After having sex with tae i cuddled up next to him and he Held me close to him , I've never felt this safe in my life and thinking about this i fell asleep smiling .
The next morning .
Jimin came in to call tae to breakfast . we woke up and jimin mumbled "this is starting to become a habit you guys better keep a distance and hurry up".
He seemed mad kind of . I stood up to go get changed but forgot I was just wearing underwear jimin let out a squeak and asked " did you guys actually do it this time ." I didn't want to lie so I just said yes then he went downstairs and revealed "it's official taehyung and A-yeong slept together" It was embarrassing enough that he saw me like this but he had to expose us . well in this house there was no privacy everyone was open we just got used to telling each other everything. I yelled after him but taehyung hold my wrist and pulled me back into his chest and just whispered " don't worry about him just stay here for a while"
I just melted instantly and we just cuddled in bed .
We went to eat breakfast and everyone is looking at us obviously. taehyung yelled "what! Stop staring creepers "
I laughed and sat next to him he held my hand under table it was so cute .
No one commented brought it up the thing i love about them they respect each persons choice and private life we tell each other everything but i 've never felt judged or criticised by any of them they've always been super respectful.
Then yoongi suggested " A-yeong you're going shopping with me today , clear your schedule " I agreed actually I usually shop with everyone because i spend most of my time shopping so i tag along with anyone going to the mall, we went about 4 pm , I bought some clothes and picked some for him on the way back
yoongi joked " I brought you to shop with me but you bought more than me typical you ."
"I can't help it "
" let's have dinner out "
" Okay where "
"your favorite place "
"Omg really yoongi I love you "
Then i kissed him on the cheek he blushed and got all cocky we went to this famous restaurant in a fancy hotel after we ate we were kind of tired so yoongi suggested that we should stay here tonight and get champagne
i agreed we got to the hotel room we got drunk and layed in bed I looked at yoongi's eyes and admitted " today was great i loved it thank you yoongi you're the best I really needed it "
i kissed him on the cheek we both looked at each other and sexual tension started to build up i'm already getting butterflies .
Honestly i've always liked yoongi a bit more that the others. like that highschool crush that you never take seriously or do anything about it just like that .
But the feeling is overwhelming i couldn't stop myself so i got close and kissed him he looked at me and warned "don't blame me for what happens next i was holding myself back but you started it " i didn't care about anything anymore I just wanted to get more of him i wanted to feel his soft touch i was valnruble and needy we started making out really passionly.
it was rough and sweet at the same time then he got down kissing my neck and my collarbone which gave me hickies then slowly and gently undressing me and placing kisses all over my body then started sucking on my nipples with his hand on my butt and got back to kissing my lips ,and his hands were slipping under my underwear then his finger smoothly got inside me and i let out a moan it was so pleasurable it felt so good we just lost ourselves ,
he wanted me as mush as i wanted him . afterwards we layed down and fell asleep we were so damn tired and satisfied . today was terrific .
I woke up holding his hand i stared at him admiring how beautiful he is .
He then smirked and said are you going to keep looking at me like that it's making me blush I greeted him and kissed him then
he said " wish i could wake up every morning like this "
i giggled "wake up i already ordered breakfast put your clothes on and let's eat and go home "
" but i don't want to i want to have you all to myself "
"c'mon don't be a baby "
" okay but I've been wanting to talk to you about something "
"yeah sure go ahead "
" well since the first time i saw you I liked you I just didn't know how to act or confess to you but I gathered the courage to say this . I don't want this to be just an affair "
i was out of words i just stuttered "umm yoongi I I don't know what to say "
"it's okay you don't have to answer now I'll wait " he stated with a smile and padded my hair .
We're back in the house and we were eating lunch with the others and someone asked what we did and why we didn't get back last night we looked at each other and i let him talk he just joked "someone spend so mush time shopping and it was late so we ate dinner in a hotel and we were so tired so we spend the night there "
Tae added " that's it ? did you stay in separate rooms " i stormed before yoongi can answer "c'mon stop asking questions and let's eat already . i added" i have a meeting at the company today and a party tonight i'm going with lucas who want to come . it's a charity event my company is holding and jungkook was like "wait who lucas? the lucas i know "
" yeah it's not what it looks like, we're not what it looks like "
yoongi asked "Who is he ?"
" he's my ex "
Jungkook : "You were together for 5 years is it okay if you see him"
"of course we're just friends now "
"Ugh
I hate him , hey guys we got to go support our girl so he doesn't misbehave"
They all agreed .
So it's 8 pm i got all dressed up and went out and i find the boys dressed in tuxedos they look amazing but yoongi kept staring like it was the first time seeing me , like he's waiting or somehow disappointed i shake it off and got out to see lucas waiting for me .
i don't know how i feel about this after what he did to me but we agreed that we'd still be friends and we're professionals since we work together , but it's still hard seeing him . we went to the party and the boys are there we chatted with some of the people in the party some were asking if we were back together , it was kind of uncomfortable but i was cool about it we had some fun . lucas wanted to go to a quiet room because it's loud and he wanted to talk , i didn't think it through but i went to the boys to see how they are doing and if they were having fun and told them i was going with lucas for a bit . so we went to an empty room it was weird being alone with him all the memories just got back to me . we didn't talk, both of us sat down on the bed and after a couple of minutes lucas asked
"Is everything okay are you okay , you didn't say a word since we got in "
" I'm fine I just drank so mush and we have to go back there and i'm tired "
" we don't have to go back if you're tired you can rest here "
" okay thanks "
"Well there something i want to talk to you about "
I kind of panicked but i kept a straight face and asked "yeah what is it "
" well i know i used to be an asshole and i know i didn't deserve you i just realized i made a huge mistake i'm lost without you .I missed you "
My eyes start watering i was trying to hold back the tears I've been waiting for him say these words for so long but it doesn't feel the same anymore . he continued " i know i fucked up but i want to make it right i want to fix everything i messed up i want to go back to how we used to be trust me I'm a different person " i didn't believe him but a part of me never got over him he was my first love . he leaned in to kiss me but i had no power to stop him i've always been so week in front of him .so we kissed and that second yoongi got in .
his eyes got wider and i was so embarrassed i mumbled "is everything okay youngi "
" y yeah i just wanted to tell you we're leaving "
" a ah yeah I'm about to go home too , I'll come with you " i was about to stand up but lucas hold my wrist and looked at yoongi and said " it's okay i'll take her home you can leave "
i looked at him in disbelief and i was trying to get out of his grip . yoongi was about to come in and i knew they will make a scene and lucas wasn't going to let me go so i told yoongi i was going to stay . he observed " are you sure " I confirmed with yes so he stormed out of the room he was obviously pissed out but I'll deal with it later .i'm going to get over my feelings and take care of the mess with lucas , i knew deep down he would never change and i started to have feeling for someone else , lucas seemed glad that i stayed he smirked i looked at him and shouted " minutes ago I was influenced by our memories but I just can't believe you have the guts to come say that to me after cheating on me leaving me with no explanation and caming back now when I have already moved on and living my best life . you're toxic i can't make the same mistake .i have to go now , the people that actually care about me are waiting " i got up And called an uber and started crying . it was just too hard saying what that to him depended so mush strength , i didn't want to go home like this i went to get a drink i drank a lot and got back home like a mess it was 3 am i went straight to yoongi's room and knocked he opened the door and asked me what happened and if lucas left me like this . i just hugged him and said "I'm sorry yoongi" then i fainted .
The next morning i woke up with a headache in yoongi's bedroom i didn't remember how i got here i just remember being in the party with lucas .
yoongi got in the room with a smile on his face and told me to wake up and that he made me breakfast so i assumed nothing happened.
but while eating breakfast i remembered what happened and how yoongi saw us kissing i didn't know what to say to him or how to explain so i went to his room and asked if i can get in we sat down and i began " well about last night i hope you Didn't misunderstand . nothing happened between me and lucas " he was calm and said with a smile on his face " it's okay i know , you don't have to explain to me. Well if this is all i have a lot of work to do today "
i stuttered " a ah o okay yeah sure I'm just going to go " i was so embarrassed i think he's upset but i didn't really give mush thought about it .
tonight i got back late i found jimin in the living room so i sat next to him and talked about how our day went he was watching a movie so i cuddled up next to him and we watched it together .
I don't know why but i feel the most comfortable with jimin he knows how to put me in good mood and sheer me up . it just felt soothing just sitting and talking to him and spending time with him . When i fell asleep he put me in bed and was leaving to his room but i didn't want him to leave i was lonely and wanted company so i asked him to stay he agreed and he got in bed with me and hugged me if felt so cozy so i fell asleep in his arms .