Trigger Warning: Explicit Content. Viewer discretion is advised.
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I grab the lavender soap my mom packed for me and began washing myself up as quickly as I could, still uncomfortable with what had occurred earlier.
Laughter~
I see a couple of the guys having a contest with each other trying to see who could hold their breath the longest.
Dude stop... you're gonna drown...One of the guys said to the person with the purple face, he ends up jumping up and shaking his body like a wet dog.
Gasp gasp
Haha, you're an idiot.
I turn my head around and look at the other guys playing around in the water and sighed in envy at how close everyone was. Ever since I was young I never really got along my packmates...once we turned fourteen, whenever they went out to hunt I would never be invited to go with them, even though I loved to hunt...something I inherited from my alpha father. And when I did go I would be excluded from their conversations, my inner self—mom called that my wolf, would cry about it but later on I would never hear it cry anymore.
I lay in the water and begin reminiscing about my childhood.
I remembered getting bullied for my small physique and girly looks, and because of that, I would cry to mom all the time. After my dad found out he made sure to put an end to the bullying and we ended up cuddling outside after we shifted and ran through the forest. At sixteen I hit a major growth-spurt which made me turn into a beanstalk...I became one of the tallest people in the village at 5'11. Unfortunately, the rest ended up being 6' and taller. I complained to mom about it and she looked at me thoughtfully before saying that I could just be a late bloomer just like my dad.
Flashback
"Mom... Do you think I'm ugly?" My 16-year-old self questioned her. He looked down upset.
"What? No honey, you're beautiful. Who told you that you were ugly?" She said worriedly tears gathering in her eyes her hands went to cover her mouth.
"Is someone bullying you again?" My dad's deep burly voice rang out from the couch he was sitting in.
"No..no one bullied me... the girl I liked said that she would prefer mating with someone who looked like dad instead of me.." He said thinking of Rana.
"Well...some women have different tastes hun..." My mother said in an attempt to comfort me. She and my father locked eyes with one another.
"Mason and Titus ended up presenting as alpha at 12 and 13 respectively...when will I present?"
"You're just a late-bloomer, son. You're as gangly as me when I was younger." His voice boomed.
Flashback End
I looked at my arm muscles and sigh. Genetics can be so brutal. 'Well, I guess it's time for us to go get ready' I thought while watching everyone grab their things and go. I was reminiscing for so long that I became one of the last people left in the river. I noticed that Axel was also together with me.
Remembering his comment from earlier, I get up immediately and begin walking away to grab my things making sure to look normal all the while. When I got to my stuff I heard a voice call out behind me.
"Where do you think you're going gorgeous?"
My mind went blank...it was Axel.
He grabbed me and pushed me down onto the pebbled ground.
"You think you could go after you let Maximus have a go at that creamy white a**?" Axel said breathing down on my neck.
"I don't know what you're talking about" I replied indignantly. 'I never seduced anyone ever.' My eyebrows furrowed.
I tried struggling out of his grip, but my strength was nowhere near an alphas strength especially since I hadn't even presented yet.
Goosebumps formed when he began to rub his d*ck along my a**crack. My heart began to beat erratically.
Only one word was repeating in my mind.
DISGUSTINGDISGUSTINGDISGUSTINGDISGUSTING-
Pant pant...
I could hear him breathe right next to my ear. I felt dirty. In my fear addled mind, I began to yell out for help hoping anyone would come.
He covered my mouth with one hand and whispered 'shut up or I'll r*pe you.' He grabbed my d*ck with his other hand and began to stroke it.
I began to hyperventilate my anxiety rising uncontrollably, I berated myself for not acting very alpha in this situation. I should have been fighting back.
After attempting to escape one more time I realized the futility and clenched my eyes shut trying to shut out the world and pretend that I was at home.
Thump...thump...
Against my better wishes, my body began to betray me and I began to feel pleasure under his constant administrations.
Ahn-
My body flushed from the pleasure, after all, I was a healthy young male. I cursed at it, tears welling up in my eyes.
"You like that? You horny b*tch, that turns me on even more. F*ck... I don't even care anymore-" He says before he starts stroking my length even harder. I could feel his d*ck attempt to penetrate my a**hole, and even though I hated the feeling...my body couldn't help but want whatever he would give to me. He let go of my mouth and I couldn't help but let a few moans escape from me. I was weak from the mind-numbing pleasure.
Whimper... sob...
In the distance, I hear a deep guttural growl before I felt the heaviness on my body lighten considerably. I realized that Axel got tackled off of me... I turn my head and see a gigantic grey wolf. I look at the wolf hazily as it looked extremely familiar... was it, dad? A person comes up to my side. They touched my face, and I could hear them crying. I notice the person next to me was actually my mom and she covers me with a warm blanket helping me up to my feet, my knees were still weak. At the sight of my mom's face, I began to cry and she hugs me. The adrenaline rush left me feeling boneless.
I turn around to see dad mauling Axel with his sharp teeth, blood could be seen everywhere. When he was done Axel looked like a corpse, but I could tell he was still alive and breathing.
After the initial danger was gone and seeing the bloody sight in front of me... something in me snapped. I could hear a comforting growl in my mind before everything went black. I could hear my mom's worried voice and dad's quiet growl in the background before there was nothing.
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When I woke up I found myself blanketed by my parents in their wolf form. I attempt to talk but only hear a whimper, 'I ended up shifting into my wolf form? Why don't I remember this?' I try to recall but could remember nothing.
My parents who were awake the entire time shifted back into their human form. My mom looked incredibly upset and my dad looked madder than I've ever seen him be.
"When Mason went to our home saying you didn't come with them to meet the other pack or show up at all afterward..." At this, my mom couldn't continue. "It's all my fault. I let you go bathe with them in the river." Tears streamed down her face in guilt.
I nuzzled her face with my nose to show that it was fine and that I was ok.
"No, it isn't fine!" She spat out angrily... "You could've been r*ped! You even went into subspace... why did we have to find out this way?" She covered her face and leaned on my dad.
'Subspace?' I tilt my head in confusion.
"I should've killed that Axel boy back then. But instead, I took him to the chief, he's going through pack bond removal at this moment and getting exiled." My dad said with barely concealed rage, he must've been holding it in the entire time. His red hair and beard looked like fire at the moment.
I shift back slowly.
"What's subspace?"
My dad didn't answer me and just said: "I'm sorry." My mom opened to say something before my dad stopped her and shook his head.
'Weird, why won't they tell me? Oh well, they probably have a good reason.' I justified.
"What about meeting with the other pack?"
"It's fine. It's wasn't mandatory for you to be there." My mother waved it off. "You'll see them tomorrow, what is most important right now is you."
At that, I felt reassured and went back to sleep. My parents would not let me out of their sight, and I couldn't bear to sleep on my own with Axel still fresh on my mind so I slept together with my parents in their room.