"Hmmm...F-fuck Axl f-faster please....uhh shit"
I begged and he did what I asked,He started to thrust hard and fastly as my eyes closed and cherish how his manhood thrusting inside of me.
"Fuck Xena!! You're so tight!!...uhh Damn."
Mas binilisan pa nito ang paglabas masok nito sakin kung kayat halos sagad na sagad na ang pagkalalaki nito sa loob ko.
"Axl- I t-think uhh I am going to c-cum Fuck!"
I really feel floating right now.Oh my God.Only Axl doing this to me.Bigla akong napakapit sa bedsheets ng maramdaman kong lalabasan naako.My butt was slightly raised when I reached the peak of the deliciousness of the flesh that Axl felt throughout my being.I feel weak when I feel the peak of happiness but Axl's manhood still comes out inside me.Patuloy parin ito sa pag indayog sa ibabaw ko.
"Damn I'm cumming Xena!Ohh Shit!"
He thrust more deeply until I could feel the filling of its juice inside me which was so delicious to feel. Just a moment later he pulled out his manhood and lay down next to me.I covered up my naked body and cuddle next to him.I wrapped my arms around his masculine body and pressed my face to his neck.I smiled as I sniffing his natural manly scent.He is so fragrant, and I will never tired of sniffing him every hour.
"Xena,"
I heared him called my name, I thought he already sleep?I looked up at him and smiled sweetly and hugged him tighter.
Biglang nawala ang ngiti sa labi ko nang bahagya niyang inalis ang mga braso ko sa bewang niya at umupo sa kama at tinignan ako.Bigla akong kinabahan sa kinikilos niya kung kaya't hindi ko pinahalata at ngumiti nalamang.
"Break up sex nanaman ba to?"
I said with smile in my lips.Damn mabuti nalang hindi ako nagmukhang bitter,But seriously it's so hurt as hell.Pang ilang break up sex nabato?nah.....Sex lang to hindi break up,wala naman talagang kami.
"Hey,speak up Mr.Gauthreaux,...."
I hid the bitterness on my voice and just sit beside him and make sure to cover up my naked body.
"What should I say?"
He chuckled and looked at me with a smile on his face.
H-his happy?W-why? I am feeling nervous with those smile of his lips.
Is this is the end between me and him?Why I feel triggered knowing that he looks happy?
"What you must say?...Is she back in the country again?So...."
I dont know what to say now.How should I react?
His girlfriend is back now and I feel so fucking hurt everytime nangyayari to.I should be used to it pero masakit parin pala.
Pagkatapos naming mag sex at babalik na ang girlfriend niya it's the end of my happiness.Mawawala nanaman si Axl sa tabi ko kasi babalik na siya sa totoong mahal niya,and me?I am being back to being fucked up again as I was used to be.Maghihintay nanaman ng ilang buwan at mawawala nanaman ang girlfriend niya at mabibigyan nanaman ako ng pansin.
"Yeah, she's back....and I already ask her for a wedding Xena"
A smile formed into his lips.
He's happy while me.I was dying inside.
Fuck!Gusto ko nang umiyak sa harapan niya.
Napalunok ako at bahagyang kinagat ang pang ibabang labi ko upang pigilan ang luha sa mata ko.
Yumuko ako at tinago sa isang pilit na tawa ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.
"W-wow...well that's great... Congratulations then...so this isn't a break up sex? it's a congratulations and farewell sex.....Well.Congrats to you,I-i hope you find you're happiness now Magnus."
And I will find my miserable life from now on.And that's shit and a fucking great.just Wow.
I felt his hand in my head and slightly messed up my mess hair.
Imbis na mainis ako,ay napangiti na lamang ako ng mapakla at bahagyang tumulo ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan.
His hands run through my face and wipe those tears away.I moved my head away at iniwas ang mga mata sakanya.
Why is he like this?
You're so unfair Magnus Axl!Palagi mo nalang akong iniitsapwera sa tuwing darating ang babaeng yun!Bakit ba kasi?!Ano ba ang mayroon sa tang inang babaeng yun na wala ako?!maganda din naman ako tulad niya ah?sexy?matalino.mabait?medjo lang pero halos magkapareha lang naman kami?!Bakit hindi nalang ako?
Ako yung sumasalo sayo pag iniiwan ka nang babaeng yun,tapos kung ganon ganon mo nalang ako ipagwalang bahala pag bumabalik uli siya.
