-Killua's pov-
I pushed his hands away from his face as I still had a smirk while I looked at him "awe come on dont try hiding that cute face of yours~ it's really adorable you know~", "stop saying that killua its very embarrassing", "oh is it really~" I started to lean in closer until he stops me "wait killua..","hm","its getting late and I need to get back now.." I sigh and move off him "fine then...I'll see you tomorrow then cutie~"I walk off and waved goodbye to him while I smiled a bit. I then start to head home as I thought about gon and honestly while I was thinking about him while I walked home I thought of...pretty nasty shit about me and him, I blushed red at my own thoughts "god killua you need to stop it with these fantasies" I slap my cheeks as I continued to walk.
-10 minutes later-
I arrived home 10 minutes later, as I entered through the front door I was welcomed by none other than the beautiful alluka "BIG BROTHER!" She jumps at me as I go in and catch her "it's nice to see you too alluka" *I pat her head as I put her down "big brother you broke your promise..","what do you mean I broke my promise?","have you already forgotten"she frowns as she looked me dead in the eye "you said that you would take me to the icecream shop today when you got out of school.."it took me a while to remember what she ment by that until it hit me
"Oh shit I totally forgot about that, I'm so sorry alluka.." I tried my best to apologize to her "if your really sorry then....tell me why you were so late" i blushed red as all the memories came flooding back into my mind, i just couldn't tell her that I maked out with a boy behind the school. "Oh...well you see..the reason why I was late is because...is because" shit how the hell am I gonna get out of this mess?! It took me a while until I thought of a lie "because I had to go touring after school!" Ya this should totally fool her "big brother...you know you suck at lieing right","whatever do you mean by that" fuck how the hell did she know "well for starters I know my big brother doesn't go to tutoring and second of all I know he could care less about school and only cares about his selfish needs" my jaw dropped as I then faced palm myself as I sigh "I guess you caught me lying" I laughed nervously as I rubbed the back of my neck "look alluka I would tell you why I was late but....this here is kinda a personal thing that I would rather not say here.." she looked at me and by looking at her face I guess she understood cause all she did was nod "it's okay if you dont want to say it here but I do want to know why" should i really tell her...fuck it I might as well tell her, I grabbed her wrist and brought her to my room and locked the door "okay I'll tell you but you cant say a word to anyone alright alluka","of corse big brother, my lips are sealed"
She my a gesture of zipping her lips and smiled, I sigh as I took a deep breath.'okay here goes nothing,"well the true reason why I came late was..because...of a boy" my cheeks start to heat up "a boy?","ya a boy" it took her awhile until it hit her "you stayed late because of a boy....but that doesnt make sense unless...wait a damm minute did you?" She stared me in the eyes before my face turned a bright red "OMG YOU DID NOT!","SHHHH alluka are you trying to get me caught!" I whispered shouted at alluka "oh sorry" alluka said as she covered her mouth fast, I sigh "it's fine..just try to keep quiet","okay.....sooooo tell me who this boy is~" she started to to be all noisy and it was in a wired way, my cheeks turned into a tink of pink "umm well his name is gon, he's a really sweet guy and his eyes...a honey golden hazel color.....he's just so beautiful.."
The tone of my voice started to change into a soft melo tone as I went deeper into the details, allukas mouth dropped as she then asked him something else "oh really~, is he very important to you","yes..yes he is really important to me" alluka started to look at me with the most weirdest smile "so are you telling me that he's very important to you.....okay..so does that mean you love him very much" I blushed red at her words as I thought about it really hard "ya...I really do love him..and I'll do anything to keep him with me for as long as I can" (well we all know that ain't gonna last very long) alluka smiles as she gives her brother a hug "well I'm happy that you found someone big brother and hope he will make you happy as well" alluka said this all cheerfully and I smiled while letting go of her "thanks alot alluka","dont mention big brother" I pat her head and then sigh "okay alluka I need you to go now I have to go shower","alright big brother" she happily smiles as she heads towards the door "bye bye now big brother" alluka giggles as she unlocks the door and leaves.
