It's confirmed. We are officially..... Dating.
I don't really know where to start but now I can say thay we are really a couple. He asked me out to go somewhere because he needed to buy a hoodie, I said yes. At first I thought he was only fooling around about being my boyfriend because he's very composed and not even flinching. He's like the same old zian I know. but I was wrong.
Earlier when we were ordering foods, a guy almost bumped onto me when he suddenly grabbed me, wrapping his arm around me and holding my shoulder, he pulled me close to him and I ended up standing in front of him. He continued looking on the menu but the guy who was close to us, he's only
beside our line, was playing around with his friends, again almost bumped me when one of them pushed the other. Zian now talked to them and even smiled sweetly saying,
"Excuse me, you might hit my girlfriend and she's currently on her period. If she snaps, don't blame me."
I felt extra embarrassed!! Period?! Really?! He's going to use that excuse?! Until we sat down I was feeling frustrated. When we finally got a table, I pulled his ear like what I usually do. I was so mad! Saying that of all reasons, why that! And he just laughed at me!! I was still going to explode when he dropped me a sentence,
"You finally looked at me and smiled."
I can feel my blood rushing through my face, up to my brain. If only it's possible, my head would be steaming from the hot feeling I was having. I stayed quiet while eating when he again started talking.
He told me that I can just act like how I used to even if we're already dating. We were friends at first and very comfortable with each other but it doesn't mean that we have to change how we treat each other. But he gave me a death glare saying that the only change that's applicable is me being overly close to other men and us keeping a secret from each other.
I giggled and just told him jokingly that he also should not go and smile at other girls when he suddenly blurted this out:
"I only smile at you differently and genuinely though. Plus my smiles for them are fake. I'm only true to you. But I shall follow my lady's request."
— and gave me a very sweet smile. It was like the sweetest smile I've ever seen.
And it felt like cupid just hit me again.
I'll tell you about what happened on his birthday. He's calling me right now and I know he's only going to rant about his failed drawings. I mean, he always do that. Hahahaha.
Your friend,
TSM