Dear Taeyong,
today I looked at your
instagram again
did you really delete
all of our pictures already?
I'm so hurt
I saw the photo
you uploaded with
her, but
I didn't dare to like it
so I looked at your
other pictures
you know I really
liked your silver hair,
right?
I remember we dyed it
like that together
and how you wanted me to
at least dye s part
of my hair the same color
but I was too afraid
of hair damage because
my hair is so thin
and then you laughed
saying that I have to
find out if I have a strong
scalp just like you
and you told me that
you think that you would
probably go bald very soon
I don't have much time left
but I still have so much to tell you
but I fear those things don't
fit in my letters
I'm not even sure if I really
want you to read them
I'm sorry for causing so much trouble
I know that you would probably
scold me for saying sorry
you hate it when
I say those words because
I said them so often