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Chapter 3 - Chapter 3: Ignoring You

-Gons pov-

I twist and turn in my sleep as I then wake up to the sound of my alarm going off. I sat up in my bed and yawn as I then stop my alarm. "....damm what time is it right now?" I grab my phone and look at the time, it was 6:23 "whew...its not 8:00 yet...lucky me"

I got out of bed and start my day by changing into my clothes, I put on a black turtle neck shirt, some light navy green pants, a short forest green Jean jacket, also some short hand gloves, and finally I wore my dark green boots.

I finished changing into my clothes as I then fix my hair and made myself some toast with strawberry jelly. "Okay let's see do I have everything....yup! got everything" I smile and grab my bag and head for school. I didnt have a car or ride to school, so really I just walked my way there. But I did like walking, I could feel the cold fresh breeze hit my face as I walked.

"Hopefully today will be better than what happened yesterday.." I sigh and continued to walk.

-finally at the school-

"Well I guess I'm here now" I start to enter the school gates as I then start to hear whispering all around me, I take a look to see other students glaring at me in a disgusted way. "Why are they all looking at me like that?" I said this to myself as I just brushed it off and walked inside the school building.

I go to my locker where I then see it has writing all over it saying, "you faggot" "loser" "go die in a hole" and many more disturbing messages. I felt everyone's glares piercing threw me, but I close my eyes and take a deep breath and smile brightly. "Wow this school is so nice...everyone decided to give me some encouraging words today" I said very loudly, everyone look at me and walked away.

Gon sighs as he then opens his locker and his book that he needed for first period. He then starts to head to his class when he heard the bell ring. Gon walked down the hall and open the door to his class, he walks in and looks around to see killua in the back of the class near a window. I stared at him for awhile until he turn around to see I was staring at him.

-Killua's pov-

I was just starting off into the window where I then felt someone's eyes on me where to I then find that brat from yesterday looking at me. Gon noticed I turned to find him staring at me as so he looked away, I made a smirked look on my face as I set my chin into my palm.he started to find a seat to take but I'm not going to let him sit where ever he wants.

-Gon's pov-

I turn away and just went to sit somewhere, alot of seats mostly taken and some were not and so on I went to look for a seat "hey do you mind if I sit here with you" I asked politely "ya sur-...I mean no this seat is taken" the boy said in a disgusted tone. I sigh as I went to look for somewhere else to sit, I asked but got the same answer as everyone else. I look around to see where else I could sit, i take a quick look and to only find one seat open next to that boy, the same boy I fought with yesterday. "Does it really have to be him that I have to sit next to" i said to myself. I sigh and walked over to where he was "hey there.." the white hair boy said replying with a smirk look on his face "hi....so...do you mind if I sit here?" I said raising an eyebrow at him "hmmm... I guess you can sit here next to me" he said this casually as his eyes shift away from me, I roll my eyes and sat down next to him.

-Killua's pov-

I watched as gon sat down right next to me, I start to look at him from head to toe. He had a nice slim body, his eyes a bright golden honey that felt so soothing, and damm not to mention his ass tho he be really packin it back there. My lips then again started to form into a smirk, "I wonder what's his sexuality.." I said this in my thoughts, it wouldn't hurt If i asked him. "Hey gon"

"Hm.." gon turned to then look at killua "if you dont mind me asking...what's your sexuality?"

I stared at him waiting for an answer "why would you want to know my sexuality?" He replied raising his eyebrow "oh well you know I'm just curious that's all" I gave an innocent smile "I mean if you want to know then...I guess I'll tell you" gon said then replying "my sexuality is that I'm gay" I looked at gon with a shocked look, gon didn't even get nervous or stutter when he said that "oh...so like...your into boys?" I said as i was interested "ya...do you have a problem with that?"

"No not at all...I was just a bit interested a bit..that's it" I really didnt think such a handsome guy like him to be gay, but so on I think this is a great opportunity. "So gon...do you feel turned on just by looking at a guy or what?" I made a smirked look I wanted to know what hell say "umm...no I dont....why are you even talking to me? I thought you didnt want to be near me....wait are you into me?" My eyes widen hearing him say that "W-WHAT!! I'm not into you!! Why would I be interested in a guy like you...a gay to be exactly!"

I stop to then realized what I had just said, I look up and see everyone look in our direction, the students started to whisper and I look back at gon to see his sweet face had turned into a menacing look. "You know if you were going to say that..you should of just said it to keep earlier" gon looked pissed and when I mean pissed I mean he was really pissed "look I'm sorry for what I said...co'mon you cant be mad at me right?" Gon looked me in the eyes and then turned away. I sigh as I just fucked up, I didnt know what to think but I need to make things right with him.

-after class/Killua's pov-

When the bell rings for the next class gon had gotten up fast and walked out of the classroom. I proceeded to follow right behind him "Gon! Please wait!" Gon didnt stop to even look at me, he just kept on walking to his next class. I sigh and just hope that i will be able to set things strait with him.

-No one's pov-

During the time in school killua had been trying to talk to gon but even tho when he tried to talk to him gon would just ignore him and walk away. This had been going on the whole school day and gon has not even gave killua any signals that he wanted to talk to him in any way.

-Killua's pov-

"Damm why the fuck will he not talk to me!!....wait why do I even care when have I started to take interest in him anyway!!" I said to myself slamming my head into my desk. Before he knew it the bell ragged and the day was over. "What should I do....have I really taken a liking into this boy" killua was not sure of this emotion that was growing inside of him but he wanted to know and so he got up and ran in fro t of the school where he waited for gon to come out.

Killua waited for awhile to then see gon walk out of the school. He admired gon's looks and body, killua's face started to heat up as he watched gon walk, but never the less he snapped out of it and started to run up to gon "Gon! I need to talk with and I mean right now"  I see gon look up at me with a disgusted look, he didnt want anything to do with me and so he walked passed by me. I was pised and so I ran up to him and grabbed his wrist "Gon please I just want to talk to you that's it.." I started to sound desperate and gon could see that but...he still didnt want to talk to him. "Theres nothing to talk about killua...you made that very clear earlier" my heart sank as I felt like I was stabbed in the heart "now let go of my wrist!" Gon tried ripping his wrist away but couldnt, killua had a tight grip on him "NO! I wont do that!" Killua then dragged gon to a near by alley way and pinned him up against a wall "What the hell is wrong with you killua!! Are you crazy! You know what your doing to me right now right!!" Gon was furious he was mad but I couldnt just let him go just like that.

"Look gon I know what I said earlier but what I said was wrong...I didnt mean to hurt you like that...I did t mean to say those words in front of you or them.." I looked down and then look back up at him "y-you...you jackass!! just because you didnt mean to say that doesn't mean anything!! I hate you! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate yo-" before gon could finish his last words, go then felt a warm sensation on his lips, killua had just kissed gon. Not for long killua pulled away from the kiss "I'm sorry gon...I'm really sorry for hurting you like that...I dont know why but...this feeling, this feeling of seeing you hurt makes my heart ache" gon was shocked to what he was hearing, he had just barely met killua and now he's acting like this "I don't know what's happening to me...I dont know why i feel this way for you and not for anybody else" killua's voice started to crack, not soon later gons face went into a soft look "killua...perhaps this emotion you are feeling....is love?" Killua looked up at gon, he no longer saw the angry face but was replaced with a soft look "because if it is love then....do you like me killua?"