Dear Taeyong,
remember when you told
me you loved me?
with the heart of a good
friend?
I thought about them
again
please don't say those words
ever again
they seem so light to you
but they weight heavy
to me
all the words in my mind,
I can't tell them all to you
all the words in my dairy,
I can't show them all to you
but the melody that used
to make us happy is still
so glorious to me
please remember it well
we haven't talked in a while
and it destroys me
I wish I was as strong
as you
when the wind blows
it should be harder,
but you kept on going
like it's nothing
I just wanted to tell
you how much I adored that
I never had to worry about
myself,you always knew me better
I wish I could be as supporting
as you were
I'm sorry for not being
what you deserved