Hey.
It's now close to 00 midnight but here I am, just barely starting to write on you.
I know I'm being too sensitive and it's too early for dramas in our relationship but it's really bugging me a lot...
I can't even say sweet things back to Zian.. It's frustrating. I can't answer Anna's messages easily.
I feel like I'm the worst friend and girlfriend ever. Am I being too dramatic? Should I just forget everything and be happy? But how? How, when behind me is Anna crying in the shadows because Zian is with me? That behind me Zian only picked me because Anna knows that I like him?
What if... All these.... The past days....
Were all lies and dreams..?
Do I really just have to forget it all that easily? Things were going so well... Will it be taken away quickly and at the same time?
What should I do? Please... Tell me...
This is the first that I wish I am really confiding with a person..
I'm sorry.
You're still my friend right?