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Chapter 7 - Forest Day Dream

"I didn't think the doughnuts here would taste so good!" Alycia squealed, grabbing another pastry and taking huge bites out of it. "WOW! You've GOT to try the strawberry--Why are you laughing?"

"You've got so much frosting on your face, Alycia!" I laughed, pointing at my own with an added smile. I took a breath and stopped my laughter. "Besides, I don't like strawberries on a doughnut. It ruins the flavor for me."

"Your loss, it's really good," She said, eating another bite. "What's your favorite again?"

"A thick vanilla long john with vanilla creme in the center! DUH! You should know this," I said, crossing my arms.

"I have a thick long john with vanilla creme, if you care to take a bite," A recognizable voice said behind me. I opened my eyes and turned and blushed immediately. It was Kai.

"Dammit, Kai," I muttered as he sat down beside me. He started laughing and placed his hot cup of choco next to me. Kai wrapped his arm around me and kissed my cheek with a smile on his face.

"You like thicc 'long Johns' with a 'vanilla creme.' It's not my fault that it's awfully similar to a--,"

"SHUT UP!" I yelled, covering his mouth with my hand. I blushed profusely and furrowed my eyebrows. "Don't say that out loud, jerk!!"

"Okay okay, calm yourself down before your tits explode. I want to at least play with them before that happens," Kai said, removing my hand and placing it on the bench. He smiled and took a sip of hot choco, then turned back to me. "So, what are you girls talking about? Other than, you know. Male parts?"

"My dignity leaving on vacation," I mumbled, blushing and resting my head on my closed fist. I glanced at Alycia, who was eating a doughnut while trying to not look awkward. I couldn't blame her, Kai made everything feel funny when he started something off with sexual content.

"Oh, dear. That left a loooong time ago," Alycia said, rolling her eyes at me and finishing her food.

Kai grinned and looked at me, "She has a point, tits."

"Stop calling me that, jerk," I said, glaring at Kai and sticking my tongue out at him. In a flash, Kai had my tongue pinched between his fingers and was two centimeters away from me.

"There are so many things that I could do with this," He said, pinching down a tad harder. Kai smiled and leaned over to me. "Like this..."

Kai ate my tongue like it was his favorite food until our lips pressed against each other. He slid his tongue down my throat quickly, but softly, making sure I didn't object. Blushing, I sat and waited for Kai to finish his little joke, though it was getting hard to not enjoy.

"This is gross to watch," Alycia said, telling me goodbye and leaving me alone to deal with the current situation. I gave a mental groan while Kai moved his hands up to my waist. His mouth continued to smash against mine, warm and wet. While his arms hugged my back and his hands held my neck, mine were lightly placed on his chest.

I shrugged and closed my eyes, Something to take my mind off of shit at least.

I pushed against Kai's chest and, thankfully, he stopped.

"I can't breath," I said, blushing. Kai blushed and chuckled.

"Sorry, I just get so turned on when I kiss you," Kai said, scratching the back of his neck. He looked me over and smiled. "I sometimes wish I could see you strip. Completely. On my bed. In my dorm. Wanting me."

"You're weird," I gag, shivering. That would never happen. Nope. Never. Not gonna happen.

Then again, that dream has been popping up more often... "Plus, it's wrong to know that you think about me getting naked when you're by yourself."

"Huh? I thought girls liked it when a guy thinks about them all the time," Kai said, puzzled.

"Not me. For me, it's kinda odd to hear you think about me. Naked," I said, shrugging. I started to pull away from him, thinking about the swim meet. Kai pulled me into a hug, then let me go with a smile.

"Bye, see you at the swim meet later," He said, kissing my cheek and leaving, heading into the forest. I lifted my fingers to the place where Kai had just kissed me, the skin was still warm against the cold, fall air.

"Why does he do this to me?" I mumbled as I made my way over to the meeting hall. There's the usual announcements, safety restrictions and habits. The norm.

I headed to the lake afterwards and watched the sunlight sparkle off of the water ripples, calming my mind and body. Which, now that I think about it, sounds like a meditation thing. Anyways, I watched the sunlight brighten the grass, trees, and even the shadows. I decided that I was going to draw in such a perfect setting.

But, as I began looking for the inspiration, I got artist block. I sighed and thought for about an hour on what to draw to get me in the mood, but nothing came to mind.

