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Chapter 9 - Chapter 10: is it really you?

-No one's pov-

It was seven in the morning when gon had slept through his alarm for his first class and didnt realize it till he finally woke up and checked his phone "ughh...my head, what time is it.....OH SHIT IM LATE!" He stumbles out of bed trying to find what to wear for class "how did I sleep through my alarm!, I cant believe I'm gonna be late..and on my first day!"

Gon had then finally found what to wear and grabbed his shit and booked it out the dorm running to his first lecture that was so far far away.

As fast as he could, gon was already 15 minutes late to his first lecture of class and he wasn't even sure what was going to happen to him when he gets there.

-Gon's pov-

As I was running like of it was the end of the world I had finally reached the lecture room and slammed open the door to were everyone was staring at me, I was out of breath, tired, and exhausted "s..sorry haaa.... I'm....late!" Oh god I must look like an idiot, right when i finished saying those words, giggles had started to come out from the students as I the blushed in embarrassment. I felt like a dumass for barging in like that "well dont just stand there take a seat.." I nod slowly, walking over to an empty seat in the back where no one can see me.

My mind starts to wonder off as I start to think back from the party, it was the part when I kissed that very muscular boy. My face turned bright red, I try shaking that thought out of my head and at least tried to pay attention to the lecture.

The class went on for about 20 to 30 or so and then it finally ended. As I shigh in relief, pulling my phone out of my pocket, while scrolling through Instagram looking at what was new. I exit the classroom before I heard someone yell my name "Gon hold up!"I turned around to see its Zushi, he was smiling brightly while waving his hand, obviously I waved back and smiled. "Hi zushi!" As I walked over to him we both hugged each other "so umm gon I got your text....did something happen at the party?" 10 seconds of silence go by and my cheeks start to heat up "n-no, nothing really happened in particular at the party except for drinking a hella alot","damn gon I never really new you drink" he chuckles and I did the same "well you dont know me that well zushi","ya I really dont, hehe..."

There soon became an awkward silence between the both of us "umm...it was nice talking to you again zushi but I have to go to my next class","oh ya for sure, go on ahead" my lips formed into a smile as i waved goodbye to my friend "okay let's see what class do I have nex-"

-No one's pov-

Gon had just bumbed into someone and it seemed to be a girl. She had blonde hair same height as Gon and had Turquoise colored eyes "oh umm..I'm sorry for bumping into you" she looked up and down at him and snickered "heh...you should be sorry dumass" he frowns "well that wasnt really nice of you to say","okay...I dont give a fuck about what I say, now get out of my way. your wasting my time loser" she pushes gon out of the way and was now out of his sight "damn what a bitch.." he walked through the hall's of the university and lucky found his class on time "alright let's get this over with"

-after all his classes-

"God, I'm finally done with all of my classes but still have work to do" he groaned as he placed his hand over his face. "Whatever I'll do my work right later" time passed by as he roamed around the campus and met some people while taking a tour around the university. "Damn this place is really big.." he admires the place but then, right in the corner of his eye he saw someone familiar.

It was the blonde haired girl from earlier in the morning and gon just looked at her with disgusts but. Right when he was about to leave he saw another familiar person, it was a boy, he was taller than the blonde, had white fluffy hair, and a muscular body. He really couldnt see the boys face but all he saw was both of them making out. Gon couldn't take his eyes off the boy but that's when he was caught staring "what the fuck are you staring at you fucking retar- wait a damn minute it's you, your that boy from earlier this morning!"

He blushed in embarrassment "Why the hell are you salking me?" He coughed before speaking "for your information I wasn't staring at you, and beside I wouldnt want to look at trash" he chuckles, the girl face grows red out of anger. As he was trying not to burst out luaghing, he soon then stopped to the voice of someone he thought he would never hear again "g-gon....is that really you" he shiverd at the sound of his voice. Gon looked up to see the boy who called out his name.

His eye widen when he got a clear view of the boys face, gon thought to himself "no it can't be...can it?!" He was shocked well they both were shocked until gon finally spoke his name "killua..?" The boy named killua was slowly about to say something until the blonde bitch interrupted "umm hello earth to fucking killua?!" Killua looked at her "oh..uh..sorry retz.." she sighs "it's BABE, get that thought your thick scull of yours already","ya ya I know.." he rolled his eyes, but his eyes shift back to gon and what he saw made his heart hurt like if someone stab him.

