Sit at back yard terrace looks the starry night
yearning for the lost will never been come back
All is written in my fate book
Just a dagger in my chest as a mark of a dark story about us.
Shui Jing
***
That grandfather was stunned to hear what I'd said. He cannot pretend that nothing happened between us. To be honest. This is not easy for me to decide to live. I took a deep breath before looking at his violet eyes. A lot of emotions that I cannot say right now. I was stained. My pride as a princess and as a woman had been destroyed. I don't know what still remains in me except this lewd body and breath? I want to die but something forbids me to do so.
"I have to go and I want to go alone." I said while holding my tears from rolling down in my face.
That old man just looked at me blankly. Like there is something was lost inside of him. He takes a deep breath.
"Why?"