When Mu Dishi and Ma Jingguo were about to go back inside their home, two young Tianshan disciples appeared.
The older disciple said, "Shushu, this letter is from our new leader." The disciple handed Mu Dishi's a letter. After the two disciples delivered the letter to Mu Dishi, the two young disciples left.
Mu Dishi opened the letter and started reading. After reading the letter, he put the letter back into the envelope and said, "We don't have to rush to Tianshan."
Ma Jingguo, "Why?"
Mu Dishi, "Leader Fu said that due to the weather, the celebration will be held in the spring."
Ma Jingguo then asked, "Xiao shushu, do we have enough money to last us until the spring?"
Mu Dishi nodded.
Later that night, as Mu Dishi stared at Ma Jingguo's face, and he saw a shadow passing by the window. He remembered that Ma Jingguo was severely medicated due to the hand injury. Mu Dishi walked out quickly and saw a tall gentleman standing in front of the home he shares with Ma Jingguo.
Mu Dishi approached the tall gentleman and asked, "Who are you?"
The man turned around and it was Wang Biming. Mu Dishi eye widened. He murmured, "Impossible. How could it be?"
The young handsome Wang Biming said, "Dishi, I am back now."
Mu Dishi walked to Wang Biming and hugged him. He felt tears soaking his eyes. He knew that no matter how strong he was, only in front of Wang Biming could he really cry freely. He held Wang Biming tightly.
Mu Dishi asked, "How could you come back? How is that possible?"
Wang Biming smiled and asked, "Did you mention that no matter how many tears you had shed over the years, those that you loved and had passed away will never return?" He kissed Mu Dishi's forehead. "Well, here I am."
Wang Biming lowered down his head to Mu Dishi's lips, and then Mu Dishi stepped back for some unknown reason.
Wang Biming asked, "Why?"
Mu Dishi said quietly, "Jingguo, still sleeping."
Wang Biming, "Then let him sleep." He smiled handsomely at Mu Dishi. "He won't hear us. Let me make love to you."
Wang Biming began to remove Mu Dish's robe layer by layer while kissing Mu Dishi. Mu Dishi didn't even know that Mu Dishi's upper body was now completely naked. When Wang Biming's hand dropped down onto Mu Dishi's belt, Mu Dishi prevented him from moving forward.
Mu Dishi said, "Biming...I..."
Wang Biming, "It's not like we haven't done it before."
Mu Dishi said, "I can't...it's different from before."
Wang Biming said softly, "It's still the same. I am still your Biming, and you are still my Dishi."
Mu Dishi then said, "Biming, I no longer think it's right to do this with you."
Wang Biming asked, "Why?"
Mu Dishi, "Because I truly love him."
Wang Biming, "What about me? Where is our love?"
Mu Dishi replied, "I'm sorry, you are my past, he is my future."
Mu Dishi slowly turned away from Wang Biming.
Wang Biming then said, "Dishi, if you leave me, you will never have this opportunity again."
Mu Dishi said, "He said he would love me a hundred times more than you." Mu Dishi looked at Wang Biming. "He kept his promise. He really loves me a hundred times more than you. In this life, I will only love him, I will never love anyone else..." He smiled at Wang Biming. "Not even you."
Wang Biming grabbed Mu Dishi's arms and turned Mu Dishi around. He said angrily, "But I am your first."
Mu Dishi tried pulling his arm away, "It doesn't matter."
Wang Biming's eyes were red, and he said angrily, "Then let us die together." He squeezed Mu Dishi's neck firmly.
Mu Dishi felt he was unable to breathe. He tried to use his inner strength to fight Wang Biming, but he couldn't. Then he felt his neck tighten. Then he opened his eyes. When he finally opened his eyes, he was in Ma Jingguo's arms. He saw Ma Jingguo's handsome face. He felt Ma Jingguo's soft breaths on his forehead.
Mu Dishi sighed, and he stared at Ma Jingguo's face. The dream he dreamed felt so real. Even in the middle of winter, his forehead was still sweating. He knew why he had that dream. This is because he has been thinking about whether he really loves Ma Jingguo, or just because he needs company, so he let Ma Jingguo stay with him. The two dead crows really made a deep impression in his heart. He concluded that he really loves Ma Jingguo, even though Wang Biming appeared in front of him. His love for Ma Jingguo will not change.
Mu Dishi is such a person. If he loves a person, he will love that person all his life, but if he hates a person, then he will always hate that person.
When he told Ma Jingguo the night before, he don't want Ma Jingguo to mourn for him because he still has doubts about himself. He realized that he is much older than Ma Jingguo, and he is not the only person who liked Ma Jingguo. It just happened that Ma Jingguo choose him. He is still wondered if Ma Jingguo choose him by accident. He is also a man; he is someone who Ma Jingguo cannot publicly announce to the world that Ma Jingguo loves him.
On the other hand, if Ma Jingguo did not choose him, then Ma Jingguo will live with Kuo Jin Song's full support and live a happier life with Kuo Changchang. For some unknown reason, he still felt at fault for Kuo Changchang's situation. At that time, he should be harsher on himself, he should just walk away, but he loves Ma Jingguo too much to let Ma Jingguo go.
Mu Dishi now understands what Mu Jiao Long told him inside the cave. Mu Jiao Long is correct in one thing. He hasn't found that special person yet. Now, he has found his special person who is willing to do everything for him, and he is willing to do everything for his special person.
Ma Jingguo chuckled.
Mu Dishi raised his head and asked, "Jingguo, why are you giggling while sleeping?"
Ma Jingguo, with his eyes closed, smiled and said, "Xiao shushu, I dreamt we curse the Yangtze River together."
Mu Dishi then asked, "Jingguo, after the celebration of Leader Fu's leadership, let us visit Jiangnan together. We can rent a boat to explore the Yangtze River at will."
Ma Jingguo asked, "Why is it so sudden? You have never mentioned such a thing before."
Mu Dishi, "Because you still seem to want me to go to Jiangnan with you."
Ma Jingguo smiled and said, "Xiao shushu, have I ever told you that I really really like you?"
Mu Dishi replied, "You had, and I really really like you too."
Ma Jingguo thought he had heard it wrong. He sat up suddenly and looked at Mu Dishi. He said, "Xiao shushu, what do you say?"
Mu Dishi glanced at him and said, "Don't pretend you didn't hear my voice the first time."
Ma Jingguo said, "Please...say it again. This time I will widening my eardrums and listen carefully. Please..."
Mu Dishi said coldly, "Fine." He looked at Ma Jingguo's happy puppy face. Then he said, "I really like you too."
Ma Jingguo lowered his head and kissed Mu Dishi's forehead, "Thank you. Let us go to Jiangnan in the spring after leader Fu's celebration. You have to promised me one thing."
Mu Dishi, "What?"
Ma Jingguo smiled and teased, "Don't stab me again this time, because I don't want to go to Jiangnan alone anymore."
Mu Dishi suddenly became angry and even ashamed. He turned around facing the wall.
Ma Jingguo scoffed happily, he hugged Mu Dishi tighter. He frowned, "Um....it's going to be a long winter."