Ma Jingguo opened his eyes and he lay on an unfamiliar bed. He got up and sat at the edge of the bed. When he looked around the room, he immediately knew that this room was not his bedroom. He questions himself, why is he waking up here instead of at home? Where is Mu Dishi? As he was thinking he felt sharp pain on his left arm. He lifts his sleeve; his left arm was neatly bandaged. Then he heard four knocks on the door.
Ma Jingguo, "Come in."
Jinfeng Sect female disciple, "Da shixiong, shifu ask for you."
Ma Jingguo, "I'll follow you once I have find my xiao shushu."
Jinfeng Sect female disciples, "Shifu, ask you to come now."
Ma Jingguo, "Shimei, why would shifu want to see me?"
Jinfeng Sect female disciples, "You will know once you get there."
Ma Jingguo and the female disciples walked into a small meeting room. In the small room sitting are Kuo Jin Song, Kuo Ju, Kuo Wenqian, Fu Yuanjun, and the ten elders of Tianshan.
Ma Jingguo sat across from Kuo Jin Song and Kuo Ju. He greeted, "Shifu. Shimu." He then turned to the ten elders. "Seniors."
Kuo Jin Song, "Ah Chen, let me ask you."
Ma Jingguo, "Go ahead."
Kuo Jin Song asked, "Has Jinfeng Sect mistreated you in any way?"
Ma Jingguo, "No. Everyone at Jinfeng Sect treats me very well."
Kuo Ju said angrily, "Last time you took off and we have to cancel the wedding. When Chang'er came home, she told us she doesn't want to marry you anymore. So, we let it go." She stood up and hit the table hard. "But today, inside that trap room, everyone saw what you did."
Ma Jingguo was confused, "I have not done anything wrong."
Kuo Ju, "How dare you still say that? You were on top of Chang'er kissing her. Everyone who was there saw it. You ruined her reputation. No matter what...you must marry Chang'er."
Ma Jingguo quickly protested, "Shimu, I did not kiss Shijie. Shijie suddenly stop breathing, and I was trying to save her life by blowing air into her mouth."
Kuo Ju, "Your lips touched her lips."
Ma Jingguo protested his innocent, "Even though our lips touched, the meaning behind it was different." He looked at the people in the room. "If you don't believe me, then ask Mu Dishi. When he came to help me, I've told him Shijie was not breathing."
Fu Yuanjun, "Madam Kuo, I can vouch for that." He looked at Ma Jingguo. "Actually, I was the one who helped you. At that time, you fell into unconscious and mistaken me as Mu da ge."
Ma Jingguo's heart sunk, "Then, where is he?"
Fu Yuanjun, "He left after he cured the poison from you two."
Ma Jingguo face turned pale, "He left..."
Fu Yuanjun, "We asked him what kind of poison you two had, but he did not answer. He quickly mixed the medicine and asked us to boil the medicine, and then he left."
Ma Jingguo looked down on the tablet and the thought of Mu Dishi had left him behind bleed his heart. He said sadly as his eyes were moist by tears, "It's some kind of stimulates mist. Before the white mist entered the trap room, Shijie and I were talking normally. Then we fainted. When we regained consciousness, the poison took effect quickly. We became hot, so we removed our outer layer of clothes." He looked at Kuo Ju. "Shimu, I did nothing wrong. I am innocent. I will not accept your accusation." He stood up.
Kuo Ju, "Where do you think you are going?"
Ma Jingguo, "I am going to go look for xiao shushu."
Kuo Ju, "If you dare walked out of here. You will be kick out of Jinfeng Sect."
Ma Jingguo turned around and said, "I don't care. If Shijie wakes up, shimu can confirm my story with Shijie." He walked out of the room.
Elder Tong, "Let us wait for Miss Kuo to wake up."
Fu Yuanjun, "For as long as I've known Jingguo. He is not the type of person who will take advantage of others."
Kuo Jing Song, "Ju'er, let wait for Chang'er to wake up."
Ma Jingguo ran down the mountain path when he got closer to his house, his heart began to beat fast. He wants to know whether Mu Dishi left Tianshan and already headed south. Ma Jingguo walked to the front door and walked into the house. He went straight to their bedroom, but Mu Dishi was not there. He went to the guest room, but Mu Dishi was not there. He looked around the entire house twice, but Mu Dishi was not there. He walked back inside the bedroom he shared with Mu Dishi. He placed Mu Dishi's pillow on his face, and he could still smell Mu Dishi's scent. He curled into a fetus position and held Mu Dishi's pillow tightly. He doesn't know when he began to cry, but by the time he realized he was crying, tears already soaked his pillow.
Ma Jingguo knew that this time Mu Dishi saw him given breath to Kuo Changchang with his own eyes. Mu Dishi must had thought like everyone else who was inside that room.
Ma Jingguo then realized since he was ten years old until now, he had always pursued and chased after Mu Dishi. He loves Mu Dishi with his entire heart, but does Mu Dishi feel the same. Everyone he loved and loved him, somehow disappeared one by one before him. He wants to chase after Mu Dishi, but what if that is not what Mu Dishi want. Even if he stood in front of that ten thousand pounds door, if Mu Dishi don't want to see him, Mu Dishi will not open the door for him.
Mu Dishi left him again and this time he will never get to see Mu Dishi because Mu Dishi left with the thoughts that there was something happened between him and Kuo Changchang. In the past, each time when Mu Dishi left him, he will coax himself that there will always be next time, but this time, he knew Mu Dishi will never come back to him. Even when if he finds Mu Dishi, he knew exactly what Mu Dishi will say to him. Mu Dishi will tell him to go back to Jinfeng Sect and marry Kuo Changchang because it is his responsibility for ruining her reputation.
Ma Jingguo felt tired physically and emotionally. Ma Jingguo knew he had tried his best and putting all of his efforts into his relationship with Mu Dishi. He had nothing left to offer. He was tired of his life, because he knew that he would never see Mu Dishi again, so he decided to lie in bed and die there.
Ma Jingguo sighed deeply, "Xiao shushu, I am very tired."
Ma Jingguo woke up late evening, he must had cried himself to sleep. He doesn't even remember when he falls asleep or when he pulled the blanket to cover him. At nighttime, he should be hearing Mu Dishi soft breathing soundly asleep next to him, but tonight, he only heard crickets hissing and buzzing in the night. Then he heard a loud cranky sound as if someone had dropped a cup or a plate onto the ground. He thought it have to be a thief. He was being rob, but who care now, he is awaiting death. If the thief come into the room and kill him that would be great because he doesn't have to wait four to seven days to die from hunger. He heard the thief paced back and front, but only inside the kitchen area. Ma Jingguo thought it must have been a hungry thief. As he continued not to mind the hungry thief and concentrate his thoughts on Mu Dishi. Then he heard a loud cranky fallen pot sound.
Ma Jingguo became annoyed by this thief for ruining his thoughts of Mu Dishi. He walked to the window pushed the window panel out and yelled, "You thief, what the hell! Can you rob me quietly? The next sound coming from you I swear I will come out and kick you." He dropped down the window panel. When turned to walk back to his bed he believed he heard the soft voice of Mu Dishi saying sorry. Ma Jingguo stopped and ran out of the door toward the kitchen.
When Ma Jingguo got to the kitchen, he thought he saw Mu Dishi's back as Mu Dishi was cooking something. He rubbed his eyes serval times, but Mu Dishi's still stood there. He even pinched himself four times before he decided to open his mouth.
Ma Jingguo, "Xiao shushu."
Mu Dishi turned around and glance at him once then return back to cook. Mu Dishi said, "We can eat in a bit."
Ma Jingguo tears fallen down, and he tried hard wiping his tears, but the more he wiped them the more tears fallen down. He walked over to the other side of the kitchen and wrapped his arms around Mu Dishi's beautiful narrow waist.
Mu Dishi said coldly, "Let go of me. I am still cooking."
Ma Jingguo refused to let go, "Xiao shushu, where have you been? I was waiting for you all day long."
Mu Dishi struggled, "Let go of me. Go wash hands and go sit at the table."
After Ma Jingguo washed his hands, Mu Dishi brought out two plates of food and put them on the table. Mu Dishi sat across from Ma Jingguo. The two men began eating.
Ma Jingguo, "Xiao shushu, where have you been?"
Mu Dishi, "I went back to the Yueguang branch. When I got there the entire branch fled the area leaving nothing behind."
Ma Jingguo watched as Mu Dishi talks and chew his food handsomely, "What is xiao shushu looking for?"
Mu Dishi, "I noticed that their traps look somewhat familiar." He looked at Ma Jingguo then said, "Wash your feet before returning to bed."
Ma Jingguo looked down and he had no shoe on. He was over excited to see Mu Dishi he forgot to put on his sock or his shoe. He didn't even feel his feet was cold until Mu Dishi mention about it.
After dinner, the two men lay in bed. Ma Jingguo held Mu Dishi inside his arms. He kissed the back of Mu Dishi's head and said, "Xiao shushu, when Fu Yuanjun told me that you had left. I thought you left me behind again." He turned to face Mu Dishi. He kissed Mu Dishi's forehead, "Xiao shushu, believe me, nothing happened between Shijie and me. She was unconscious because of the poison, and she was not breathing. I remembered you taught me that if someone becomes unresponsive and not breathing, we could give them air through the mouth."
Mu Dishi, "Forget it."
Ma Jingguo, "Xiao shushu, I am innocent. I have not done any that will hurt you. I can't do anything that will hurt you because I don't want to lose you." He kissed Mu Dishi again. "I only want to do those things with xiao shushu. Xiao shushu, do you believe I am innocent?"
Mu Dishi, "Mm."
Ma Jingguo who was still unconvinced of Mu Dishi's responded confirmed with a question, "Really?"
Mu Dishi, "I saw the knife cuts on your left arm."
Ma Jingguo, "It can't be help. When I cut myself, I will concentrate on the pain and instead of longing for intimacy."
Mu Dishi, "I know."
Ma Jingguo, "Xiao shushu, are you mad?"
Mu Dishi, "No."
Ma Jingguo kissed Mu Dishi's lips and said softly, "Xiao shushu, right now, I only want to concentrate on my desire of being intimate with you." He sent his tongues down Mu Dishi's mouth as his hand lower down toward Mu Dishi's member. "How much I wish for the person inside that trap room to be you."