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"I got my tough, tough power
And I call this body my home, my home"
This body- BAUM
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Eyes,
Tears fill my eyes,
Enough to stain my pillowcase,
As the sky changes to night,
I'm left alone crying in pain.
Hands,
They've been through so much,
Made them betray myself,
Made them leave scars,
How can I forgive myself?
Heart,
My heart's been through a lot,
Getting hurt over and over,
I wish I could store you in a safe,
Where nothing could hurt us.
Legs,
I'm sorry you had to support us,
When all you wanted was to take a break,
When you were screaming in pain,
I should have listened instead.
Fingers,
I'm sorry I constantly crack you,
It's just that I'm nervous,
You provide me comfort,
I'm sorry for the numbness.
My body,
I know I don't say it enough,
I'm bad at emotions,
So here I lay,
Pouring it out through words on a paper.
My body,
I would like to apologise,
To each and everyone of you,
For all the pain that I've caused,
I'm thankful you go me through.
My body,
I'll try my best,
That I'll promise,
Even if it takes up to a 100 years,
I'll make it up to you eventually.
15/03/2021
Love,
C🦋