There is a time that I wish I could forget all the shame but now...
What can I do?
Shui Jing
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I don't understand why this grandfather insist to accompany me even help me so far. He just sit on the floor as his back laying on the bed edge. He does nothing, just stay quiet over there.
"I am sorry…" He said as his words broke the silence that created between us. I take a deep long breath because my tears are still falling down. " I am…I…"
"I knew…just forget about that night and don't ever mention this matter again. I really hate myself because I realized that I am the one who …"
"Let's eat." He said.
"What…"
Alright! I know he wants me not to think too much but I don't have any appetite right now. I turned my body to another direction to avoid him.
"Thank you but I don't want to eat." I said.