Well this sucks!!

I stood up and told myself that I would try tomorrow, "Yep, that's a good plan, DarkAngel."

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Our lips fit perfectly together. I felt Kai smile, and press his lips against mine, begging me to do the same. I was holding his neck and he was holding my waist, making out with no cares.

I pulled away from Kai and looked into his eyes, "The moonlight is making your face look a little less terrible than normal," I teased.

"Oh, yeah?" Kai asked, leaning in for a kiss. He pulled my legs to rest on either side of him. I was sitting on his lap, the blades of soft grass ticking my shins. Kai looked from my eyes to my lips and back again. "Well, the moonlight is making your body look amazing right now."

"Shut up, Kai," I said, smacking his arm, blushing. "I know that's not true!"

"Really?" Kai asked. And then he pushed me down on the ground, my body splayed on the forest floor, open to him. I looked up at him, confused.

Did I take this too far?

"Kai? You okay?" I asked. A silence followed as the both of us stared into each others' eyes. Kais' cheeks became red. He leaned in, his hair brushing my forehead, softly."Kai?"

"Shut up and kiss me," Kai ordered, smiling. He leaned in and our lips brushed against each other perfectly. We clashed together, wanting more than just one kiss. I could feel the pressure building on my mouth as Kai tilted his head to the left, fitting our lips like a puzzle.

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"Are you ready NOW?" Alycia asked from outside our cabin wearing her fluffy pink robe, covering her back and yellow bikini underneath. Ha, funny if you know what I'm talking about.

"No!!!" I said, tying my violet bikini top up and grabbing my towel. Opening the door and smiling, I said, "Okay, now I'm ready. Let's go."

"Finally, why did you take so long?" She asked, walking besides me in her robe. I laughed and said that my robe wasn't cooperating with me, but it was my bikini.

I didn't know which one to wear, knowing deep down that I was wanting to look my best for Kai. I shook my head and looked around, noticing that the other students were getting ready for the swim meet too. Then, I spotted the pool and rushed over.

"I want to get this thing over with," Alycia muttered, pulling off her robe and placing it on a bench. Some guys nearby cooed at her and she sighed, rolling her eyes. "Guys are so immature."

"I know, but you gotta love 'em!" I said, tossing my robe down onto the bench besides Alycia's. I shook my shining hair out and took a breath in. "This might be fun, you've just gotta think positive! You're always saying things like that to me!"

"But, this is a swim meet. It's basically a chance for the guys to check us out till lunch," Alycia pointed over at a group of guys watching some girls in their swimsuits with major interest. "See? This is all a lame excuse for them."

"Well, it's the same for us," I said, sitting down on my towel and applying sunscreen. "Girls are doing the same thing, not just boys. But, we're more mature about it and not drooling all over the ground."

Alycia rolled her eyes and sat down next to me on her towel, "Hand me that."

I handed her the sunscreen and continued to rub the lotion all over myself. I spotted Kai and waved him over, smiling and happy, "Over here!"

"Hey, what's up, ladies?" Kai asked, wearing his navy blue trunks and a black T-shirt. He sat down next to me and smiled, holding a white towel and some sunglasses. "How're you doing?"

"I'm doing good. Alycia, not so good," I said, looking at Alycia. She was staring at her feet and sighed. "She really doesn't want to be here."

"Well, shit. That sucks," Kai said, looking at Alycia sadly. He smiled again and placed a hand on my thigh, making me blush f.y.i. "I hope she feels better, swimming is fun after all."

"It is," Alycia mumbled, looking over at us. She smiled slightly, "I guess I'll try to have fun, but only if you guys enjoy today too."

"Promise!" I squealed, hugging Alycia. All three of us laughed and laughed as we waited for everyone to get settled at the pool. Alycia soon said she needed to go to the bathroom and left Kai and I alone to talk.

"How've you been, baby?" Kai asked, sliding his hand to an intimate area. He leaned over and whispered in my ear. "Did you miss me?"

"So?" I asked, blushing. Kai arched an eyebrow and kissed my neck, "You did miss me, then?"

"Yeah, and? You got a problem with that?" I asked, turning to look at him. Kai kissed my neck again and sighed, dreamily, "No, it's just nice to know that you like me, is all."

