October, 20, 2017
Sorry I haven't updated you in awhile but I've had a busy week since I got a girlfriend. Yeah that's right I now have a girlfriend. Her name is Jessie and she's really nice and very pretty. I hope this doesn't go down like my last relationship did.....that was a fucking train wreck. Tomorrow is the homecoming dance, and I can't wait. Well since I still have the whole page I'll just talk about my last relationship and then you'll see why I don't like dating people that much. My last date was a guy...and the relationship was mostly secret until I told my friend and he got some friends of his and recorded me and my EX talking and kissing.....one of the guys went rogue and posted the video on all of his social media. The school gave us hell...me and my EX became extremely depressed. One day he gave me a necklace with my birthstone on it and a couple hundred dollars and kissed me for the last time...the next day we had a school evacuation because someone heard a gunshot....He shot him self in the head, and despite his request in his suicide note I wasn't allowed to his funeral cause apparently I corrupted him to be gay. The rest of the school year every time I'd talk to a guy or girl I liked someone would always joke 'be careful you might lose your life over him' like my EX's suicide wasn't serious anyway I'm running out of space to write this down so bye -Fuck love