...Sebastian POV...
I have just asked Kati to marry me. I love her and want to spend all my days with her. If this is the ultimate thing that she desires, then I will give it to her.
But it has now become complicated. I want to do this for all the right reasons, not because she is going to die. I know I should have no doubts. But I do. Everything has become crazy out of control.
I need a different point of view, so I phone my mom. "Hi, Mom."
"Hi, my boy."
"Mom, I don't know what to do anymore. This has been such a roller-coaster. I don't know how to control my feelings."
"Is Kati okay?"
"Yes and no, more no than yes. She is starting to get sick."
"No, Sebastian. Are you guys still going to insist not going to a hospital?"
"She refuses. I am starting to think that she should. We don't have the same opinions anymore. There are so many lies and secrets. She is changing, mom."
"But you knew she was."