I was a bit shocked when he went to his room. But then I thought about it, he had to have been tired from traveling. So I went to my room and changed into my night shirt. So then what I decided to do was go knock on his door. When he opened it I said," I was wondering if it's not to much trouble can I spend the night with you? I promise not to disturb you, since I know you must be tired. I just want lay with you, if it's okay."
"Come lay with me darling, I promise not to do anything more than what you want."
So we lay on the bed, I curl up next to him. He puts his arm around me, I also do the same to him. As I close my eyes I feel him. I feel his heartbeat, I feel his blood pressure. I can feel that he wants me. I don't know what to do. I try to block him out for a minute and I reach out to the Luna once again.
"Luna, do you have a moment?"
"Yes Summer how can I help?"
"Luna, I don't know what to do. I am having issues, I can tell he wants me but he is keeping his distance. I did kiss him earlier but then I got nervous. But he didn't do anything more so now I'm confused."
" He is trying to give you time to adjust, he also knows you just woke up so he doesn't want to push you since none of us knows exactly what happened."
"Well I am still tired and I know he probably is to so tonight I think we will just rest. But how do I go about starting something later. I'm sorry I'm sure this isn't proper to talk about, but I'm lost here. There were only three women at the monastery and they both took vows ad silence , so I couldn't ask questions."
"Poor child, the most I can recommend is just let your body go. I think if you both want to do it then it will happen. You can start with kissing and maybe touching would come next. You will figure it out. Also you should know he is going to want to mark you. He will bite you, it might sting at first but that stops. This way every wolf knows you are his. For us it's the same as getting married."
" Will it happen right away? What if he doesn't want to? What if I don't want to?"
"That is completely up to you. But you do have to talk to him about these things. I did tell him about the things you said I could and that's why he is giving you space, but if your ready let him know."
"Thank you Luna I really appreciate the help. Good night."
"Good night Summer"
After talking to the Luna I end up falling asleep thinking things over. The next morning I intend to complete the bonding.
Early the next morning I wake up to him growing in my hand. I can tell he is still asleep for the moment. I let him grow in my hand, he fills my hand and his tip pokes out of his boxers. When I move my hand a little it jerks. I can tell he is starting to wake up but I don't want to stop. I explore a little by running my finger over his tip. Once again he jerks. I try to block out the fact that he is awake when I slide my finger more into his boxers. I wrap my fingers around him and start sliding them up and down his shaft. I feel his heartbeat increase. I think he likes it so I do it a little more. Then I feel moisture from the tip. I'm not sure if it's good or not so I pull back.
When I stop he groans, " You can't stop like that. I was enjoying the feeling of you touching me."
"How about you touch me a little, while I touch you. And then we can see where it goes."
"I think I can handle that. Just let me know if you need to stop."
"Just start and I will let you know."
He started by sliding his hand up my shirt. His hand cupped my breast. Then he leaned in to kiss me. My hand went back down to his boxers, but before I could do anything he removed them completely. I put my whole hand around him. He is a good size, he fills my hand. As I move my hand up and down him he dripped more. I am taking this as a good thing. I move my hand up his body, I could feel his abs. It was great. Then I moved my arm up to his neck. As I wrap my arm around his neck I try to deepen the kiss. He gets the hint and them his tongue goes into my mouth. My hand goes back to his cock I can't seem to get past the feel of it. He is large, I wonder how he is going to fit. Then his hand moves down my body and his fingers slide inside me. I moan as his fingers start moving inside me. As he moves them in and out I feel myself getting wet. Then I feeling starts low in my stomach.I don't know what it means but he doesn't stop so I let it go. Then he changes position, He raises up above me and spreads my legs. He tilts his head down and started sucking on my nipple. It makes me jerk, my hands go to his hair. Every time he sucks I pull his hair a little. He seams to like it and switches to the other nipple. I can feel his tip slowly enter me. The more he sucks on my nipples the more he slides inside me. It makes sure to go slowly so I can safely stretch. It pulls a little but I am okay. He switches back to the first nipple and my hips jerk. I feel him push in further he pushes past my membrane. It's a little painful for a second but that passes. I raise my hips again and he gets the idea. He starts moving, first slowly then a little faster. I really like the way it feels, I get wetter and that feeling starts again. This time I feel him getting excited as well. First I cum, but he moves even faster. I know what fe wants to do. I tell him to do it.
" Are you sure?"
"Yes, I want you to mark me. Make me cum again. I really like that feeling."
"I am yours to command, Where shall I mark you? On the neck or breast?"
"How about both."
"If that's what you want I have no choice but to do it."
As he moves faster he marks my neck. Sure enough I cum again. Then he moves down to my breast and marks me there. This time I cum really hard. Then he cums a moment later. The feeling inside me is wonderful. I cum one more time. Then he rolls over and pulls me with him. I lay my head on his chest and we calm down some. I look up at him and smile," I don't think I can move. Is that normal?"
"For your first time I would say yes it's normal. if you want I can run you a bath."
" Yes, that might be a good idea. But I would like to do it again. I enjoyed it."
"Oh believe me we will do it again. Just not right now. I don't want to hurt you."
"Thank you. I would love a bath."
As he goes into the bathroom I feel this type of pulling or drawing. So when he comes back out I ask him about it.
" When you went in the other room I felt a tugging feeling why is that?"
"We completed the bonding ceremony, now we will know where each other is. We will always be able to find each other."
"And this is a good thing right?"
"Everyone will know your mine now. You are not only the betas wife, but our healer as well. You will be protected by everyone."
"That's a lot to take in. Can't I just deal with sex today and the rest tomorrow."
"Of course you can sweetheart but for now get in the bath."
He helps me in the bath and kisses me."I have to report to the Alpha would you like me to send the Luna over?"
" No I have to go to the clinic and check the twins. I will see you later though."
"Okay, have a good day. I know I will."
" I'll see you later then. What do you want for dinner?""Let me think about it. I'll let you know."
Then he kisses me and heads to work.