"So what? Did you get what I sent to my assistant?"
I heard Callum ask on the other line.
I stared at the black envelope where I am holding now.
"I am holding it now,Thank you Callum"
Hindi ako mahilig mag thank you lalo na sakanya pero dahil malaking bagay ang ginawa niyang pag kuha ng impormasyon na hawak ko ngayon ay magpapasalamat nalang ako.
"Hey it's not free Magnus Fucker-But good luck bro..I am sure pagkatapos mong mabasa yan ay sigurado akong mababaliw ka, literal."
He said but I don't pay attention to his shits instead pinatay ko na ang tawag and I tired sitted in the swivel chair and started looking at the information inside the black envelope.
Unang una kong nakita ang isang Black folder,Sinimulan kong Buksan iyon at nakita ko agad mukha ni Xena and other information about her.
Zhuo Suyin Lei,
27 years of age
Half Filipina half Chinese.
Name of her dad is Zhuo Wang Lei and her mom is Idalia Valencia
Her address now is at Tsuen Wan New Town.
She was working at Restaurant de Gauthreaux that owned by Gauthreaux Famille and handled by Rhys Jaxon Gauthreaux.
Oh that fucker.
I really know now why Rhys always gone and go to Hongkong.
He really know where is Xena all along.
She must be really special to my brother beacuse Rhys don't have any care on our family business but the Hongkong must be really important to that fucker. I really fucking know.
I read all the information about her, until I found what I am looking for.
She had a two children.
Zhuo Yue Huxley an eighth year old girl ,and Zhuo Haoran Thorn a 5 year old boy.And they both Excel in their studies in an international school in Hongkong.
A 8 year old girl and 5 year old boy.
Z-zhuo....Why she let her children's Surename as like her, If that's Rhys child's.
I turn it to next page until I feel like I lost my own breath.
Nakasulat rito ang nangyari Five years ago.
Exactly when she go back at the Philippines and go to my place.
The day where Monet and I lost our child.
Five Years ago,Her daughter hospitalized in Hongkong Sanatorium & Hospital.
I felt odd when my chest seems tightening.
W-why I felt pain in my chest for fucking sake?!
I continued reading information until I saw the medical information of her daughter.
She got an accident,at age of 3 she got in accident.
And that time she needs a blood transfusion,A negative AB blood type.
F-fuck.We have the same blood,
Pero parehas rin kami ni Rhys,He also had this negative AB in our family. Just me and that fucking Rhys.
I remember that time,
If her daughter is in hospital then why she go in Philippines and go into my place?
Did she want to ask for my help?
But if that's it.
Why would she ask for mine and not that fucker?
Bakit hindi siya kay Rhys lumapit kung siya naman ang tatay nung bata?
But the fucking question.
Is really that fucker was the father of those two kids?.
There's a big possibility that I am may be the father of her children's.
Her oldest daughter is 8 years old.
And 8 years ago when I said to her about my marriage proposal to Monet, then Me and Xena fight and had an argument that time.
And after that she didn't bother me anymore.
Until 5 years later, where her daughter got into an accident and need a blood transfusion.
We had sex that fucking time.We had sex so many times.
FUCK-
Is it possible?
I continued read the Medical Information of Zhuo Yue Huxley.
Until Rhys name popped up.
That fucker donated a blood to the kid.
Shit.Shit.What is this? What the fucking is this?!
I read another Medical Information again and now it's not about Yue Huxley.
It's about her, Zhuo Suyin Lei.
Nanganak siya at the same hospital after just a months.
And she gave birth to a baby boy named Zhuo Haoran Thorn.
At nandoon rin si Rhys nang mga panahong iyon.
That fucker even there when Xena first carry the baby boy.It's a picture of them.
Xena carrying the baby boy and Rhys carrying the little girl.
And damn, they looked so happy.
FUCK-
I don't know what to do nor say.
I am confused as fuck.
I am confused if really Rhys is the father of the kids o-or me.
Fuck!
"Qu'est ce que tout ca? (What is all this?)"
I unknowingly ask to myself.
The Fuck.
I am so Fucked up.
"Māmā, wǒ zuó wǎn xǐng lái shí wèishéme méi kànjiàn nǐ? (Mom, why didn't I see you when I woke up last night?)"
We were having breakfast here at our mini kitchen when Thorn asked it on me in the middle of breakfast.
