I yawn and stretch my body. I hit someone's body with my hands and legs. I quickly open my eyes. Aren't I in my room? When I open my eyes, I see a sleeping beauty next to me. I scrutinize his face. My eyes land on his dark chocolate lips, so well put, sexy pouting lips calling my name to indulge them. The lips slowly turn into a smirk.
"naughty girl, so naughty". He chuckles and meets my eyes with his beautiful cognac brown eyes. His eyes smile at me.
I feel the temperature changing. I am feeling excited. A light feathery touch lands on my lips, immediately sending electrocuting waves in my body. Normally I would turn down this invitation, but this one is one of a kind. It speaks to me. I slowly part my lips waiting for his lips to continue taking me to cloud nine. The feathery touch stops. I feel anger and shame boil inside me and become shy about wanting more.
"Morning Deya". He pats my lips with a baby kiss and distance himself a little bit from me. He rests his head on the pillow and faces the roof. I am speechless right now.
"Hungry? Tea or coffee?". He gets off the bed. "Coffee, strong coffee with a lot of milk". I reply. I am still shocked by his bold move. He is quite a good kisser. I bite my lip.
"That's sexy. I love it". Musa snaps me out of my bubble. "Oh what, no-no. Involuntary action". I reply sheepishly. "That's why I find it more attractive". He gazes at me. All of a sudden his eyes have become tiny. He looks like a hungry man ready to devour his meal. He walks towards the bed. I quickly get up and sit cross-legged. He sits on the bed and pushes himself against the wall next to me.
"I enjoyed last night, can we do it again?". He says giving me a sneaky peak look. "Uhm... I will think about it. If I will be able to sleep next to someone who kept tucking me the whole night". I burst out a laugh to ease the heavy mood. He smiles. "So you felt that. I am sorry. I can't explain it". "Am I that hot to you?" I ask provoking his mind. "My body is the answer. Look right now". He flattens his eyes and gives a soft chuckle filled with emotions and danger.
I look at him. "I wonder...". I wonder where is this going to lead. "I wonder too". We look at each other and lean in towards each other.
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My stomach growls. I hold it tight. I am so hungry. I haven't eaten anything much today, after fleeing Musa's room. I sneaked out so that no one sees me from my crime scene. Talking about the crime scene, uhh... It is sending chills to my body. It feels good but wrong. We didn't do much, but his touch and lips made love to me till I lost count of my mind orgasms. He blew my mind away. If indeed we had done the deed, I don't know what would be of me, because right now, his kisses are all I can think about.
The phone rings. "Cavin..."I mumble his name in guilt. It's like he senses my atrocities.
" Hello"
"Hey, baby."
"How are you?"
"I am good and you?"
"I am well...."
"you don't call or text telling me about your new adventures there" He questions suspiciously.
"ah been busy and still adjusting. Making new friends".
"I hope these new friends won't replace me. I know being the first year it's challenging, but I hope that we survive it through"
"Obviously. We are stronger together"
I hear a knock from the door. I walk towards the door.
"True that. I don't want to end up breaking up with you because of silly phases, because I know being a fresher has its hype".
I open the door and bam! Musa is on my door.
"True, love conquers all". I feel my heart sink as I say this in front of Musa. "Uhm... Cavin I have to go. Talk later?", "Yeah sure. I love you Sasi", "Me too", I reply subtly. I hang up the call.
I look at Musa's face and it wasn't as friendly as it was when I opened the door. His face was emotionless just like that day that Funi and Lee provoked him about his ex... Wait girl lover or whatever that is.
"I missed you, but I see you had company," he says subtly leaning on the door frame. "Get in " I invite him in. "Just passing by". He moves from the door frame. He starts walking. I grab his hand. "Please" I beg him. He turns around with lusty eyes and an evil smile. "Are you sure?" he asks. "I am a big girl".
He walks towards me. As he was about to be close to my face, we hear footsteps. We panic and stand in a distance. "Oh Hey... You handsome". A tall, rounded and thick lady approaches us. She scrutinizes us and space between us.
She jumps into Musa's arms and places a kiss next to his lips. "I have missed you". She declares proudly and passionately. Musa was baffled and I was fuming.
"Oh hi", she greets me.
"Hi" I reply slowly with a low tone.
Musa gets in my room, and I am left standing there awkwardly trying to put on a friendly look. She looks at Musa entering my room without a word.
"Nice to meet you. I am Deya". I break the silence.
"I am Lala, Nhlalala. I see Musa has fallen for you". She says as her eyes are still on Musa in my room. She walks up close to me.
