The next day
We woke up because of a sudden noise and there is jungkook in the door with his mouth open he reckoned " i just left for one night, what the hell happened "
I immediately replied " it's not what it looks like I'll explain later "
Then taehyung interrupted " get out jungkook i want to sleep and you go back to sleep it's still too early and you didn't get enough sleep last night " then jungkook shouted " you shut up ,didn't we agree when she moved in no one make a move on her " i snapped " i didn't know about this rule " then giggled .
Afterwards he left and we woke up after couple of minutes . i went to take a showerand change . Then when we we're eating breakfast it seems like the rumour has already spread and everyone was staring so we explained what actually happened and scolded jungkook for false accusation . Then everyone went to work .
Afterwards about 9pm i was hanging in jungkook's room as usual when taehyung called me to his room i had no idea what he want to talk about but i went anyway .
we sat down and asked me if i can stay in his room tonight because he was feeling lonely .
I agreed and we chilled there it was still early to sleep so we decided to put on a movie to watch taehyung played an R rated movie in the tv in his room which made it awkward at first .
we just layed in bed next to each other we watched in silence then when the making out scene came to be honest i had some nasty thoughts and i got horny , we were so close then i felt his gaze. i got nervous but i gathered the courage and made eye contact .
the sexual tension started to grow in the room. Then he moved in closer and looked at me like asking for consent then he went in for a kiss and i can't get over how soft and warm his lips are .
i lost myself in his touch he knew exactly what he was doing , i was intensely aware of myself physically It's hard to experience desire while at the same time controlling it I was trying to lose control then he took my head in his hands We were kissing each other and holding each other and rolling on and off each other, slowly then vigorously, like two too solid worlds trying to come into each other.
We were moving purposefully, into and against each other, but nothing seemed to be happening. Nothing was giving way. That thing that should've given way wasn't doing it.
I was holding the top of the bed, my eyes falling back into my eyelids, and we were trying to follow our desires, such as we understood them, and we could tell we were close to something, but we weren't breaking through.
He with his tongue, and me with my whole damp body, were struggling against some force inside that body, and inside mine, stubbornly blocking access to something we wanted.
And what we wanted wasn't bad. But what we needed was something else….. So we stopped.
We fell back on the bed, staring up into the ceiling and feeling the presence of a world we weren't part of. As we continued watching the movie he started unbuttoning my dress .one button at a time , slowly , with no hesitation he knew what he was doing there was no fumbling
which was part of why I couldn't find the courage to say " hey what are you doing ? " the other reason was I didn't want him to stop .then he pressed his palm on my underwear as his fingers crept under when my body began to tense he understood and slowed down to match my rhythm then we got carried away with the spell of sexual instinct .