I didn't know what to do. Linyi was just outside. How am I supposed to face her? The person that I loved. The person from who I kept such a big secret. The person that I could not bear to lose. She was just outside. A tear escaped from my eye. I could not help but burst into tears. I-I-I don't even know what I am supposed to do. I took a deep breath and wiped all the tears away. I bravely opened the door to see Linyi right there. Standing. In surprise. She did not show any expression afterward. "You dropped your thing," she said handing over something. It was my pills. "Linyi. Linyi. Please listen to me...I will tell you about everything. Please don't be mad at me." I held her hands and tried to explain, but she pulled her hand away. "Sorry. Do I know you?" she said. Those words hit right at my heart. I could not believe what she had just said. "I am here just to return your thing. You must have mistaken me for someone else." I-I-I didn't have anything else to say. As she was about to go, I thought it was the last chance for me to say this to her. "I like you" I confessed. She stopped right there. "The reason why I didn't tell you this secret was because I like you. And I could not bear to part ways with you." I said. Tears were rolling down my eyes. I looked towards Linyi. She just stood there. I wanted her to forgive me, but I knew Linyi very well. She would not forgive me for a whole life. I would have to feel guilty for my whole life. She walked away as I had expected. Guilt was eating me up. I didn't know how I would leave my whole life. I had to make my mind up. I just could not hide for a whole life. I opened the book. The rest of the pages were blank. I guess it meant I would have to write my future myself. Only I could change my destiny. I decided that I would go to university tomorrow. Suddenly I felt my right hand hurt. I saw towards it and saw that my right palm had color. Then, suddenly, I saw that a picture appearing in the book. It was a picture of me gaining my right palm's color. It meant that I could gain my colors back. I could be a normal person too. I made up my mind. I would bring myself to normal even if I had to go through seven seas. Even if I had to fight with demons. I would do it. And no my journey begins.
My first task was to show everyone my true form. So, I am going to university today. I would be brave. I won't care about anything else. I looked at my right palm and gained a gleam of hope. I headed out of my house. As I walked out my door, everyone was staring at me. But I didn't care. I am going to start my own life. I walked towards the bus stop. In about 2 or 3 minutes a bus came. I climbed inside the bus and swiped my bus card. And suddenly I noticed all the passengers were staring at me. I just went through and sat at the seat at the back. I could not smile, but I did feel happy. I was slowly gaining my emotions back. Soon enough the bus stopped. We reached a bus stop near the university. I got off and walked towards the university. I could see the gate from here. When I reached there, everyone looked at me with disbelief in their eyes. Of course, how could they not be surprised. A jolly, cheerful girl with a sunshine smile suddenly becomes a depressed-looking gurmy girl. I saw Linyi in the crowd that was around me. But I knew she was still angry with me so I just walked past the crowd. As I was heading for my class I felt something burn on my left hand. I looked at it and... MY LEFT HAND HAD GAINED IT'S COLOR. I wanted to scream out of joy, but everyone would think of me as a pshycopath so I held my scream. When I entered the class I saw Lu Yao. I walked towards him and when he saw me. His reaction was priceless. He stood up. "Bo Hao. Why did you come to a school like this. Now everybody knows about your secret." he said to me. I held my two arms up for him to see my palms. "I am on a mission to bring myself back to normal," I said to him. He smiled and hugged me all of a sudden. I was caught off guard. "I will help you in this mission," he said. I knew he would. He was the greatest friend one could ever get. I guess he already knows about me and Linyi after seeing me like this. He understands both of us very well. He knows that I liked Linyi, so I guess he knew about how I felt. I thought that if I could get back to normal. I would confess to Linyi again and I hope that she would forgive me. Even if she does not I would pester her all my life until she finally forgives me. I don't mean if she rejects me. If she rejects me then there is nothing I can do about it. Anyhow, it's her own decision. But I hope she at least forgives me. "Bo Hao. Bo Hao. BO HAO" Lu Yao screamed and brought me back to reality. I sat down and the professor walked in. Along with the professor a girl walked in. I had never seen her before. So, I guess she must be someone new to our university. " Today. A new student will be joining us. Everybody let's treat her with hospitality." The professor said. I knew she was a new student cause I Am Smart. Hehehehe. "Hello everyone. I am Min Gidae. I am from Korea. From today onward I am going to join you guys. I hope we all could be friends." She introduced herself. Min Gidae. Sounds nice. The teacher told her to get seated anywhere she liked. She scrutinized all the classroom and suddenly her eyes met mine. She started to walk toward me and I was dumbfounded. "Excuse me, Can I seat here?" She asked.