-Killua's pov-
"Damit!!" The sound of my fist hits the wall leaving a mark,"what is his problem, I didnt do anything wrong. He was the one who provoked me!" Things weren't going the way I wanted it to go. Everything was so frustrating I cant deal with this shit anymore , especially Zushi. That son of a bitch, what the hell is he up to.
My thoughts run wild as I kept trying to figure out a way to fix things with gon, but every time I tried to make things better with him they end up getting worse, running my hand threw my hair looking down at the floor as back leaned up against the wall.
"I really dont know what to do anymore." for a while now I been feeling this emptiness, ever since he left. Like things have been like shit, I havent seen alluka, my relationship with my family's gotten worse, and not having gon by my side has been the worst. That smile, his smile was the light to my darkness and now that he's hanging around with that asshole, it's like I dont matter to him anymore....
-Gon's pov-
As I was on my way back to dormitory, I started to talk to myself like if I was some type of mad man or something.., "what is killua's problem, like what the actual fuck is going on through his head, he's acting the same way as he did back in highschool..." now that I think of it killua has always been like that. More of the protective type or the one who always gets jealous easily. I chuckle a little with a smile as I start to think of the past, but soon that smile faded away.
"It seems that we both have gotten more distance from each other.." all those times we spent with each other, was it all for nothing. Actually we literally only talked to each other for so little but it felt like we knew each other for so long... "gosh I really need to stop thinking about the past....Killua's changed, he now has a girlfriend and I guess I'm now out of the picture....whatever it doesn't really matter now" the expression I had was filled with sorrow, nothing but sorrow..
-time skip to the dormitory-
Grabbing my keys from my pocket and opening the door, looking around to see if there was a killua in sigh, nothing. It's either he's in his room or had gone out with the bitch retz or whatever. "God why do things have to be so stressful on me.." with a loud sigh, closed the door and head to my room. "Let's see...oh that's right I have a date to go on with zushi at exactly....5:30"
As I approached my door and opened it, another door had swung open. Looking back, it was killua. He looked like he had just woken up, killua looked my way, he had a stern look on his face "good moring?..." no reply came from him, only stares at me for a while "are you really going on a date with him?..."
Is he really still on about that? ".....well of course I'm going on a date with him" killua frowns "why?" I was a bit confused to he asked 'Why' "what do you mean why? I'm going because I wanted to", "bullshit. You would never go on a date with him just because you wanted to" I sigh heavily as I looked up at him "I just dont understand why you care killua? Dont you have a girlfriend?","w-well ya but-","then stop interfering in my business" he looked as if he was about to throw another fit but I was just not gonna deal with it.
"No, Why should I stop interfering! It's not like you like him back or anything, your just doing this to get back at me!","killua it's not like that-","no gon you should really use your head, have you really not think about what your doing wrong" I was confused, what does he mean by what I'm doing wrong? "Like you just disappeared 2 years ago and then I started to lose my shit when you left, not to mention you coming back and not telling why you left","I did tell you why I left so I dont know why your acting like-"
"I'm not finished. you then didnt let me get the chance to apologize to you let alone even talk to you, like what is going on through your head, why do keep playing the innocent card when you are literally hurting me!" I was shocked to hear what he had said "killua..","no gon, I dont want to hear what you have to say..." he looked down at the floor with his fist up against his body "I'm tired of trying to fix things with you..","what do you mean..?" I chuckle in disbelief "you were right gon we shouldn't talk to each other anymore, if you really want me to stay out of your business let alone your life then.....I'll do that, I just dont want you to hurt my feelings anymore.." killua turns his back on me
"you dont really mean that...right killua?" Some part of me is wishing that he was lying and that this was a joke "I really do mean it gon..." he started to walk away, I wanted to stop him, i wanted to apologize for the way i acted but all I did was whach him leave. Soon as I heard the door closed, it was just me, just me alone in this dorm. For some reason I felt so lonely deep inside like if a part of me went missing.
"Right now I shouldn't be sulking, I have to get ready now." I've already pushed back my thoughts and head to my room where I proceeded to change for the 'date' that I promised ziush.
