Its been a few weeks since I found the note ,wolf barely talks to me and I find myself going to the lake more and more ,I sometimes think I see movement on petas balcony but I can never be sure, in the evenings I spend time with Jasmine, lani and angel it turns out Angel has been sneaking off to see Jimmy but I wasnt too long before they got caught and everyone has been poking fun at them since ,I thought jasmine and Danlow may have had somthing but she seemed to get more and more irritated by him so I guess not ,lina is more interesting nobody but I have noticed the gooey eyes shes been giving sam ,when I asked her about it she went bright red before saying "look just drop it,he doesn't want someone like me he likes Ellie" ,I did drop it but soon discovered that sam would ask for help whilst looking directly at Lina and would be disappointed when Ellie volunteered before Lina had a chance to but I suspect Ellie only volunteered because where sam was Simon usually was, everybody seemed to be in love and looking for excuses to spend time with eachother.
Wolf on the other hand seemed to have turned distant ,he didnt talk to anyone hardly especially me and seemed to volunteer for watch duty more often than not ,he seemed frustrated and seemed to be running his hands through his hair alot and biting his lips because he was genuinely a mess his hair was always messy and his lips puffy and red,sam tried talking to him several times and I even tried to see if he was ok but he would just tell me to "piss off" before storming off and going back on watch.
I had an uncomfortable feeling, but I guess I just missed Blake.