...Kati POV...
It's the morning after I admitted to Sebastian that I love him. When he said that he loved me too, I was so relieved and beyond excited. We have wasted seven years of our lives and only have three months to catch up. So I am going to do absolutely everything in these few months to show him how much I love him. I don't know how to give love, but I will try my damnedest to show him. I know this means that he will even hurt more now, but there are no unsaid words between us left.
Though, I have been hiding another secret from him. One I don't think he is going to like or understand. There is no time that will be the right time to tell him. There is nothing I can do to change it. Why tell him if it is going to make no difference. I know that is the wrong way of thinking of it. So he will be mad at me after it has happened, but I am protecting him from getting hurt in my own messed up way.