I'm nervous as hell as I step on to the Sparks threshold. Somehow, without me knocking, Theo opens the door with a mile wide grin. I hardly step in only to find myself in his arms again....well he's hot, I mean temperature wise. It wasn't fever, just this odd/awesome warmth pouring outward, I snuggled into him, realizing that he was taller than me, I loved it that way... After an epoch had fizzed by he let me go and pulled me into the living room and onto the sofa. His head in my lap he looked at me. I felt weird because he was staring at me so deeply, like he was in love or something. 'Hey you' he said
'Hey you back' I said.
'I've been thinking about you all day long...' he said
'Ditto' I said and his blue eyes lit up immediately. My hands couldn't help themselves, entangling into his brown hair, rough and smooth and just him actually....caressing him, I felt the last bit of my nervous headspace shatter.
'You are amazing, you know that? I've never made the first move but watching you listen to the music like that, made me want to fuck the brains out of you there and then. You cute ya'know'
I blushed horribly as a smile erupted from inside me 'You are not so bad yourself, I've never felt so hopelessly in lust around someone before, but you...you.... you meet me one day and the next, you're dry humping into the bed. And this is a boy who won't talk to people' I said.
'Oh come on stop pissing, you must have many white boys dying around you, why with these brown eyes, and your hair so dark so...soo.... umm....ohh fuck it... your skin. YES! your skin.... praise almighty it's colour has me bonkers. You're just beautiful ya'know'
I blushed as he continued 'Your eyes they shine when you look at me, and your lips, I could kiss them all day ya'know'
'I'm pretty sure that's a Bruno Mars song, ain't it ?' I laughed
'I may have taken inspiration from a fellow human' he said
'Oh stop playing about. You don't mean any of that, no one does. I'm just a easy nobody lay' I half joked. He didn't like that, serious faced, he said 'Don't say that again, ever. You are wrong, I'm not playing. I really like you coz you're unique whereas I'm just a mass produced commoner you could pick anywhere. Here there are many white blue eyed boys to choose from and if you put your mind to it...you could get any of them'
'Thoroughly wrong. You mustn't believe that' I was the serious one now 'not even for a minute.'
'Why should I not?'
'Because you're my first kiss in 5 years' ohhhhhh.....a big chorus inside me went "NO YOU DIDN'T" he was gonna think that I was some unkissable 18 year old virginal weirdo.....ohh the crappiest of craps....why?
He sat right up, with surprised eyes, all cartoony and penny like 'Really, why? How?'
'Well I never got round to making many friends, was shy, only went to high school for the sake of it and am closeted. So.... Back when I was 13 I fell in love with a boy visiting Briarsville for summer. He was my first.' Stop talking I told myself 'I met guys but they never wanted to kiss.... They just... Don't worry I'm a virgin.... So you are the second guy to like... oh my god.... ' just kill me....how pathetic did that sound....
He didn't say anything just kissed me. Soft yet insistent. All nibbling on my lips slowly till I began liquidizing inside.... when we parted he said 'I'm honoured. I intend to be all of your kisses..... So who was your first?'
'I like don't wanna talk about it. So what about you huh?'
'Being honest.... hmmm.... ok here we go.... Firstly, I'm not a virgin. I never got fucked but I have screwed 6 guys altogether..... dated 3 because....' he stopped.
'Because.... ok...' he breathed 'I fell in love with this boy when I was a kid. The guys I dated all looked like him.'
'Do I look like him too?' I asked
'I don't wanna talk about it. What I know is I like you for you. Can that be enough ?'
'More than....' I pulled him for a kiss.... Deep and soft....
'Thanks for sharing.... I gather you're an introvert...' he said.
'That's all good but can I tell you something?' he nodded seriously 'I'm really hungry' I said and he laughed at me.
In the kitchen I found an array of food laid out diligently over the dining table.... A pie I saw, salad and chicken and whatnot. 'There's Milkshake after this'
'Who made all this?'
'I did, my stupid sugarplum'
'No way, it looks so good' I said
'Well as it happens to be.... I love cooking. Dreamed once of being a chef too. Believe me, eat it and we'll talk then' he said. And we did....it was bloody awesome....like melt your heart, fill your tummy, make you smile level of cooking... I loved it.... We talk and stuff ourselves as the evening turns to midnight
'Well you're good.... damn good I mean.... it was delicious' I said as we did the dishes, he smiled. He splashed water at me, I retaliated. A water fight ensued and the next thing we know.... He's picked me up, my legs wrapped around his waist...kissing.... He walks us out of the kitchen and into the living room...
He drops me onto the sofa. He holds my legs and pushes them towards my head. My legs hurt a bit as he rubs himself against my ass.... His dick is rock hard... I try to push him off but he's not himself, his face is full of beastly lust like he's not in control of himself.... He starts thrusting harder through his shorts.... 'No...' I say and he stops. He gets off me.
'I'm so sorry.... I just... I can't control myself around you...' he said hiding his face in his hands...
The mood was dead... The heat had subsided....
'Its ok' I pull his face close to mine 'I just am not ready for sex yet.... but when I will be....'
He interrupted me mid-sentence 'I've to make it up to you'
'No... there's really no need to.' I said
'There is.... come on...grab a jacket. We are driving to the Ice hills.'
'In the middle of night ?!?!? Why ?!?!?' I ask
'I'm gonna suck you off in the woods' he says with a devil grin.
'WHAT?!?!?
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