I'm honestly starting to have second thoughts about this date with zushi, honestly I only said that I would go on a date with him just to piss off killua. Nothing really makes sense anymore, how did I end up falling this deep. The time I was supposed to be getting ready was the time I spent thinking about my situation I was in "maybe I should cancel this date with zushi.." for a last thought of thinking, I've finally decided. "Okay gon your going to tell zushi that you want to cancel this date with him"
I smiled a little but even if I did tell him I wanted to cancel, killua would still be mad at me.Well I wouldnt blame him, I didnt understand how deep killua's feelings were for me and I just pushed them away. "God I such an idiot, an complete idiot" but I'm doing this for killua, I want to apologize to him and I would understand if he's still mad at me but as long as he's still with me I'll be happy.
Grabbing my keys. I ran to the front door, opening the door and exiting quickly as I wanted to end things quick with zushi so I could get back to killua and tell him sorry. For some reason I had this wired feeling in my stomach and this feeling would only appear whenever I think of killua. Could this feeling really be what I think it is. Without even a second thought I yelled out "I LOVE KILLUA, I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART!!" I had a huge smile across my face.
I really never understood my true feelings for him back then when I left him but now when I saw how killua was so hurt, I finally understood what that feeling really ment. Run faster, it was all I could think, I wanted to see killua already but first I have to tell zushi.
-at the destination with zushi-
"Where is he, he should be around here somewhere" I was looking around for zushi "come on come on...ah there you are" there he was zushi was leaning on a light pole and was currently on his phone "hey Zushi!" Yelling out his name so I could get his attention, he obviously looked over my way and smiled "I see you made it on time gon","ya well about that..I need to tell you someth-","well I'm sure whatever it is you need to tell me, you can say after our date" what the hell, why is zushi acting like that.
"No zushi I need to tell you now","oh gon I never really complimented on how beautiful you looked" I was a bit flustered by his words but I had to tell him that we shouldn't go on a date anymore "thank you but zushi you have to listen to me, I dont want to go on this-","oh well you look at that, we should start going to the place before it gets to late" sushi had this grin look on his face, it seemed so fake, and he then just started to walk away.
No I cant let him get away. But even if I tried to tell him, he would end up interrupting me. I stood behind him before I just decided to blurt it out "ZUSHI I DONT WANT TO GO ON A DATE WITH YOU ANYMORE!!" As I looked up at zushi what I saw was not the zushi I knew "what did you say gon" zushi had this infuriating look on his face, he didnt seem to happy about what I said. This starled me "you heard me, I said I dont want to go on a date with you anymore.."
"...h..haha..." is he luaghing? What in the world is going on? "I'm must be hearing things wrong but did I just hear you say that you dont want to go on a date with me?" A sense of dark aura started to surround him, it was starting feel scary and uncomfortable. "Yea I did say that..is there a problem?" Sweat starts to slowly fall down my cheek as I looked him in the eyes. "Listen he gon....just because you changed your mind about not going out with me doesn't mean you can just leave like that.."
I had this really bad feeling inside me, a part of me was telling me to get away from him and another part was telling to stay where I was "z-zushi....what are you talking about?" He looked me dead strait in the eye, my body was frozen In place, I couldnt move my body. "Now listen very carefully gon..." what is this, why cant I move my body, it's not like I'm weak or anything but why am I so terrified of him right now? "Your going to go on this date with me no matter what, understand"
Is he really telling me what to do, oh fuck no. I'm not just gonna let him do that, also what the actual fuck has gotten into him? "No..","what did you just say?","you heard me, I said no" he looked even more furious. That's when he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a dark alley way. He threw me up against the wall and had me pinned. "Arggh! What the hell is wrong with you!-" before I could say another word, I felt something cold up against my neck, as I looked to see what it was. Fear had struck me.
