and his seat returned to him.
In everything I did I didn't know if I would be forgiven of James, hays I was just carried away by that fear so I became closed to everything huhuhu.
We started eating while our classmates were slowly coming in. We are back to normal. This, this is what I always want, this is what I want that I do not want to lose.
"Hey! Where is your Boss now?" I asked them but they looked at each other in shock
"Why? Are you sorry?" Green said smiling so I averted my eyes
"Do you want us to help you?" Black said tremblingly so I blushed even more
"It's different if James gets angry hahaha" Steven said so the three of them laughed.
Aishh! How long have they been sober? Tsk
"Just tell me where!" irritated I said to them but go ahead they just laughed with laughter so I just ate more food than I get annoyed especially with them.
I just ate quietly while they just laughed with laughter, just now they laughed like that again. But I just didn't know when I was absent.
I'm still thinking about what forgiveness I will do to James because I feel like I slapped him too much without knowing the reason aishh!
I was going home so I prepared my bag to leave early and fought in case I caught up with James today.
I said goodbye to them and went down first, it wasn't too dark so I made sure that James was still here.
I was at the gate when I saw people running, those running there seemed to know who they were.
They are!
James' three companions the day Ken and I had a fight here, they were running out of the gate so I immediately backed away a little because they might collide with me. Suddenly they stopped in front of me and gasped so I frowned at them. I would have asked if they had seen their friend but they immediately preceded me in speaking.
"Y-you" the man on the right said breathlessly so I pointed to myself
"M-me?" I asked in astonishment and they immediately nodded.
"G-get out of here!" he said when he was on the left so I was even more surprised.
"Huh?" I shouted at them in confusion because I did not understand what they were saying
"Run, run" I seem to feel something because based on their faces that are full of wounds, I don't know what to do "Run!" they shouted so I was even more statued to the stand and did not know if they would run or be questioned.
I was surprised when someone suddenly grabbed my wrist and ran me so I could do nothing but run and go with him.
What the?!
"H-hey heck!" I shouted at him but he still tried to run me, but what I was wondering was why I didn't feel afraid when he touched me? I don't feel anything when he pulls me? I don't even know who this is!
"Let go of me h-heck!" I shouted at him again but he still tried to run me so I just kept quiet and waited for when we would stop.
We look like idiots running -, -
We finally stopped as well. It was so far away when we ran so I was getting tired and out of breath. I immediately sat down on the floor as I caught my breath.
Oh sh*t.
I just grabbed my chest because it pumped so fast, it seemed like it wanted to come out!
"You can run really hard! What are you, Flash? Aishh!" I shouted angrily at the man who pulled me so I looked at him who was also out of breath and bent over.
"Tss, if you had run, I wouldn't have dragged you right?" he said and still gasping for breath.
"If you want to die, just die! You dont need to belong me" I said angrily because my soul had almost left my body.
"Just thank me for saving you" he said and sat down next to me, I looked at who he was so I immediately backed away a little "Oh why? Do I look like a eater huh?"
"J-james" I only mentioned to him so he immediately looked at me
"I am, why?" he said so I just shook while trying to calm down
"Why are we running? What do I have to do with you?" I shout when I remembered why we were here and gasped.
"To keep you away from Samantha" he said seriously so I immediately stopped and stared at him.
S-Samantha?
"W-why?" confused question because I was suddenly nervous about what he said
"Do you still want to live?" he said meaningfully so I immediately beat him on the arm
"Probably! I still want to fulfill my dream! I don't want to die right away just because of that--"
"Then be my girl" I immediately stopped talking because of what she said, what?
Then be my girl
Then be my girl
Then be my--
"I won't!!"
**End of chapter 6**