Dear Taeyong,
today you two took me with you,
again
it was quite a long day
for me
and we stayed out
for so long that the stars
showed their faces
I miss the summers
in wich we two would
watch the stars together
and you would apologize
for your sister laughing
so loud at the TV in the
living room
we heard her all the way up to your room
and as we were
staring at the stars
at the balcony
I would tell you that
it's okay
and you would smile at me
and try to show me
the planets of our Solar system
that looked like
tiny shining dots
in the light of the moon
but today we were watching it with
your girlfriend
and you took her hand,
but your arm around her
shoulder while I was getting
colder
you even kissed her
I'm so stupid
to even think that we could
work out
why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty