Hey. Hello. Hi.
How have you been? Me? I was so anxious the whole day that I ended up writing poems. Hahaha. I actually just finished one. Do you want me to write it down? Ah damn. Now your thoughts are also giving me anxiety but I know you'll never judge me. Hahaha. Anyway, here you go.
The title of this piece is Love Letter.
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Love Letter
How have you been?
Are you always smiling
like how I want you to be?
Are you still in the middle
of the ocean floor and
drowning from your problems?
Do you still talk like your eyes
are shinning and glowing up
because the topic is what you love?
Are you still that selfish person
who strongly wishes for perfection
while you say you're an exception?
I wonder if you still always
bump your head while walking
because on the way you pay no heed?
Do your hands still sway with the wind
whenever you tell a story
like you're a little baby?
How have you been?
Let's go a bit deep.
Tell everything to me-
containing all your feelings.
How have you been?
Has your tears stopped flowing
down your beautiful cheeks?
Do you still lie your way out
of a situation that's beyond
your acting so you just pout?
In each night, are you still
silently trembling
and left the pillow wet while hugging it?
Is emptiness still the normal
route that your heart take
as if your mind is never awake?
Leaving the food untouched
then suffer with nausea
due to the abnormalities of your stomach?
Suddenly going quiet
because your thoughts are getting mad
driving you insane and feeling crowded?
Do you still stuck yourself
inside a room filled with silence
screams that you never shouted?
Now tell me,
with all honesty,
as your eyes fall like rain-
how have you, truly, been?
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The end. I hope you like it. I'll be sharing you some of the poems that I'll be writing whenever I have nothing to say from now on. So then, you won't feel annoyed or what whenever I just come to say hello then leave the next minute. Hahaha.
That's all. Good night and always take care. (I'll take care of you though ahaha)
And lastly, how have you, truly, been?
Your friend,
TSM