"Pills. Where are my pills? No, I need my pills?" I start to rampage the things around my nightstand. But where are my pills? "No, I cannot lose my pills. I need them. I cannot live without it." I begin to think to myself. "Did I lose them at school?" I start wondering off about where I could have lost it. No, I must find it before anybody does.

1 week ago:

"Hey, smiley bear. Over here." I see my best friend Lu Yao waving at me inside as I walk into my classroom. He is a tall, handsome guy. Yeah, you heard it right. He is a guy. He is a popular guy in our university. Many people think that we are dating, but I would never date him. He is just a friend to me. Or more like a best friend. I wave back at him and walk towards him. He was sitting kinda at the back, so as I was walking a lot of people greeted me saying "Hey smiley bear. Hey, are you doing fine? Smiley bear, you're finally here, blah blah blah. Yup, my nickname is smiley bear as I am always smiling. When I was in High school, I used to get bullied for it, but after I went to university a lot of people liked me for it. I reached to Lu Yao and told him to squat over so I can sit. After I sat down, he immediately started asking me questions and annoying me. But I was not surprised as it was the usual him. "Hey, are you planning to join any club?" he asked. And all of a sudden I remembered that we had to join a club. I didn't even know any club, so I guess I need to ask someone for help. "Hey, are you even listening?" he asked. I turned towards him and gave him a big smile. "Why are you laughing like that? It is creeping me out?" he said trying to move away, but I quickly grabbed his arm. "Lu Yao, you need to help me. You know that I am quite busy. Can you help me to find a club and join it. Please, I beg you." I started to beg him as much as I can. "Stop it already. I feel like I have ants in my pants. I will do it. Stop already." he said giving me a distressed look. "Thank you so much. You are the best. Don't worry I won't badger you anymore from now onwards." I say hugging him tightly. "You said you would stop badgering me, but you are suffocating me. Do you want me to see heaven so soon?" he said trying to push me away. I chuckled at him and left him. Right then the professor walked in." We all sat in our seats. I tried to control my smiling for the whole class.

After class, I was packing my stuff. "Hey, Bo hao." Someone called my name from behind. I turned to see who it was. It was Xin Linyi, my bestest friend ever. She and I had been best friends since primary school. Whenever I got bullied, she would be the one to stand up for me. She was the only one that would support me. She said that she liked me because of my smile. That I could make anyone happy. Even a depressed person. I know that sounds crazy, but I also know that she said that because she didn't want me to get sad. But I also feel guilty. Guilty cause I have hidden a very big secret from her.

"Linyi, you don't know anything about this girl. She is such a honeyed tongue person. Whenever she asks someone to do something, nobody can reject her." Lu Yao said pointing towards me. "That's why I say she is precious." Linyi wrapped her arms around me taking my side. "I will just bat an eye towards the affection you both are saying." Lu Yao said acting as if we are not there. I just smiled at these both arguing with each other. It was lunch break, so we were sitting on the grass near the basketball court. Suddenly a basketball came charging towards us and it hit straight to my forehead. Fortunately, it didn't hit too hard. I got up and took the basketball from the ground. Linyi and Lu Yao were supporting me to stand up. They asked me if I was fine and I just smiled at them and told them I was fine. A guy came running to us. According to his uniform, he must be a basketball player. "Sorry about that. Are you fine?" he asked me. "It's okay. Accidents are normal in life. Just be careful next time." I smiled as I gave him the ball. "You're such a positive and beautiful lady. Can I have your name?" he asked. "Bo Hao," I said giving him my hand. "Cheng Xian" He shook my hand. "Can I add your WeChat?" he asked. "Sure, no problem," I said taking my phone out. He scanned my QR code and we were friends in WeChat. He then greeted me once again and went away. After we went away, I looked at Linyi and Lu Yao to find them both surprised. "What happened to you guys?" I asked them. "Lu Yao, am I dreaming?" Linyi asked. "It doesn't look like a dream to me." Lu Yao replied. "What are you guys talking about?" I asked the. Of course, keeping my smiley face on. "A'hao, Do you know the person who you just talked to?" Linyi asked me. "Yes. Isn't his name Cheng Xian? He is the one that hit me with the ball." I replied to her. "He is the god of this university. The most popular guy. Every girl's fantasy. It is said that you can't talk with him easily. It is lucky enough just to see him. And you two just shaken hands and add each other WeChat." When she said that I became surprised and turned to see him. I saw him returning to the basketball court. I could not believe I just met The god Cheng Xian.