"Deya is it. Let me tell you something you must know. I love Musa and he loves me too. We have been together for a long time. So don't you think for a minute, you are going to win his heart okay" She whispers.
"Okay". I reply curtly. Who is the b***h! She is provoking me. I don't want her man.
"I thought we broke up. I guess we did not clear that one up. We are not in a relationship, so please stop intimidating Deya". A voice disturbs our secret conversation.
"Deny it, but you are crazy for me". She blows him a kiss and leaves jolly. "You are mine! "she yells from a distance.
Musa pulls his eyebrows with vexation. " Whew! ". I let out a sigh." Your girl is dramatic" I relieve my trauma. I get inside my room.
He pulls me close to him. "She is not my girl. I want you". He leans his face in on me. I quickly move my face to the side. "But I am not your girl. I am just girl, the new girl. I don't want to get hurt...plus I don't want to hurt you too". I try talking sense to both of us. "I am already under your spell...". I break out of his fixation and close the door.
"You said I should be faithful and you don't love to share. But you do the opposite" I use his words against him. I need to make him swallow his words. You can't say what you don't mean. "I know what I said. But for now I have to be against my principles, just for a while". I look at him bewildered by his comment. "WTF! Musa you lied and still lying. I thought we had something" I subconsciously say things sometimes without listening to myself and I just did it again. I am so impulsive, I hate it.
"Something huh... I did not lie, not lying right now. All I want right now is you. I just want us to know each other more....", "Through kisses and touches. That's great!" I cut into his sentence.
"I did not plan that, I tried so hard not to do that the first time I saw you. I mean...", "WTF! DUDE! You are no different" I raise my little small voice at him. I walk towards the bed and throw myself on it.
"Would you stop cutting into my sentences"? He walks towards the end of the bed, and sit uncomfortably. "I won't say I am different because I don't know what's your different. But I know that I am not playing you. I am not impulsive like you, that's why I like you. Your boyfriend... I don't care about him. But I know that in a short period I will be yours and you will be mine".
I continue lying on the bed speechlessly. And a picture of us kissing pops in my head. "ugh!" I get up and sit on the bed.
"I know that you don't believe...". I cut his sentence with a kiss. "Shut up!" I instruct him. We continue kissing and our hands danced on each other's bodies. We undress each other, slowly kissing each other. Our bare bodies caress each other building an electrocuting warmness between us. I keep drowning in with moanings in my mouth; his lips and hands caressing my entire body. His face reaches for my face, and his lips land on my earlobe. "I want it real slow" I whisper to his ears. His warm breath touches my ear. "You read my mind". He licks my ear starting from the earlobe going inside caressing the unseen hair in my ear. I moan. He nibbles my earlobe.
"Do you have a condom?" he asks with a very deep sensual husky voice. It snaps on my mind. Mom advised me to buy condoms. I forgot!
"No". I answer awkwardly.
He pushes himself off my body in disappointment. He attempts to conceal the disappointment by embracing my body in slow caresses. Then a mischievous smirk displays on his face.
"that doesn't stop me from making you feel pleasure though". He jerks his face up and reach for my chest, gulps my medium-sized breast into his mouth. His hands slowly caressing reaching down for my sacred temple. I release small moanings. The warm, tingling and inviting feeling intensifies and my moanings keep on heightening. I have lost a clear picture of what he's doing to my body because the feeling I am feeling is making my body twirl, arch and ache for him. I have never felt like this with a man. My body commences twitching and arching. I can't control it. My body has lost control and the pleasure that I am feeling in my mind and body is like water falling off the cliff into the river, and flowing continuously to endless corners of the world. I moan so hard and I felt an irresistible wave of release from my body. My thighs trembling uncontrollably hard. My legs holding so tight to Musa's body and my lower body arching begging him to fill in the loud hollow inside me. I feel another stream of release, I engrave my fingertips in his skin and I moaned so loud. Musa bites the inner thigh next to my temple "Don't be so loud please". Another warm flow of release comes down. And he gently releases me from his hands. Resting my legs and body gently on the bed. He shifts and adjusts his body to mine. He kisses me on the forehead.
"I orgasmed. Watching your orgasm was so heated for me that I had to join" He whispers to my ear, holding me close to him. I snuggle into his embrace and giggle at his comment.
"That was.... Out of my imagination". With gratitude, I jolt my head and reach for his lips. "I loved it". I smile at his comment. I slowly fall into sleep. "I LOVE YOU DEYA". I hear something in my sleep and answer subconsciously "I F***in Love you too". I fall into a deep slumber.