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Chapter 9 - Day 7

November, 13, 2017

You know.....when you die on the inside you tend not to care....or really feel at all. Hell I cut myself to make myself feel but I've grown numb to that pain. That's what a lot of people

Don't get....or don't understand. Dying on the inside is your loss of feeling anything you go completely numb and you just wait to die then you just want to stop existing in general....you look back on everything and you only see the bad and then you just question "what if?" Then you start questioning why you even existed. You see the world as such a better place if you were never there.....you feel unwanted, not needed, and broken. -Kill me please