We were having Soybean Milk and Deep-Fried Dough Sticks,wheat noodles and Dumplings for the breakfast.
Sinunbuan ko siya ng beans na nasa plato ko and he also open his mouth immediately and eat the beans.
"Zuó wǎn wǒ hěn wǎn, yīnwèi wǒ gōngzuò hěn máng. (I was very late last night because I was very busy at work.)"
Sagot ko rito habang ningunguya ang pagkain sa bibig nito.
"Can you please get the milk for me māmā?"
Yue said and I get the glass of milk and handled it to my daughter and she immediately take a sip on it.
"Didn't Uncle Rhys help you māmā?"
Tanong uli ni Thorn kaya sinubuan ko naman siya ng dumplings at kinain Niya Naman ito.
"Uncle Rhys was not there,Nasa France siya kasi binibisita Niya yung Uncle Niya dun"
I answered him with smiled on my lips.
Kumunot ang noo nito at inubus ang nginunguya atsaka nagsalita na Naman
"Rhys shūshu yǒu shūshu ma? (Does Uncle Rhys have any uncles?)"
Nanlaki Naman ang mata nito habang tinatanong iyon kaya napatawa ako at sinubuan siya uli ng dumplings.
"Silly,Of course honey"
And I pinched his cheeks.
At pinainom ko naman ito ng gatas na nasa baso.
He also drink half of it and burp slightly and smiled at me.
"Māmā wǒ yǐjīng chī bǎole wǒ bùxiǎng zài chīle (Mom, I don't want to eat anymore because I'm full)"
At bumaba ito sa pagkakaupo sa akin at tumakbo papunta sa living room at nanood ng Phineas and Ferb.
"Chī wán hòu bùyào pǎobù, fǒuzé wèi huì tòng (Don't run after eating, otherwise your stomach will hurt)"
Pahabol ko pang sabi sakanya dahil sa pagtakbo niya.
Binalingan ko nalang ng pansin ang pagkain at nilalagyan ng beans ang rice bowl ni Yue.
Naalala ko naman ang nangyari kagabi.
Axl was back in my life again.
Pero hindi na tulad ng dati na ako ang pumapasok uli sa buhay niya, kundi siya na ang pilit pumapasok sa buhay ko at sa buhay ng mga anak ko.
Ayaw ko mang aminin, but I am afraid that he might take my children away from me.
Tuso siya.
Alam ko iyon kaya hindi ako papayag na makilala siya ng mga anak ko hanggang sa malaman ko na kung ano talaga ang pakay niya liban sa nalaman niyang anak may anak siya.
There's a big possibilities that he might take the kids away from me because he don't want me to be the mother of any of his child's.
I am sure He regrets and angry because I am the mother of his child's and not Monet.
Alam ko namang si Monet ang mahal niya at hinding hindi magbabago iyon pero hindi rin magbabago ang katotohanang ako ang ina ng una at pangalawa niyang anak.
I am the only mother of my child's.
Hindi si Monet o kung sino mang babae.
"Māmā Wǒ rènwéi wǒmen jiā wàimiàn yǒurén.(Mama I think there are people outside our house.)"
I heard Yue said while still eating.
Narinig ko ang pag doorbell sa labas,
Sino naman ang bibisita sa napakaagang oras na ito?
I am not expecting anyone now. Just the nanny na magbabantay sa mga bata pagka papasok na ako sa trabaho. But mamaya pang hapon ito darating.
Tumayo ako at inayos ang maluwang na Loose Maroon Vneck shirt at denim black short ko,This is always my get up pag nasa bahay lang ako.
Baka si Lady Han ang nasa labas at baka naniningil ng renta at malapit na pala ang bayaran sa apartment.
Naglakad ako papunta sa pintuan pero hindi pa ako nakakalayo ng mapatigil ako at halos manlaki ang mata ko sa taong nakakarga kay Thorn.
Damn.
What the hell-
Hindi ako makagalaw at magawang ihakbang ang paa ko para kunin si Thorn mula rito.
"Māmā! Bàba zài zhèlǐ! (mom! Dad is here!)"
Nakangiting sabi sakin ng anak ko habang nakakarga ito kay Axl at nakapalibot pa ang kamay nito sa leeg ng tatay niya.
Halos manikip ang dibdib ko sa sinabi ni Thorn.
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