It was gon, tears rolling down his expressionless face, he seemed hurt really hurt "g-gon..","i-i have to go.." the boy took a few steps back before then running away from him and retz "Wait Gon!","babe what's your deal with him, do you know that loser or something?" He looked at retz but then looked at the direction of where gon ran of to "umm..ya I do know him","oh whatever, it really doesn't matter whether you know him or not. Come on let's head back to my dorm and have some fun~"

"Ya sure...whatever ever you say ret- I mean babe" killua then said quietly "I've finally found you..","what was that?","oh it's nothing, let's just go already"

-Gon's pov-

"How could he!...how could he!" As I ran so many things ran through my mind while running back to my dorm "I just cant believe it, he left me and found someone else...that's just fucked up!" As I arrived at my dorm, I entered and ran straight to my room closing the door shut, I was mad at him but while i thought a bit more, its actually me that he should be mad at, for leaving him without any reason. Well I did have a reason but still, "no wonder why he got a new lover, its because of me"

every time I think about killua i just cant function the right way anymore, I'm so lost without him. For a while I started to daydream and then a momment form the party showed up, it was when I kissed that boy but now that I'm looking back at it that boys face was familiar, while thinking a bit harder, it hit me, that was fucking killua, I fucking made out with killua at the party!

My face turned bright red, at the point where I couldn't spit out words anymore. In my head I only thought was, "how was I that blind to not be able to tell it was killua at the party, ughh!" I grab a pillow and try to suffocate myself in it, soon I came up for air. "What should I do....".The endless amount of times I thought about him was ever so painful, really, it was really hard not to think about him. Right when I was about to think of something else, the door to my dorm had been opened "huh....oh it must be my roommate" as I get off the bed, I open my door to go greet him but who I saw, I was not expecting to be at all.

"Hi I'm Gon Freecss!, nice to meet yo-","Gon..?" My whole body started to sweat when I heard his voice, opening my eyes more clearly, there I saw was killua staring right at me. We both looked at each other for a tremendous amount of time before I just gave him a awkward smile while still sweating like crazy "uhhh...h-hi..killua, what are you doing here?" I was playing dumb, I obviously knew he was my new roommate, but why?! "Well this is my dorm room so I should actually be here","oh ya your right, silly me, I could really be a idot sometimes..hehe.."

god please help me, please, please help me! "So umm...why did you lea-","oh well you look at the time I should really be finishing my homework right now, see you later" I was trying to avoid him, avoid him form asking any questions about the past, right when I was about to take my leave until I felt a sudden grab at my wrist. Looking back i see killua grabbing my wrist and when I saw the look on his face it my heart hurt "Gon dont try to run away from this" he looked serious "now tell me, why did you leave two years ago" I looked away as I clenched my fists, I couldn't tell him, or so I didnt want to tell him.

"....",Gon answer me!, why did you leave me back then two years ago!","....","ANSWER ME GON!,WHY DID YOU LEAVE!" His grip tighten even more and it started to hurt "ow! Let go of me already!","Not until you tell why you left","I dont have to tell you anything!" This mad killua more upset "why! Why dont you want to tell me! Is it really that hard to say why you left","I said I dont have to tell you so drop it already!","NO, I wont drop this until you tell me why!, is it really that hard to say?!"I couldnt take this anymore.

"I LEFT BECAUSE IF I DIDNT MY FUCKING CRAZY ASS DAD WOULD OF FUCKING KILLED YOU AND THEN IT WOULD BE MY FAULT AND I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO FORGIVE MYSELF IF YOU DIED!!" Tears started bawling out of my eyes, the secret I've been keeping for two years has been finally released, I looked up at kilua who's face softened but with a sad and worried look "there you happy now, I've said it, the secret that I've been keeping for two years" I yanked my wrist away from him and ran straight to my room "gon wait! I'm sorry.." I had already shut my door and locked it.

I had my back against the wall,tears still falling down my cheeks "god I'm such an idiot" I started to curse myself, I got into my bed where I laid and soon fell alseep. "This day really isnt my best at all.." as I laid in bed I start to drift alseep and soon then I had kocked out cold. I wonder what will happen the next day..

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Gon has met killua and told him his secret from two years ago! What will happen between the two of them? Will they get back together? Or will a other obstacle get in their way?! Well wait till the next chapter comes out!

Date: December 24, 2020