I feel like something that after being used and worthless will just be thrown away and dump like the dirtiest thing in the world.
"Xena,...I really know what you feel towards me,Do you really think that I Believe that you feel for me is just a pure fuck buddy?.....I know you Xena,.....But we deal at the first we decided to do this that no strings attached.I can't love you back, didn't i I say?"
Parang binasag pa uli ang basag na basag ko nang puso.
Reality hits me.This is him.He can't love me back, It's just a pure lust.and fuck for that lust!
I sighed and looked to his gray eyes,
"I know though,....Alam kong hindi mo ko kayang mahalin at wala naman talaga akong balak na humingi ng kapalit."
He slightly nodded his head and smile form into his lips.
As I so.
"Pero dahil alam mo nang mahal kita,.....gagawa ako ng paraan para makuha ka at hindi ka mapupunta sa putang inang babaeng yun"
I say and a creep smile form into my lips
He looks stunned at hindi siya nakapagsalita at tinitigan lang ako sa mata at para bang hindi siya makapaniwala sa sinabi ko.
"Y-you won't do that"
He said firmly to my eyes and seemed he want to strangle me at this point.So I gave him a smile and raised my brow to him.
"Yes I will."
I say as I crashed my lips into his.
He did not answer the kisses I gave him, I held him on both cheeks and pressed my lips even harder on him. I began to touch his hard body and slowly removed the covered blanket on the lower part of his body and I was about to touch his manhood when he pushed me violently so my back hit the edge of the side table.
I winced at the pain I felt in my back.Shit ang sakit.
He looked at me angrily and I was surprised when he suddenly grabbed my arm and violently pinched my chin with his hand.
"You wont like to messed up with me Xena..You wont like what I can do to you if ever you ruined my life with Monet."
Matigas nitong sabi sa mukha ko na halos magdikit na ang labi niya sa ilong ko.
Bigla akong nanghina.Sobra.Ang hina ko talaga.Why would I messed up this cruel man huh?
"Lagi kanalang Monet Axl....Nandito rin naman ako."
Pigil na hikbi kong sabi at yumuko ngunit mas marahas niyang inipit ang baba ko at binigyan ako ng matatalim na tingin.
"Tell me Xena,....How can I love a woman like you huh?.....Ano bang alam mo? You're just eighteen and I'm Fucking older than you.So tell me,how can I love a naive girl?....."
My tears just flow and I can't stop it right away,ang sakit na ng puso ko.Parang dinudurog ng paulit ulit.
"Eh bakit ka nakikipag sex sakin kung tingin mo ay hindi ako sapat para sa iyo?!"
I yelled at his face.He smirk and smiled devilish.
"Cause you're a naive at madali kang makuha alam mo yon?I really want to fuck you hard hanggang magsawa ako sayo and dump you like a bitch."
Hindi ko na nakaya at umigkis ang kamay ko sa pagmumukha niya habang panay ang agos ng luha ko.
"Putang ina mo talaga eh no?"
I will cussed him and burn him into hell.He just nod and stand,start fixing up his clothes while me? miserable and like a shit.
"I know...I am fucked up since the day I fuck you."
Napahagulhol ako at kinuha sa side table na nasa tabi ko ang librong medjo makapal roon at walang pagdadalawang isip na binato ko iyon sakanya kung kaya't tumama ito sa lantad niyang likod.
"Fuck You!"
I shout at him.
Hindi ito gumagalaw mula sa pagkakatalikod mula sa akin kung kaya't kinuha ko rin ang lampshade sa side table at binato iyon sakanya at tumama iyon sa batok niya at nabasag.
Napalabi ako.S-shit.
I think it's too hard.
I covered up my body well with the blanket and wait for his reaction but after a while he just sighed and slowly turned at me.
Napapikit ako at hinintay ang pagsampal o di kaya'y pananakit niya ngunit walang nangyari kung kaya't dahan dahan kong minulat ang mata ko at sinalubong ako ng kulay abo nitong mga mata.
"That's the reason Xena, You're not mature enough."
Thats it.Parang nanglupaypay ang katawan ko at napasandal nalang sa headboard ng kama at minamasdan siyang sinusuot ang pang itaas na saplot nito at hanggang mawala siya sa paningin ko.
Walang humpay ang pag agos ng mga luha sa mata ko hanggang sa umalis siya,hanngang sa napagod na ako sa kaiiyak,hanggang sa nakatulog ako.
This is the end of my delusions.
Yah.I am not mature enough to be loved by him.
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