Right after she leaves I stretched my arms out as I head to the bathroom and start to undress myself and enter the shower as the warm water hits my skin, my mind starts to wonder around as I start to think about gon. My heart starts to race fast as my cheeks go red "Fuck....I'm really going crazy for him" I chuckle a bit while turning off the water and grabbing a nearby towel as I wrapped it around my waist. While I headed out of the bathroom, I dry myself, grabbing a new fresh pair of clothes. I finished putting on my clothes as I then laid on my bed and sigh ".....i wonder what's he doing right now?" Not soon later I get a text, grabbing my phone I looked to see it was gon who had texted me, my heart starts to race as i nervously opened the text.
Gon: "hey killua.." 6:07
Killua: "ya what's up gon?" 6:10
Gon: "I need to tell you something.."6:11
Killua: "what do you need to tell me?"6:11
I start to wonder what gon needed to tell me and so I waited.
Gon: "....I wont be going to school anymore and I wont be seeing you again anytime soon.."6:12
My eyes winden as i read the text message 'am I reading this right or are my eyes playing games on me?'
Killua: "what do you mean your leaving?..is this some type of joke, if it is then it's not funny at all"6:12
While I waited for him to reply back I was waiting for gon to say this was all a joke and he just wanted to see how I would react to this.
Gon: "I really do wish this were a joke but it isn't, now this is my goodbye to you and please dont try to find me..."6:12
My heart dropped as I read the text, I clenched my shirt with my hand as I felt different emotions running through me.
Killua: "Gon where are you, please tell me where your at"6:13
He didnt respond back to me and so I texted him again
Killua: "Gon please answer me! Where are you!"6:13
At this point he wasnt answering me anymore and so I grabbed my shoes and started to run out of the house while hearing my parents call my name, I then called gon hoping he would answer "come on pick up the phone damit!" I kept running through the streets until gon Finally answered.
"Gon where are you tell me where your at now" I was still running around and everywhere as I tired to find gon "I'm sorry..killua","Gon don't you dare hang up on me! GON are you listening to me!? tell me where your at right now!","I'm really sorry killua...I really love you but I'm doing this for your protection...goodbye...killua","no no no no no no NO GON DONT YOU DARE HANG UP ON ME!" My voice started to crack as I was now at the verge of tears, before I could say anything else, gon had already ended the call.
I start to feel tears roll down my cheeks as I tried calling him again but the call went straight to voicemail, I didnt stop running I didnt want to stop I needed to find him and ask him why he was leaving me, I then started to shout his name as i run through every street "GON WHERE ARE YOU, GON!!" Tears kept rolling down my cheeks as I kept yelling out his name until I then stop as I turn around to see him. Gon was right there he was now getting into the car with someone that I wasnt familiar with, but that didnt matter right now all that matter was being near gon where I could hold him in my embrace, and the only words that came out of my mouth was his name "GON!!"
I was now looking towards gon as both our eyes met each other and I had hope that gon would get out of the car and come running to me but...that didnt happend, all I saw was him get into the car and close the door shut as the car started up and started to drive away. I couldn't believe my eyes, I couldnt beileve this was happening at all but..it was, while tears kept rolling down my cheeks my feet start to move on their own and start to run towards the car as i kept yelling out his name until he dissapeared further into the distance not able to catch up to him anymore.
I stopped running after him as I felt my heart ache and this feeling felt horrible, "is this how it feels to lose someone you love dearly.." I couldnt take it anymore, I dropped to my knees as I pound the ground with both my fist and started to scream "WHY....WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME ALONE..WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME LIKE THIS....WHY!!!" At this point I was just yelling my lungs out as I cried but my crying soon died out as I got but and head back home.
-18 minutes later-
I get home as I was then greeted by my family who looked at me with worried faces and asking me why I suddenly left like that, I pushed them away as well as my dear little sister alluka. I didnt want to see them right now...honestly I didnt want to see anyone right now all I wanted to see was gon and his warm smile again.
-No one's pov-
He opens the door to his room as he then locks his door and lays onto his bed as he thinks about what had just happened.
-Killua's pov-
"Gon..." those were the only words that came out of my mouth until a little bit later I started to sob while I placed my arm over my eyes "why did you leave me.....did you not know i need you" the cries that came from me soon faded away as I cried myself asleep hoping gon would come back me "Gon I hope you can come back to me....cause I really do need you.."