The door banged open and Tracy automatically flinched. Her heat beat fastened.
She quickly got up and wiped her tears when she saw Neit power walk towards her. She froze and just stood their. Why couldn't she hear the door open? Did she see her cry!? Oh no! Will she hit her again?! Fear crept over her. She fiddled with the ends of her cloth nervously.
A shadow loomed over her. She didn't dare look up.
"Tracy?" Neit cursed at herself for the way her tone came out. It was a little too much commanding.
"Y-Yes?" A teeny voice hissed.
"Did you ...." Neit didn't know what to do. She wanted to hug her and apologize but how the hell is she supposed to do it?!
"Did you make dinner?" She blurted our and regretted it at that same moment. What the fucking fuck bitch? She face palmed herself.
"I- I'm sorry.... I just.... Umm." Tracy signed and slowly wobbled down from bed. Her head was still hung low.
"I will... prepare it ... now." She stuttered and limped pass Neit since her stomach was a little bit bigger than the normal size.
It was stupid of her to think that Neit actually heard her cry and came in to comfort her. She cursed herself for her own stupidity. Never in a billion years would Neit do that. She hated her. She despises her. She even hit her. What would make her love and care for her and the baby. She was just a provider. She was forced to do it. She even call her a slut. So what more should she expect?She wanted to laugh at her own empty imaginations when she felt like the gravitation was reversed and she felt her back hit hard against a tall chest.
Two strong arms completely engulfed her small frame and she was tucked in tightly against the one behind her. She could literally feel a heart beat fast against her back.
"N-Neit ?" Tracy tried to turn around and look but a hot breath landed on her neck when Neit lowered her head and placed it on her shoulder.
"N-ne...."
"Shhhhh... I'm here." Neit whispered at her ears. All the tears she wiped away returned. A sense of warmth and security washed over her and she wasn't ready for it. She trembled and started to sob. Again. This time she really wanted to stop crying but her body reacted according to the way it wanted and she was embarrassed and scared that Neit might abuse her the way others did.
"Tracy..." Neit looked at the little girl who was crying. Oh god. Did she make her cry again? Was it her fault again? Now she felt really really bad. She felt like she was a mean giant. If her mom would've seen this she would've probably changed her nickname from baby giant to mean little giant.
What do I do now? Mom. Please help me. She whined internally. She really want to care for Tracy. But HOW? She started to hate those three fucking letters.
"Tracy has a long journey ahead of her and she may need your help. Promise me that you would ease her pain if needed."
She remembered those words from her parents.
"Tracy?" Neit rested her chin on her shoulder.
"Y-Yes?" A small nice sniffled.
"I'm sorry." Neit signed. "I'm really sorry. Please don't cry." She said and felt Tracy's body shake violently against her embrace.
"W-What?" Tracy mumbled. "It's ... it's not your fault .... it was never your.... fault." She sobbed. But Neit didn't listen she pressed her against herself some more and snuggled against her neck and closed her eyes. It was so soothing and her skin felt so good.
"We all made mistakes." Neit softly said. "Now it's time to apologize. Please....." She wanted an answer but none came. She made Tracy turn and face her. But the sight of her head hung low was very painful to watch. She wasn't her slave. Why is she ignoring her?
"Tracy look at me." Neit spoke and the other one raised her head slowly and looked at her.
"I'm sorry I hurt you. It won't happen again I promise. But you too have to promise me that you won't cry. Please." She smiled softly.
Tracy took a deep breath and nodded. She pouted and her body stopped shaking.
"Ok." She whispered.
"Don't worry I will take care of you and the baby." Neit pulled her into another tight hug and ran small circles on her petite shoulders to calm her down.
"It is my responsibility. And I will fulfill it to the Utmost." She said while placing her chin on top of Tracy's head.
"Th- thank ... you." Tracy mumbled.
Neit smiled much more and remained hugging her for sometime.
She wanted to say something. But she couldn't.
She wanted to say.
Thank you too because she had never felt so happy when embracing someone before. And she liked the warm feeling a lot.
No.
She loved it.