It's already around 11 in the evening and I almost forgot to write on you. Haha. Sorry. I was really frustrated while dealing with Zian's PMS slash, period.
I also suddenly remember that I haven't told you the prank I did last week so here, I'll explain it. Even if Zian and I are still not okay.
So here, you remember when I told you that I like Zian? Well, obviously. Just turn some pages and it'll be seen. Haha. Okay so continuing, since I know that Zian likes Anna, and Anna acts like she hates him, in reality, I know Anna also feels the same way. But yes, because of me, Anna is not accepting Zian. I kept telling her to go for it because I won't be that affected but Anna is more afraid of staining our relationship than for her to achieve such bliss. I feel so guilty for that. Made me think that I shouldn't have told her about me having a crush on Zian.
So now, the prank was both made on Anna and Zian. I pranked Anna that I confessed and I can tell on her face that she was shocked. After years of me simply watching, I finally confessed. And that I told her that Zian accepted me. As what I have expected, Anna congratulated me, smiling so wide but her eyes are not shining at all. She even wanted to congratulate Zian but I told her to not do it yet.
As for Zian, I lied to him saying that Anna likes him back. It's not entirely a lie on my side but for Zian and Anna's, because she's very in denial of it, that is seen as a lie. He was so happy that Zian sent her a message via Messenger, a separated application that's connected to Facebook, a social media account where you can meet and talk to a lot of people through the internet.
I pranked Anna when we were together but I pranked Zian through the application, Messenger.
With Zian acting all happy, he quickly messaged Anna and they ended up talking. That's where things got a little out of control. I did lie to them but I really want them to be together without any worries. But Anna, she started saying harsh things like she'll never, ever, never, like Zian, ever. Because of that, Zian was deeply hurt. Got mad at me saying that I played with his feelings although my intention was pure, the method was very rough that I ended up hurting my two most important, unrelated, people.
That's how it is.
Oh right, Holy Week is starting so that's another extra lazy days for me.
Your friend,
TSM