It was sharp blade, had he gone mad, is he literally gonna go this far, just for a date?! "H-hey sushi let's not do this alright?.." my voice was a bit shaky but was calm "heh...you think I have a choice?","yes, you do have a choice...so please put the blade down" this didnt make things better, it only made things worse "you must be fucking stupid or something, I know the reason why your canceling out date","oh is that so?" Has he really figured out why I canceled it "you canceled it for killua's sake isn't that right.....Gon?" How did he know?! "Well judging by your facial expression I was right....ha..ha..","whatever your thinking dont hurt killua..please!" He looked at me a bit confused
"who ever said anything hurting killua....I never said I was gonna hurt him" oh thank god "hehe....I'm gonna kill him" my whole entire body went pale, my facial expression had turned into complete fear. This is just fuclong wrong, sushi just has a smirk look on his face while looking down at me "y-you cant kill him, you just cant!!","oh but I can~.....killua is the cause of all problems, always gets what he wants and never gives a shit about anyone, he's just in the way of our true relationship.."
This really cant be happening, had he gone completely insane?! "Are you fucking nuts, are you willing to kill him just because of me" he looked at me and with no hesitation he said "yes, I'm doing this for your sake....well our sake","you bastard I'll fucking kill you if you dare lay a finger on him!" No I cant let him kill him, i lost him already once I cant lose him again.
"Is that so....then how about this, since you dont want me to kill him...I'll just kill someone else" is he that crazy for me, is he willing to kill someone Just because of me? "I'll just kill you","w-what did you say..","I said I'll just kill you, since I dont want anyone to have you" he just smiled and pressed the blade more up against my neck "nggh...please...zushi, think about what your doing, are you willing to commit murder?","who said i was gonna be the one blamed for murder"
What does he mean by blamed for murder "I dont understand what you mean by that","oh well it's very simple....I'll just blame killua for your murder, it's just so simple isn't it" I was shocked to hear this "since now we got things cleared up....I'll just end you now "w-wait zushi please dont do this!" no no no no no No, I cant let him kill me yet. I havent told killua I'm sorry yet, tears start to fall down my cheek.
"Oh dont cry...I make this as quick as possible" he pressed the blade deeper into my neck as blood starts to pour down from my neck. Am I really gonna die? It hurts it really hurts "now time to actually finish you off" I closed my eyes as I was ready for what was about to happen. I waited but nothing happened. Slowly I start to open my eyes just be in shock.
It was killua, killua was here, here right now and he's beating the fucking shit out of zushi right now "YOU FUCKING BITCH, HOW DARE YOU HURT HIM!!!" killua was furious, I can just tell just by looking at him. I obviously didnt move from where I was, I stood up against the wall looking at killua beat up zushi to a pulp. "DONT YOU DARE TOUCH HIM EVER!!" I soon realized that he was just gonna kill zushi if he didnt stop.
"K-killua...stop your going to kill him","WHAT DO YOU MEAN STOP, HE WAS JUST ABOUT TO KILL YOU-"
-Killua's pov-
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN STOP, HE WAS JUST ABOUT TO KILL YOU-" I looked back to see a frightened, scared, feared gon who was at the verge of tears. I sigh as I stop punching the bitch, looking over to gon, I stood up and walked over to him. We were both standing right next to each other "gon...I just want to say im-" before I could finish my sentence, I felt a warm embrace, looking down I see a gon crying as he hugged me "killua...I-I'm..s..so sorry for everything!"
I was just shocked to hear him cry, I soon smiled and hugged him back "dont worry about it, also I'm the one who should be sorry.." we both pull out from the hug and gave each other a weak smile, but that smile was genuine. Looking at him made me so happy I just couldn't think of a world without him. Just as I was about to say something gon just blurted out saying "KILLUA GET OUT OF THE WAY!!" before I had time to react, I had been pushed out of the way by gon. Falling to the ground, I look up to see something horrifying.
gon....gon....gon was stabbed into the chest by zushi!
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Gon has just figured out his feelings for killua but but soon is meeting a deadly fate, will gon live or will he suffer a tremendous amount of pain? Well you'll just have to wait till the next chapter!
Date: January 5, 2021