March, 10, 2018
I'll just go over the individual stages as I saw them to see where I should've helped him....
1.I noticed him cutting himself awhile back but I thought he'd be ok....obviously I was wrong and I should've got him help....
2.I remember when jack was acting strange.....he broke away from everyone except me....he always came to school with his grey eyes duller than usual showing that he was tired...plus he was quieter than he used to be..
3.I remember when jack said he had a crush on me....he said he never wanted to hurt me...on purpose at least....he broke that promise already...
4-5.Jack gave me his journal along with his suicide note, and I never saw him again until about a week after at his funeral....he was paler due to starvation and of course him dying...he's never been so peaceful.....especially since his parents abuse and neglect him....I'm actually kind of glad he's dead....but I miss him with all of my heart....I still wish he was here, and I wasn't reading his journal. He wanted it like this though...he's in a better place....in my religion he's with god in his belief he's come back as someone else.....whoever that is. -Daya