"Please stop, don't torture me like this anymore." Allam said in a trembling voice.
"What's wrong with you, Lam? I just want to see your wound, I don't want it to get worse." said Fazrani in a low voice.
"I don't want you to pity me Zra." Said Allam, lowering his face.
"It's been Lam, don't be prejudiced against the good of others." said Fazrani, removing Allam's hand slowly and slowly opening the bandage.
"Your wound is deep and wet Lam, I'm afraid there's an infection ... your wound is turning blue. You have no fever?" asked Fazrani, raising her face to look at Allam.
"I don't have a fever." Allam replied, not wanting to make Fazrani even more concerned and sorry for him.
"I do not believe." said Fazrani as she touched Allam's forehead. And it was true that Allam was hiding his fever from her.
"Allam you have a fever, later I will tell the doctor and village leader to take you to the city hospital. Your wound is so bad Lam? infection if allowed to continue can endanger your life." said Fazrani at length.
"That will never happen Zra, in seven days I have to stay in this holy house either later recovered or in a dead state." Allam said, turning his gaze that started to fog up.
Allam really hopes that he can survive and have the opportunity to be happy and get Fazrani's love.
"Allam, don't say it like that ... it's not good." said Fazrani with her heart suddenly felt a deep sadness.
"I'm speaking the truth." Allam said, unable to mince words or sweet words.
"Okay Lam, we don't discuss this anymore, now you have to sleep ... tomorrow morning I'll ask the doctor's prescription for a good medicine let me go to town to buy it." said Fazrani with her heart increasingly complicated, why is Allam's condition like this making her heart feel afraid of losing.
"I can't sleep lying down ... the wound on my back is still not dry." Allam said increasingly tormented by Fazrani's attention.
"You love me or just pity me Zra? can you love me just a little I am afraid I can't survive Zra." whispered in Allam's heart.
"I will pray at dawn first, after that you can sleep resting by leaning on my shoulder." said Fazrani wanting to shed her sadness in prayer.
After completing the dawn prayers and spending some time reading the Qur'an and praying, Fazrani immediately returned to seeing the state of Allam.
Allam is still not asleep, his face is getting paler and bruises on his face, the more blue he looks.
"You're still not sleeping Lam?" asked Fazrani with a calmer heart after she finished praying and prayed for Allam's recovery.
"Not yet sleepy." Allam replied lying, even though it was very clear that his eyes looked wistful and there was a feeling of fatigue on his face.
"We're sleeping now?" said Fazrani going up to the bamboo hall sitting beside Allam.
"Lean back Lam." whispered Fazrani while pulling Allam's shoulder lightly so that his head rests on her shoulder.
Allam hesitated, resting his head on Fazrani's shoulder. Very comfortable and soothing to his heart.
Slowly Fazrani dared to hug Allam's shoulder. Allam's body moved briefly feeling something in his heart. Fazrani's hug made him darken his eyes and heart even more.
Fazrani was grateful to see Allam sleeping peacefully and did not refuse her hug.
With such a calm heart, Fazrani leaned her head on Allam's head which was resting on her shoulder.
It didn't feel like Fazrani and Allam fell asleep sitting hugging each other as if there was no obstacle or there was a sense of hatred and disappointment between the two of them apart from loving and caring for each other.
Time moved quickly, sunlight already filled the hall of the holy house.
But both of them are still asleep in beautiful sleep dreams.
Until a pair of eyes and a smile from Laila, Fazrani and Allam have not realized it.
"Fazrani, Allam." called Laila who was standing in front of Fazrani and Allam while carrying a food container.
Fazrani opened her eyes slowly, while Allam was still sleeping in her sweet dream.
"Mother, sorry .. we both got to sleep only after dawn. Allam had a fever last night and he still hasn't gone down. I'm afraid there is a deep infection in the wound on his chest." Fazrani explained in a low voice afraid that Allam would wake up.
Hearing Fazrani's explanation, immediately Laila felt Allam's forehead and saw the wound on Allam's open chest.
"The fever was very high, and the wound was turning blue like that? what is an infection?" Laila asked anxiously seeing Allam's condition.
"Yes ma'am, it is an infection when it turns blue." replied Fazrani who also felt anxious.
"Then what should we do, Fazrani? Allam must not leave this holy house before the end of his sentence." said Laila in a soft cry.
"Later, after the doctor comes, I ask for the best prescription medicine, Mom, I'll buy it in the city." answered Fazrani with certainty.
"Okay Fazrani, I just do what you say. as long as Allam recovered." said Laila as she looked at Allam's face, which was getting paler.
"We try and pray ma'am, let Allam be okay." said Fazrani holding Laila's hand.
"Oh yes Fazrani, here I am bringing porridge and rice for you and Allam. I'll eat it later, you can't take it long. Allam's father is also not feeling well because he thinks about Allam's condition. Even though my husband is very strict, he really loves Allam...There is no parent in this world who does not love their child, blood and flesh."said Laila, wiping her tears.
"Yes ma'am, I understand .. I hope you get well soon." said Fazrani with a heart that grew saddened by the situation of Allam and Affandi.
"I go home first Fazrani, take good care of Allam." said Laila who couldn't say anything else.
"Of course I will take care of it Mom." Fazrani replied, kissing the back of Laila's hand.
After Laila came home, Fazrani didn't move at all even though her shoulders felt sore. Fazrani continued to hug Allam with great affection.
"Allam." called Fazrani in a low voice while gently rubbing Allam's face.
Indeed, Allam's face is actually very handsome, has clean and smooth skin, his nose is sharp and there is a small mole on the tip of his nose.
"You are looking at me Zra?" asked Allam who suddenly woke up and saw Fazrani who was staring at him.
"Hem ... studied your face Lam." answered Fazrani honestly.
"Isn't my face really disturbing your eyes Zara, it's not like Hafiz's face that can calm your heart." Allam said with a feeling of jealousy he felt.
"Hem ... very annoying .. so I didn't realize that you were awake, is it because I was too focused on looking at you? or fall asleep? or be blown away?" Fazrani replied, staring at Allam's eyes without blinking.
Allam's face turned red at Fazrani's praise.
"It's not good to praise someone with Zra's lies." Allam said, enduring the pain in his chest that was getting worse.
"Praise my husband to be precise Lam, not other people .. and I praise my own husband without any lies." Fazrani replied with a soft gaze.