"I DIDN'T SAY THAT!" I whisper-shouted, turning into a tomato. I bit my lip and gave up, arguing with Kai would only sour my mood. And today, I didn't want to be a bad sport. I was going to go swimming on the nice summer-like day.

KAI (POV)

Damn, she's like a drug to me, I thought, watching her fix her hair in a fluffy golden bun. I sighed and then immediately felt embarrassed. God, I'm going to lose my cool again and do something stupid. Like I always do when it comes to---

"Hey, Kai? Are you okay?" DarkAngel asked, waving her perfect hand in front of my face. I blinked a few times then shook my head.

"What?" I asked, looking around and seeing the same pool and kids hanging out. I sighed and shook my head. "Nevermind."

"Okay, you looked spaced out for a second," DarkAngel said, laying down and staring at the clear blue sky.

I stared down at her body, her boobs were thicc and lush like her small lips. I wanted to kiss her for forever and not stop, knowing I wouldn't be able to. "Kai, you're doing it again."

"Huh-? Oh! Sorry," I stuttered, blushing and looking at some trees, trying to forget about the fantasy I was just thinking of. The one where I hold DarkAngel down and make memories while our bodies crashed into each other.

Wow, what has happened to me?

"Nice day, huh?" I asked, looking at the sky and thinking about how stupid I must look.

"Okay, what's the matter?"

"Pardon??" I asked, looking down at DarkAngel again. She gave me a questioning look and sighed, shaking her head and sitting up.

"Something's wrong with you today, Kai. Usually, you would make a sexual joke and then the day would go on, but you're acting different."

She leaned over and stared into my eyes, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing," I mumbled, trying not to kiss her and her soft lips. "Really, Angel."

"Hmm," DarkAngel looked me over again then sat back and shrugged. "Okay, if you say so, fart brain."

"Best come back I've ever heard," I said, laughing. She glared at me and slapped my arm. I winced at the pain then smirked. "Oh, you know I like it rough!"

"Shut up, jerk-off!" She's said, folding her arms.

"Only when I think about you," I said, leaning over and smiling smugly. Though it was true. I did sometimes jerk off when I thought about her.

DarkAngel glared at me again, "That's kinda gross, Kai."

"When you think about it, yes it is," I said. I leaned over and touch noses with her and smiled. "But it's only because I want to be with you."

"Oh, great. Now I'm not the one getting sweet and innocent!" DarkAngel laughed, holding her sides.

"Shit, it's doomsday for my moral," I joked. She laughed harder and she regained control.

"Be quiet, dork," DarkAngel said, kissing me suddenly. I closed my eyes, trying to not enjoy it so much.

"Mmm," I mumbled, letting my inner perv take over. I gently held her head in place, kissing her softly and tilting my head slightly.

We pulled away from each other and gazed into each others' eyes. DarkAngel looked at my lips and sighed. I smirked and leaned in for another.

"Stop," She said, pushing away from me. "Stop doing this."

"Why? Did I do something wrong?" I asked, furrowing my eyebrows. DarkAngel avoided eye contact and looked at the ground. "It's about my eye from two days ago, isn't it?"

She bit her lip and closed her eyes.

"Why are you so fixated about my life at home?! " I asked, letting her go and shaking my head. "I'm fine. Nothing bad has happened to me yet."

"Yet?" She asked, startled.

Oops...

DARKANGEL (POV)

He hasn't been hurt, YET?!

"Yet?" I asked, looking at him startled. I looked him over and furrowed my eyebrows. What did he mean by 'yet?' Does that mean he's in trouble? Or that he isn't feeling safe at home? OR BOTH?

"Angel, you don't need to worry!" Kai said, waving his hands to shove off the awkward moment. "Really! You don't need to get scared! It's just my step-dad is an asshole and gets violent sometimes, IT'S ALL GOOD HERE!!!"

"VIOLENT?!" I yelled, my eyes widening. This is bad, very bad. Kai was living in a bad environment and I had been ignoring it for years...

Years...

It's been that long since I've ever visited his house. The last time I was there was when I was moving in, I had ran into Kai while I was playing at the local park for children.

His messy hair.

Ripped, dirty red hoodie and torn camo shorts.

And the worst gash on his face I've ever seen....