Kissing her forehead, she look up at me, those beautiful brown eyes that I love so much, staring at me with so much love make me feel sick all over again, but I need to let go of my feelings and start to think of hers, because right now, what ever she wished from me, she would get it.
What is pumpkin I ask her, is there something on your mind, I brush my hand around her face wiping her tears away, while I kiss her hair and snuggle her closer to me, no she whisper, I just want to stay like that forever, it so peaceful, she giggles and she look at me and said if Samatha and Ethan hear me say that they would have had a break down, talking about them right now, make me want to see my babies, they probably would have calm my nerves down a bit, do you want me to come get them from your parents place, I whisper in her ears, we could go watch a movie or whatever y'all usually do when am not here if you up for it, I don't like the idea of you being sad or stress, if you want to be around the kids all day, I won't mind, it my fault of my part so I won't mind you picking up the kids over me, anytime during your stay for the week, as you know I call your work and ask your boss, don't worry Chantel will take care of your patients while you out it only for 4 days, I know you love your patients, I make sure they in good hand princess, she look up at me and kiss me and she said no as much I miss them all, especially Mrs Roberta and her joke, I just want to have the rest of the week with my husband, we haven't talked or have a conversation during this period of time, even it for only 4 days I want to spend every minute of it with you, I forgiven a long time, I don't know why but after the shower and the sleep it hard to hold on into my anger and even though the sex is awesome, I want to make love to my husband, not destroying our anger throughout our sexual desires, I want to give my full attention towards our relationship and this time we will talk like two grown adults, then we can move on from that chapter of our relationship.
So please tell me what wrong, what happens that get so angered lately, and don't say it James flirts that get to you, it something more Grey, so you better start talking, she get off my lap, pulling a chair in-front of me and hold my face with both of her hand and look me deep in my eyes, reaching out to me and right here and there I realize no matter the situation am in my woman will always be the person I hold on to, because not only she's my wife, she's my best friends, my counselor and my guidance, without her by my side nothing I reach for wouldn't be at easy at it seem, every little things matter to her, and for that am forever in her grace.